Today I was doing many jobs simultaneously while standing at the sarkari tea stallsome of these are
-staring at your room from my window
-sipping the tea slowly
-my desi navy cut
-thinking how to start the drafting of today's priority cases at hand
-hurrying to finish off before I am too late to join the official tea in conference hall with my super brass all put together
-thinking whilst foolish hallucinations don't work
-you shall never be one of the beauties around in your office lawn
-staring the chaps drawing money at ATM at Axis and HDFC banks
-pondering my equations of harsh reality
-planning to negotiate my mundanes and money matters
-try to feel normal inspite of oceanic storms at my psyche
-fighting my defeats of the loneliness
-putting my whole bullshit scientific know how in one go
-observing the playful monkeys
-looking at other end horizons over CP
-negotiating flashes of memories of this place related with happenings
-and the lost war in realising you
my this Stormie behaviour attracted a person who wanted me join a group and learn yoga, vipashna etc with elaborating self sought mind set up and goals too sketchy etc
I suddenly stopped to be polite and government senior officer like behaviorism etc.
now at my pc I was searching which vehicle to purchase either cheverlet beat or maruti ritz
suddenly I realised my lost world
no where to go
I put this picture of yours from my hard disc
as if you can solve all the hell around
with a killing instinct
like that of mine
but my heart whispers
do you have one
I see the horizons
its too dark
to visualise my dreams
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