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British believed that one day in a yr
whole of the Indians go mad
the situation if perceived by on time scale
very few days are when Indian system is sane enough
I was discussing the impact of NAREGA-II with my friends
the wasteful spending the money fetches no-work culture
all ready rampant phenomenon in Indian scenario
the politic entity is blackmailed thro' the cast ridden society
well! solution may be found thro' multinationals
it may evoke a lot fuss but that's way to create work and jobs
the GDP scary hierarchy should play with colours of brains
why I have put your beautiful snap here
my friend told if u give jewels for nothing
it will be thrown away as if stones
I was awakened very early morning
not unusual
but this morning is different
I got the bio-tech reasons of your indifferent heart
and my stupid way thinking
but I also know
only stupid can be creative
happy holi
source:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this eve my senior most general was being felicitated at his superannuation day
having been at the top most rank and one man show of winds of happening of real world:
I looked straight into his eyes as he with a heavy moments at his heart started to speak his heart
Army discipline and last moments of service
its notion understood by privileged few
we lined up to say the last official : good llllllllluck
it was over by the evening
the memories got personified
I was calculating the millionth quotient of varieties of Love
way back at Rajpath
things shaped the usual way with a different hidden feels of the day
I missed u a lot
u may ask why????????????
when u are in all the phases of time at one go
You love to see your love
and talk to the heart if feasible
I am putting on this wall
u may read
source:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"kabhi kuch apni hi likhi jab padhtha hu mein -lagta hei-kisi pagal nei banai tha mujhei uus asman kei par- tumei khanei' dhudhnei' kei' lyei' "
I hardly know why I go on writing
with sequel of love syndrome
writ large at every nano second around
I was searching the people on long tours
why don't u go somewhere
I kept mum to my heart's query
but I know u are not around
so my destination remains too hazy
I know the Ganges flows where a heart lies
every eve
I search
and end what I searched for
is it Alzheimer of Love
striking hard at every neuron
may be neurotic disorder
but my search remains intact
flowing dust ask
its too dusty to play a monotonous tone
but I know
my feels flow
a fresh waive
my Ganges flow with u
behind u
and probably that's why
I go un-noticed of myself
directions free
source: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
probably one of the taxing and sad moments with me
my heart believes when its not there
I accept the truth
but query of relevance haunts like ever before
When I will start loving myself
probably never
that's the one possible cause of this bullshit thin around
if u assume the rest of the stuff already dead
including the ones who bring this sad syndrome close to u
probably u get a relief however momentarily
another spell of the hard stuff
awaiting u
that's too scary
why the reality takes such shapes
probably u assume dead as well
the matter get solved
the clinching point is still there
what will happen to the fighting spirit
let the Darwin takes care of it
source: shipra.v
its drizzling outside
the sandy-wet odour characteristic of the drops' love for the sand
it has made me see light at the other end of thoughts
u may be getting interrupted by un-even sequences
the nightmarish streams of dreamy world
but this time
I have probably scored a better
for the moment
its better with me
enjoying the Nature's infinite wealth
of love
materialism too
but how come
Nature can make the hostiles to combine
I remember
chemistry was wonderful when sodium creates fire in water
the process is simple
the phenomenon too difficult in mundanes
this time
my heart stops short of exuberance
as the water-fire
encounters the self
with millionth un-cornered fronts
but why
I ask myself
whilst observing the falling droplets and this pc screen
at one go
source: shipra.v
there is hardly a moment when the running equation of time
and my heart are not at loggerheads
late eve
I am too slow to catch metro for home
sometimes evening tourists walk a bit faster to me
some foreigner do wonder at my speed
but I wonder at the people who have just joined the environs
I am leaving for another way of life
imposed or otherwise
the relevance haunts me like ever before
in the backdrop of rajpath and vijaychowk
I visualise the calotropic royalanas
I ask myself
the things are better on what terms
I know
its with every one around
the daily crunch
the reality lit large
I do not count the moments
at my disposal
is that something amiss around
slow glowing breeze does ask a lot
I steer clear of the whirls
as its sticky
like bubble gums
ending no where
with meanings undefined
but I do ask
certain things
that reverberates
as the clouds of Ujjaini
source: shipra.v
I was searching the humane factor in Tiger's mistress
but why she should have loved at all
is that exterior factors of handsome features, persona, and the physical achievements have a lot to say
or is that women are prone to talkative juicy traps
may be goodies and prospective money thro' sincere-visible-syndrome faculty has the shooting trigger that makes the vaccum at your heart that never let u go unhurt
this picture is probably important in that perspective
but love remains a one way traffic even taking all the factors accounted for
but why so
my heart is too inquisitive
but I am not bothered
may Monday morning
I shall ask the flowers of Rajpath
why they are that beautiful
and do they encounter such feels around
I know they once have said
we love you too much
but we don't know one thing : why u don't love us that much
you happen to be a biologist
I look always to the E-II hutments
and the small cornered room
where u pulsate hard
with an indifferent heart
why flowers laugh with vengeance
at my silence
I have yet to know
source: shipra.v
probably every interlocuting moment
it searches a hell lot
besides what has gained and lost
where you have been and are
I was differentiating the odours of the flowers of the Rajpath
hurrying to my place of happenings
is it : lonely moments : are the ideal
or the diplomatic with all stuff : surrounding : in too ephemeral ways : around
my senior general hitherto known for his cam posed and disciplined exteriors
probably too nervous at his "fag end days"
I did visualise you
sitting on a bullshit tv
thinking what could be the right choice
I often interact with ultra super specialists : duds
they too feel
the ideal is : your own moments
with or without
the with is most of the time too unwieldy
but we look for it as a default value of evolutionary habits
so do I
while driving, walking my way : to the : undefined
source: shipra.v
I was attending a gathering just few minutes earlier
at the moment I realised lets go home
I was searching u over there in the crowds
here again I am alone once again
but the search remains the same
my FM is too faithful to me
its saying " mil ja kanhin samay sein parei' "
I hope u will listen to it
tomorrow u will come to the same office
like me the same bullshit stuff
and disciplined world
but where is my love of discipline
my heart stirs me like a rouge oceanic wave
I find no reply
and pacify it
let tomorrow shall come
I will go to see u in your office
But I know that shall not occur
the reality is too heavy for me
like yours' one
my heart whispers
damn it
I can live alone
bereft of your realities
at least no one gives me lectures
source: shipra.v
At the moment : I am looking the winter olympics live
and suppose you too be doing the same
this is how I am following u on google buzz
but I know you'll be blocking the bullshit around
like me
this is the taste of love
may too exotic to millions
the truth is hard to believe
much horrible to get materialised
but why we happen to love an indifferent heart
I tell u the ultimate secrets
Its the fools who fall in love
as of me around jumping over the thin air
but you may be surprised
thins airs are the only reality
the rest is big bore around
like the office work
still we work
as the money factor is hardly ignorable
my heart says
damn it
you're a damn lier
u don't work for money
I smile back
I know I go to office
in a vainful way to see you around
when I see the beauties around
I do say at heart of the hearts
why you look different to all the stuff around
may be
u do so like that only
source: shipra.v
Its only with the virtue of someone
pulsating with warmth at the heart
you're there to live the moments
at your hand
if not
create the one
like this little girl
visualising her bubbles
the ipso facto die hard spirits
I see such die hard spirits
all around
roaming around the country side
where is the need of relevance
its bubbling from thy heart
bereft of the exteriors
I do wonder
what valentine day mean
is it love or the person whom you love
source: shipra.v
what actually happens
when you are in love!!!!!
I was posted in Defence Institute of Psychological Reasearch
hardly there is one paper I left going thro'
multifarious conceptual nuances hardly bring you solace
probably one thing is too mundane
its the self hypnosis that shoots to the extremes
but love as such is simply horrible
I may spend my whole life writing
love shall remain undefined to the last
Love as a faculty is probably one way traffic only
as the other side weighs you on hell bound parameters
and the funny side is : at the end of this analysis the chances of rejections are too horrible to the proximity
you may visualise your love as if god has embraced upon the thins around
but the other side is too simplistic on mundanes
well the debate as such is endless
but love is pain full : no medicine can cure : the loneliness that triggers the love factor becomes too omniscient to bearable : and you end becoming a psychiatric patient as the brain hardly survives such electrostatic onslaughts at every neuron around
but what you are for me
is it love
or just inquisitive nerves to find you in my environs
I shall ask your Himalayan hair
they look more sincere
the beauty is too small word to define
the exotic nerves and your indifferent heart
combine is for the horrible windstorms to lash out
but what shall happen
I already die every second
shall I die millionth in mili seconds
your eyes are smiling
as if they know better
source: shipra.v
our indian tv channels
the biggest bullshit around
i don't know why i pay for this damn thin around
my friends feel something is wrong with you either
til day
i have to learn
why women are sex symbols
may be they are accustomed to believe so
why the damn bullshit sex faculty is that catchy
i did wonder and discuss with senior scientists around me
why the hell women are seen just only women
beauty is not a sex at all
is that whole of the masses have gone insane
I shall have to research
yesterday metro failure made me wait too long
I thought better to roam around- its a ipso facto home for me
suddenly it was too boring outside
I often ask
is it this faculty has been exploited by the Nature
my colleagues laugh at my utterances
but probably i am too inquisitive
pakiza a classic movie is hell around this bullshit thin
but the de facto love lost factor is too evident as the lead heroine always looks for her elusive love
" aap kei pav' deikhei' bahut hasin hein' : neiche mat utariga : meile' ho jaingein''....
I do wonder
what should I say at your Himalayan hair
as my concept to thoughts are contrary to the mainstream
do I look Himalaya or the climate or the geo-political benefits
may be I have a hidden kalidas of abhygyanshankuntalam
but I know its far beyond the factor of decipherable nuances
shall the time prove
may be
or bubbles will defeat the bubbles
source:shipra.v
the scientists are poor presenters: whilst management guys are too poor to absorb fine nuances of higher scientific stats: the present snow storms in US etc rather proves that global warming is a fact beyond doubt: the vengeance actions of Nature is because of excess water vapor in atmosphere that catches the cold to b...low off snow storms: conversely it shall result into severe droughts else where of the intensity unheard off: and related human misery due to crop failure
knowledge is what realised on too later time
its simply steal-proof
have infinite wonders to unleash
til your last breath
my dad used to utter in too philosophical way
probably the dark side remained un-noticed
its a such laser facilitated knife
that cuts whole what it comes in its ways
letting you to struggle infinite to find relevance
whether its reply lies somewhere at your obsession
partly true
time is riddled with too much of equations
with infinite combinations
which help to survive being relevant and euphoric
it may have many unfold frontiers
negotiate the worth with you
I was glancing my friend neha mehta photos
may be I know a lot
what these riddles are
probably the steering capability proves the limiting factor
so is the love lost
whilst you surround me all around
I still remain alone
to find and talk to the environs
and feel your aura
thro' the thins
where you happen to be
source: shipra.v, neha.m
THE PRIUS fiasco is because of the following reasons:
- in house demotivated work force psychological syndrome
- claustrophobic psyche of the upper hierarchy
- Non indigenous market management system
I was comparing the latest models introduced in India
probably all are unaware of the ground crunch
my heart retorted back
hell!! with you
you're a govt servant
let them go to hell and big bullshit
where is the parking space
let remain happy with maruti
I didn't react
As I didn't know what's your choice
if you happen to be in my company
my brain laughed
girls don't like your bullshit Navy cut
I smiled at both of them
source: shipra.v, neha.m
while you're just at your sweet dreams
I am here to pen down your love letters
I was a party to a symposium on global warming presented by a panel of IITians and Defence tri services scientists and senior retired generals at USI Rautula Ram Marg Delhi- its a synenergy advanced research and analysis institute catering for panoramic view of world and India centric systems.
I did miss you at every tea break and lunch break at late after noon hrs.
The advanced flow of knowledge brought your Himalayan hair more closer to me. I felt more cosy at your thoughts to the taxing contents discussed over a span of too lengthy presentations.
One reason was: I am already well versed with this advanced know how. The other is your obsession at my heart.
I drove my car to Nehru Place in the eve hrs to get my pc repaired.
local window shopping again made me to miss you horribly as the young beauties roamed with their cells connected to their sweet hearts. I did carry my cell this time with me but I know it'll never ring up.
that may be the reasons I am here, writing; to contact you.
way back I strolled at Rajpath as I have little to do at home
It was too late eve hrs and it looked too romantic, cosy and glamorous.
but the flowers around looked smiling at me
some of them did ask
you better develop love for us
we are here to accompany you
irrespective of your worldlies and moods
I talked a lot with them
probably they may tell you later on
what was that
source: shipra.v, Neha.m, 
British believed that one day in a yr
