this as i
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
TRUTH BELIES TRUTH
on an eventful dayi traversed thro'
the nice
and hauty minds
of my psychiatric super specialist friends
i do feel
what i represent for
it comes
a lot from my specialist buddies
the end may be monotonous
but the ground realities
of airs
and of the real life
it's phathomless
in content
exterirors
and the manouevreability qotient
of self
with live interaction of outer world
i remember
my one special friend
often too critique of the pseudo-intellectuals around
he did acknowledge
the fading truth
around what we happen to represent for
the other day
at yahoo
a beautifull truthfull heart
she did admit
better fake happiness
rather to succumb to ever-increasing graph
of qualitative expectations of your live interactive world
i do often
fall upon my e-album
just on the same lines
see my beautifull hearts
feel their warmth
forget
the reality around
i know
the other moment
it's packed with reality quotient
of the bullshit world around
but my heart
it's too horrible
it has its own equations
it prooves
and 'dis-prooves'
at its winds
source inspire: neha c'.space, mallika sherawat, shipra.v, pu chd india
Monday, January 28, 2008
FADING EQUATIONS
is it another encounterfull of relevance
for the moments to come
my heart asked me
i was enjoying the biting cold waves
at new delhi railway station
Karnatka Express was dot in time
people say Lalu has manoevred management quotient
in untidy indians
my beautyfull friends waved me off
i was pondering at the love quotient
i have a chrismas plant
i do often forget
to shower it
which it accepts with grace
probably it understands my love quotient
it would be another eventfull day
Kango Express will bring my beautifull ladies
i am used be dot at time
but i know this "time" dots me too often
and my heart
it asks me
"IS IT ANOTHER ENCOUNTER FULL OF RELEVANCE FOR THE MOMENTS TO COME"
and my chrismas tree
it waits
till i remember to shower
me as usual
find relevance
at the fag end
of my querries
my heart again asks me
this time
i ignore
i know
another such moment
it
waits for me
but my chrismas tree
it never forgets
to acknowledge
my love
source inspire: shingly bird, shipra.v, pu chd india
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Sunday, January 20, 2008
FIRST LOVE.contd
she was probably convinced by this timea wrong start may be at her side
it was late at night
but none of us has to go anywhere
i was pleased to see her around
i know she is too moody to find time for me
my heart was surfing thro' her beauty
i do realise
its beyond a description quotient
Love!
i broke the silence
if forget the advanced sciences for a while
a reply is at your arm's length
she was visibly happy
at my optimistic tone
i pointed my finger
at her
she said
what do you mean?
my heart smiled
but i was serious this time
probably i didn't forget the advanced sciences
(to be continued)
source inspire: shingly bird, mallika sherawat, shipra.v . pu chd india
Saturday, January 19, 2008
FIRST LOVE. .CONTD
Bulleshah: a sufi saintknown for his off the note remarks
in a quest to find elixir of being
he searched as he surfed thro' his times
one day
as he spent his spare moments
in sowing onions in his home farm
a broken heart like me
well deep in affiliations
in unknown horizons
of his heart felt beauties
asked
"fakir" how i can find god!!
Bulleshah ignored
but the man was persistent at his queries
he obliged by saying " finding god is= sowing onions"
when i left my univ
i didn't realise
its magnetic syndrome
one day
i heard
Mallika Sherawat fond of her popcorns
i started my car
went straight to sector 17 chandigarh india
i bought
10 packets of popcorns
drove fast to botanical gardens of my univ
i saw my euphorbia royalana(s)
they were smiling with crimson red flowers
i took a few steps
cactus garden with its closed metal- strips doors
wanted to say something
"where is your sweet heart"
a small cactus asked in a subtle way
my eyes starred at 'his' sharp prickles
it could see her antartic eyes
my heart asked
"where're you my love"
i didn't get the reply
but euphorbias were whispering in my ears
"Bulleshah did say : if you really want to see and realise god: you better see the mirror"
i was thinking how to pacify my twister love!
you see love!
these people are preparing a lot for 26th Jan
a special day for indians
and what'll happen
on a day after 26th
most of the brains
will ask
"what for"
she was horrible this time
hell with you and your bullshit philosophy
(to be continued)
source inspire: neha c.'s space, mallika sherawat, shipra.v, pu chd india
FIRST LOVE
i often use pictures of Mallika Sherawat ( a bollywodian heart throb for many in india)my heart pokes me too many a times
it's not sincere
it knows
i hardly develop a taste of bollywood
it says, tell me your real intentions
i laugh at my stupid nerves
the reason is probably
i look for heterogenetic combinations
my twister Love asked
is it that instinct
which goes into making a first love?
i was rather more magnetic to her eyes
and damn interested in bullshit philosophize every thin around
well!
for me
it's your eyes only
she felt sad at my escapist replies
i wondered
how come beauties have come
at the thoughts of the All-mighty
is it the source of magnetism
which He construed
to be essential
to make the universe
have an everlasting working phenomenon
But my heart pulled me up
hell with you
and your meaningless thoughts
tell me
what is a beauty?
i held her hand
in a quest to find a meaning
for myself
she felt as if
a reply may be there, at the least
but i knew
it's the wrong start
(to be continued)
source inspire: neha. mallika, shipra.v, pu chd india
Thursday, January 17, 2008
FIRST LOVE
this evei strolled my way
thro' vijay chowk
it looked poised
for a new eve
She waited for long
till i could notice
her height matching
the enviorns
with blue zeens and creamy top
but no winter clothes
probably her hair
it sufficed the purpose
i saw her eyes
and the lights of North and South Blocks
match was good
but i noticed Antarctica
at the door steps of the conference hall (Parliament bldg)
before i could say
hei and hello!
she came running
crashing thro' the winds
hugged me to the extremes
guards could feel
their heart-throb
i looked
as if my height has vanished
under the glow of her scintillating lips
she spoke with warmth
Love!
tell me!
What is a first love?
i struggled thro' her flowing hair
to find a reply
she was too eager
to find her choice
relunctant as i was
she picked a straw
i will poke your inner conscience
if you dither a further
i was amazed
at her naughty nerves
Love!
i spoke soft
you're asking me
combine the world's whole knowledge
to go surf in nano seconds
(to be continued)
source inspire: neha, mallika sherawat, shipra.v, pu chd india
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
MIST
event full dayas it happened to be
a young lad at his unfurled twenties
saw the magnetic vacuum
Lord asked
betrayal will haunt
at your love lorn
forlorn thy fate
youngs will dither
to have a sigh off
Faridkot a town of Punjab
a state of India
the lad was demanded
Let there be a shower of sugar
The Lord was on his side
so ran the roost
the thirsty people
saw at their wits end
why couldn't we ask for else
the lad lost the love
so he became a saint
thus goes the folklore
i too often
get up
with/without my sleep
recall your auora
and find
the sugar
all-around
source inspire: neha c'.space, mallika sherawat, shipra.v; cao office min. of defence; new delhi, pu chd
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
"KING KHAN FACTOR"
i knewsince my univ days
india is a land of
"paradoxes"
i drove my way to work place
thro' narrow high lanes of delhi
a beggar at his "mids"
probably shrivelled
morning chills
with his "classic fag"
adorn his aging fingers
my heart quipped
he wants to rule delhi
i ignored
my heart plays
naughty nerves
where i choose to go
but my soul is too fair
it says
probably they are the "Kings"
my brain interrupted
"bullshit"
it's slave instinct
i saw thro' the environs
as usual it looked with the stark realities around
my heart
quippped again
Love!
it's King Khan factor
source: pu chd
Monday, January 14, 2008
TWIGS
i drove my way to my univstopped near a fucus tree beside hostel no 2 (girls)
it asked me
how come so late my love!
i peeped thro' its twigs
the inflorescence hangs like rhythms of my heart
i saw my atomic watch clicked zero
my stupid brain
it asked
where is your bio-tech-watch
i took a long
to see you
some time under a shower
i did realise
the elixir
of your droppy hair
i thought to taste a bit
time ran the roost
i picked my time
and lost you
i get my time
but look thro' the horizon
where you have gone
may be
to fetch
a solace for me
and my uncanny nerves
i could realise
then
and now
may be
my love
it's beyond
source inspire : neha, mallika sherawat, shipra.v, pu chd india
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
BROKEN HEART
I've asked my stupid necessary evilmany times over the time
in softways
live in reality
it dithers away
spewing lava
fuming words
with disdain
'hell! with you
and your stupid world around"
i fetch
so good things
look my little friend!!
it shows
the dirtiest nerves
around
and kills
my last efforts
i wonder
if it's so
around the environs
i find
hard of reply
i asked my close friend
how you feel
so normal
absorbed at your worldlies
it showered
but flowers were not there
i got the essence
took a step ahead
i search my bio-facilitated soul
it opines
may be
you have miles to go
before you catch some flowers
i wonder
if miles can fetch
and solace my heart
source inspire: neha, pu chd
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