WAR ROOM..24.12.09

today very morning hrs
me the docile around
just walked towards my office
while at Rajpath

it was all times of past present and future
around me
its rarest of rare at such feels

Indians the spoilt lot
its nothing new
well written through the history books

we are confronting another gen of spoilt bastards

Dr.Manmohanomics has a dark side at socio-economic contemporary dumpy idiots Indians
the war room of happenings
it shall have its own toll
may be external factors of chasing the global warming shoot down the stupids to the reality

chances are too hostile to make a straight line
probably too hot economic cauldron will stifle many buddy buds
around the backdrop of social equality syndrome

I cut short of streams of prophesies
it was too near to your office
but I didn't search you

the reason is simple
quid pro quo

source: shipra.v

WAR ROOM..23.12.09

What you see here is a perfect case of anorexia nervosa
but what probably is not there
we all suffer from it

the image we have of inner and exteriors
the endless array of complexes we stand for
but its one's own choice
choices may be driven from plethora of matters
how does it going to matter
it lasts with you till you hope to another one

I was analysing the positive behavioural traits
out of the thins

why there isn't a simple model of
but why you expect one
I asked as if talking to environs

suddenly it spoke with vengeance
if you like something
go on
what's the fuss of being over conscious

I looked deep into the environs
where I happen to reside for the moments

Yes its true
the war of nerves
it shall stand with us
till the end of relevance
and the onsetting of another ones

is this the obsession of love of the live
I asked
with a shallow smile at my heart

source: shipra.v

WAR ROOM...22.12.09

while on a hangout at sector 17 Chandigarh
around CP the so called my love lane
I have ignored the hanging war room
like a tickking bomb in a dust bin near by

I wondered why the truth is not rosy
I have read too much of you
you never promised rose gardens

why this time I evade rose garden of reality
as if you are not with me
so are the roses

why you are on the other side of the road
I traverse day by day
nights are simply horrible
I get jostled too much
so I do paint roses for you

I have heard the chirping bird
It bled to make the petal red
a heart may find its niche

why the blizzards struck only the heart
whilst the brain is never optimistic of its wishes

why these wishes are made at all
I see the war room beside
at the spot where I hanged out with you thoughts at my nerves

why the reality is in your hands
I wish the war room should have roses

source: shipra.v

WAR ROOM..21.12.09

the world as we are accustomed to
like a too hot economic cauldron
shall redesign itself
the scale of time and space
its too evident

bio cauldron of the billionth
shall give another experimental dose
the fittest and chance shall thrive an equation
worth mentionable

but how does it matter
may be paradigm of life has to reincarnate itself
new norms of life and mind set-ups

how its going on a nano-scale

its different with different set of conflicting forces

I was just visualising the complex scenario
whether we are better equipped
may be not
too volatile hot spots

the mundanes with ground realities
the harsh has no time to die
live is defined in conflict model all the way

I did wonder
whether it applies all the way I may think about

may be too simplistic

source: shipra.v

WAR ROOM

Probably most of us happen to live in war room
most of times with us
whether Nature has chosen the course
may be too complex to equate with simplistic terms

some resile with thoughts
another with intended thoughts
actions are by default a product of the twins
much less to defined
and adhered to
as the uncertain nerves
runs the roost

at the end of fag day
things takes shapes

we intend to exhaust
the patience quotient
available at other end

but probably very few like me
remain recluded with you type syndrome
whilst in war room

reasons may be simple but far less decipherable
as the heart
it never fetches the wishes

as if wishes
are made for the name sake
to get the sitting goose
a target of reclusion

but what happen with the you type syndrome
simple
they enjoy with their obsession of the present

unlike the other ones
they put their whole worth
visualising a mirage

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCNECE..18.12.09

Friday eve
whole of the stuff in a hurry to reach their homes

I was quietly moving down the memory lane of happenings
traffic seemed to soar ever before
pungent petro-smell in the air of Rajpath

but probably my heart missed your duo
I have never come that close to you
or probably I have forgotten
my sense of smell is like that of dogs

but how come
I have no data at my hard drive
my dumpy brain took me to task

I promised it
Now if you chanced to come in my proximity
I shall remember that

but I know
I may not be

my heart asks again
why the hell
you guess too much of you

I simply laughed at the interiors
security guards were slowly taking their shifts
it was dark already
and I know you have left the place much earlier

otherwise
I could have got your odour from the thins
coming straight to me from your office building

this time my brain was annoyed at the hysteric behaviour
it always says
their are hell of beauties around you

I know
every beauty is special
but some special

the reason is simple
they have a different aura around them

that makes the dud life live
with cosy and silky petals
of exuberance

source: shipra.v

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INFLOURESCENCE..16.12.09

I was waiting for a meet with senior hierarchy in south block
pc of the PA lady tuned an old melody
" jo hum nei apni dastan sunai to aap kaon roi-...tum roi to hum roi dengei..apnei ansuo se bhar deigein sari khudai.."
the english version is somewhat like this:
why your eyes are wet on listening to
what happened over the life
If your eyes remained pensive
I shall fill the universe with my tears

I was aghast at my own feelings
I simply dislike old melody-serious songs
to the extent of instinctive aversion

but I did wonder
the truth is as fresh today

probably the tears has gone inside thro' nostrils'/eye pores'

but why
my heart stirred me up

I was looking for the alibi
and looking straight at your office thro' the window

how palacious houses become historic
to the heart and brain together
probably I felt for the first time

my nerves did ask
are you in love

I looked around
my time to meet the officials
it asked hurry up
there are too many points to discuss

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE..15.12.09

its drizzling outside at my "courtyard"
my FM tuned to melody like " god has gone crazy like me for you"
I wonder at my nerves
so crazy for non-entity around

but that's way
Nature unfolds itself
all the time to come

that's why
I often say
love is never too way traffic

Nature is horrible hetero genetic
may be its parlains are like that
much more I visualise
that's why
the heart lies at odds
all the way

I do wonder
why heart is suicidal in that way

my nerves find no reply
as if
they are least interested in stupid thins around

may be
reality defeats another reality

and goes the way
I search
for you
in the thins around

source: shipra.v

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INFLOURESCENCE..13.12.09

another yr is retiring into history books
I have yet to decide
the freshener shall be parallel entity

may be it shall bring
shower of my heart's feels

I do not wait
as the uncertain nerves
the turbulent desires
me the docile
how to negotiate the twins

is it
I shall remain like the bubbles
wishful thinking's
the words shall only adore

I shall remain so ecstatic
on the ephemerals

I know
the quest is everlasting

my die hard spirit
may it shall bring

But I do wonder
my wishes are not materialistic

the world around
is that the euphoric achieve
the whims of reality

or
I have forgot
the sane nerves
where thy love resides

source: shipra.v , Kiran.m

SPARKLETS...11.12.09

Most of the eventful moments
too ephemeral to have a worth of lasting effect

we have a lot to surf
with nerves not at ease
finding a pulsating heart
to reckon
the moody waives of the worth
we happen to be

searching for the elixir
of happening
change of the heart
with heady head

but why so
my heart is so impulsive
with whys and buts

I look straight
thro' the horizons

as if you're flying straight
with me and my moments
whilst that shall be yours

a later second
it brings
the reality crunch

the vacuum of unfounded wishes

I search my search
and the environs

the fight is tough
the spirit of your love

I wonder
whether it so exotic
to love some one

and for what

source: shipra.v

WAR AND PEACE

President USA seems too philosophical
while uttering the quotient of depth
of war and peach relationship

I wondered
whether all of us
remain at such odds of life

reply is too clear
yet evasive
the heart and soul
the combine are never conversant with the stupid brain

I day and night
search you either way

why the hell you're so relevant
is that the same equation

I hardly fall upon a reply

the uncertain veins and nerves
haunt me like ever before

I was a party to too many social gathering these days
official and purely compulsive ones

the question was evident at my heart
all the time

this day
with a few mements of mine
I was wondering over kids monkeys
fighting and playing
with a power to prove

I am again focused to FM as usual
the relevance of pc and stupid thoughts

I feel hell bound of irrelevances around

is that the Nation body is the usual way

probably yes
but how

may be one day
you shall accompany me
to find replies

may be questions shall be more varied

I shall find the variety
at least

source: shipra.v, Kiran.m, her junior sis

INFLORESCENCE..6.12.09

This day core meeting
Armed Service Core as we call it
I was busy to feel the adrenalin factor of the bestowed feathery gathering

every one with his her own capabilities

search is limitless
or is the questionnaire

I did miss you
may be you have the reply

I know our thoughts come and go
with or without a consequence
far less a relativity to the environs

but these people whether on the whims of events or otherwise

they keep on their relevance intact
may be by the de-facto preparedness at heart and brain together

but does it fit in the present environs
I negotiate every day
eves ask me a lot
my reply is

keeping calm all the way
just observing
let the clock ticks its own way

where is the relevance
I often equate
with the mundanes around

probably they are as haughty as your Himalayan hair

I keep on surfing

source: shipra.v

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
CHEMOTHERAPY..01.12.09
TODAY probably the toughest working day
I was expected to do conduct an apex body of Senior hierarchy
I noted the possible points

but my heart is too nervous
how to create the official notes out of the stuff uttered so lengthy

I know I can and would make the success to come
but the anxiety runs the roost
till I pick my pen tomorrow

so is the moments every day and every moment
the work being the relevance of the heart and nerves together

I do miss the warmth and ocean inc support
probably this luxury has bypassed

the cruelty of Nature

survival is the fittest
or the other way around

so it goes with the ' waves' of thoughts with me

I sometimes realise
its with every body
hot seats are too hot to handle
enigmatic too
the uncertain factors
taxing matter and results too

Way back
I listened calm
the heart spoke at length
the broken wavelengths with vengeance

you spoke with liberal verbatum
but I couldn't make out
whether you're standing
at arms length

I did wonder
whether such equations are that prevalent

probably yes

I did recall your absence
after another seconds
probably your ghost
it shadows me every where

may be I do realise
you never leave me either

its your Aura and its nanonic presence
at my psyche

may be
that makes the toughest
more challenge able

And

I accept the challenge
for another innings

may be
its love
or love of the work
or
love of your being
around me

source: shipra.v
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