When you will come we will go on etios to my farm and remain their in a small room right at the corner of my farm, you will find a tube well with sweet water, environment will be seren and life will be simplest possible. I know you will love this bereft of big things and concepts. People are simple you will have time to interact with them and feel the semi jungle life. 

your environment has received hatred full canard from germany london etc I really dont want to pen down whole sequence of life time hatred to me. we have two sides of relationships one from parent another from in laws , if whole the lot becomes rotten eggs one is turned lonely owing to implicit causes. I have assets in my name that has further created enemies for me. 

Celine Dion this is the singer which I remain hooked , my reason is to just have a light music to manage my lonely life. what ranveer singh and you r dad has done they mix nude shots in this song sequence. Its otherwise can not come as my option is marked not to run more. Your dad does not know this is a callous behaviour as its not going to do anything.

Mr Padukone you along with ranvir singh has crossed the limits : do not fudge with u tube : I have no taste its just pass time. My pencil is literally fuming with yours acts you are inviting unthinkable problems for you.

what you say

when it breezes 

a hope comes

hope of flowers
that are made of

I see one by one

some hands come
snatch

I am left with
emotions
memories

my heart says

why is this cruel
cruel all around

I soothe it

look 

its flowers again

it says

I dont understand

what you say

For the last couple of yrs psychiatrists have done maximum possible un professional work. A psychiatrist is not allowed to deliberate even in the field of psychology but somehow they have behaved like gods.

Mr Padukone my pencil has sent you a stern warning Not to play with its forces as the difference between rich and pauper can be eliminated within no time.

Mr Padukone I dont intend to pen down what the array of torture you have put on me and your wife has simply given it a colour of compliance. My pencil is not that naive what you presume it to be. 

My pencil has ordered to Deepika and asked her to revolt against the parents on the grounds of her parents having colluding with evil designed brains.

1. Dr Harish Arora has taken supari from your close ones to set all the thing s rights. ( I hope you can understand the english of supari takers.)

this was for your mom and dad.

Thanks for confidential report you can ask your guests to come to my office as I am officially authorised to allow the persons inside. We have a nice arrangement for a cup of tea.

may be

enemies around
hatred of 
my heart says
love 
isn't being alone 
not a bad idea

I pause to ponder
reality lit large

I fail to respond

it asks again

I take a deep breath

look at the horizon

may be 

Ms Ujjala It has been now years together. You are continuously taken by surprise. Sometimes some crank psychiatrists told canard after canard. Yesterday evening a tall beautiful girl along with her mom accompanied me in central park then a message came from your well wishers. She was 22 plus. Do you really need more proof of my pencil and its residing where.

Ms Ujjala my pencil has sent you a special message, my pencil reside inside me, my age is only conceptual as my pencil is beyond the concept of age aging death and birth.

Deepika my pencil has asked me to tell you that you have to be exemplary determined as people around you do like your happiness as they see in you money and material factors only. when you come here you should know at first hand that I am living a hostel life.

Deepika I simply do not like going alone to any place, your close environment has planned me to send somewhere from that coming back may need a long time, the idea is very clear at their motives.

Mr Padukone you are very nice person contrary to what I have persons around me ( let me forget their details) kindly desist from pin pointing my age by persons deputed by you as it may invite problems from my pencil. You are not aware of my strengths therefore let me respect you. 

Mr Padukone probably you have forgotten my pencil order that is still very much written if you spend a moment to cursor down this page. I can understand the petty peoples in my environment and their rugged clothes but you are father of an intelligent girl try to match your possession level. Do you feel I will succumb to your various moves inspite of having such powers in my hand which even science s can not explain non the less I myself is profusely possessor of scientific knowledge.

after my childhood

when you will be with me
I shall forget my past
a past of torture inhuman environment

I will love to go with you
in fields
where no criminal tag be there

probably I will have life
for the first time ever

after my childhood. 

Deepika just ask your dad why he has tasked my military officer to open his breakfast tiphon and ask me in an askance way as if BLOODY BREAKFAST IS LIFE. I do not take food for months together just inform your dad so that such petty stupid actions can be avoided as it serves no purpose at all. 

Deepika probably your close ones are not aware of the black of your world I have no interest to pen down either, but contacting the dreaded criminal s clones of rc minhas viz kapal minhas etc ooph your dad is really immature. 

Mr Parkash Padukone you can visit American and British Library and modern day e storage you can not find even one instance that even can be compared to what I write but you have still opted for savambar on cell phone I dont feel its a nice idea. Try to understand in between the lines what I have written. 

His facade

sitting on embankment of gaghar
I have seen stormy waters
trees were carried like papers

I remember
as if my life becomes mirror

reflections I negotiate
day and night

lonely my nerves

I wonder
at His facade

One day when Lord Rama was crying and seeking his wife sita in the jungles goddess Parvati took the physique of sita and appeared in front of the Lord. Lord Rama bowed in front of her and said mother if I can be of your help. Goddess Parvati changed into original and blessed Him. 

when you will come

when you will come

I may be crumbling
pieces of my soul
floating in 

wate you called

day comes 
it s own dictates

I wate for another night

lost nerves

retired heart

may be

when you will come

silence tells.

my heart asks
love
how to keep stupids away
they may not infringe upon
thin reality with us

I ponder at its ways

I have faced criminals in life
how to tell 
the saga of cruelty 
lit large

It asks again

I keep quiet

may be
silence tell s 

what can not be expressed

I wish time could have lesser cruel

winds blow at His mercy

I have looked for

day and night

stones turned of my tender nerves

crushed heart

I soothe

with a hope

hope of 

sometimes

it says

hope for the hope sake

I still hope

stones.

you have to come

when you come
you may find my soul
heart bitten by human
viper cobra rattle snakes
deep may be bites
poison ending no where

you may find
tough to see my pains
threads of crimes spread

you may find
tough to see

but love

I know 
you have to come

As per your wish I have deleted one entry.

my heart often opine
writing is not working love

I keep quiet

it interrupts me 

many times

I remain calm

it says probably
you are a failed genius

I keep quiet again

but wonder

quote of success
of my heart.

whimsical girls

I am writing this letter with extreme anguish and pain that simply is not bearable. I told you of many girls who put their best to marry me but later turned out my foes not because of but at the behest of remote control based far away from me on the whimsical ground and fancies etc. All reptiles can act similarly and poison the person at whom they are directed and simply vanish away like the girls I told you etc. If you ask whether are under crime like assault by my power the reply is simply yes as they can not run from the scope and wastness of Thee.