SHADOW OF REALITY..May29.10

today's after Noon showers cooled the hot world

its not that
simmering hot does bring you
in a different way

showers makes the wait more mystic

I have resiled my way of
with your thoughts
lit large
every where around

but at hearts of heart
I miss you round the clock

my psychiatric medicines make me fit to fight loneliness for a few hrs
your absence makes its work more tough and less lasting

there is hardly anything
that interests me

I manufacture the relevance

but my heart says how far

my jealous will to survive
probably Nature is opined to have second thought
at every other second

I see it deep in the Blue
but It says I am with and within you

probably It accepts its deceit
de facto

I take Its failure
in good stead

fight my way

to chill the vacuum
with another manufactured way

It says
some how
you're more dedicated to me

I remain too reply-less

and stop to ask
any more

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