This letter is for you. I speak sophisticated clear and without any dubious intention at all. It would have comfortable nice if you could have responded. I have worked under extreme challenging equations but I always find as if its a new moment and day. In a genuine meet the basic focus remains to cut the walls of communications and psychological barrier amongst the basic know how. To know is simply not even a begining at present scenario of happenings. I have written this letter just to begin to know of cohesive threads. 

I know you may respond only after say less or approaching to ten hrs from now.

Its 4.09 with me I was searching how to become relevant as I have tried many methods may be I will start learning some software.

Mr Padukone I am writing you a very simple letter but it will take extra nerves to understand what I mean to say. I was beyond my own control of depression and advised to meet someone who can be of help to me. I did not venture at deepika place. I asked navu that I am coming to chd. This got flashed into their system. I was asked by navu not to approach their house. I asked her I am not in  a position and better understand the gravity. I was standing at a nearby small park waiting for navu. Three males relatives of her mother came out whom I wished but none could afford  humane hand and went away. Navu came after say half an hr and I was escorted by her to dharam shala. It was around 8 PM.

I am awakened whole this time.

neurotic depression has no correlation with climate time and cycles of a female but it has tendency of electric nervous convulsions. coffee is a bad idea but not liquor in moderate consumption, social inhibition is incidental in certain cases. Faith does not solve anything. tides of depression can be corrected psychologically in moderate outings driving ( in certain cases) no one appears to be loved one but illusion haunts to that effect. One tends to long for solution whilst there is none visible. 

Mr Padukone I have penned down ocean of knowledge for Deepika Padukone only and you become privy to this formidable by virtue of her father plus her mom and a very close st ones. I know many others have read it but I have not written anything for them. 

social sanction and law plus security these are realities defined on existential basis but do contribute to brain disorder and its variants. 

Psychology may have many explainations for ibid but psychiatry being clinical in nature helps in withstanding reality vs conceptual aspects. 

In Psychology and related ones but not psychiatry the brain is descriptive in aa aa ++ ab ab++ etc sometimes other terms are used as power personality and other ones. In normal understanding of the brain in this stream of sciences the brain is descriptive in having obsession of power and its related paradigm. What on physiology of brain works out to be translates to overpossession to this aspect of reality. In bio technology its nothing but a term of love defined in different colours. It percolates down to defining the personality on basic cardinals. Lowest most is mundane to extreme aspects of creativity to obsession of otherworldly cardinals. There does not exist any term of wrong and right or its variants. 

Now if we have to apply psychiatry does it means all such types of persons whether if are equally vulnerable to disorders of brains the reply is big yes but what is natural confusion here how to understand love factor as described the common thread works on reality parameters. The reply is the term love is only graded reality it directly means this faculty of brain is also vulnerable to psychiatry and psychiatric disorders. But the later do not fall under Psychological understanding of the brain and its functions.  

In political sciences the term of alienated masses and social sceinces the same term should be understood in psychology when indl feels alienated and fails to relate with the environ owing to mis function of brain chemistry. The end product is neurotic depression with symptoms of morphological disorder. Medicine put an artifact of stapple bio chems and normalcy level is achieved with a cost of dependence on increasing level of dosimetry. This can be corrected with actual love incidence whereby brain actually starts synthesizing the biochem in vivo as explained in para.

but the ibid is not applicable to many other brain disorder which I have not explained as I have no interest in Minhas family and its related peoples to that extent.

Mr padukone you should understand I am simply different on this earth.

Mr Parkash Padukone I have received your concerns but found it to be non bonafide. Have you ever wondered I simply keep quiet profusely. I will not aver of some space age time and the aliens and how they are master stroker of science and tech and how homo sapiens are damn studpids with certain law books and related penalties upto death in their hands. And whether if homo sapiens can reach their spacial counter parts and can become one amongst them. We homo sapiens live on graded reality truth and the like and probably profess of stars like the royal family of Mewar I hope you are not one of such enventuality neither I have written any thing of padmavati probably I felt the director himself made things tough for him as of his concern of super appeal in masses psyche may bring un proportionate dividends which even now is a possibility rather more a reality if he can become a tough negotiator as the my pond of flesh is bigger now. my this letter has been framed on victorian age English as I really wish this letter should appear jargon to others but not you and your family and close ones.

Mr Parkash Padukone kindly desist from using the brains of dr harish arora and his likes and puting cyclotron simulated bandwidths on me as my pencil may revolt. 

This letter is again being written specifically for deepika mom and others must ignore it. I have waited till you really came on this page. You see stupidity bounds no boundaries. Stupidity is a virulent strain that go on evolving itself and thus making the life of other sick. I wish this could not have been there but probably that the reality we have to negotiate. This is something that makes a lonely heart absolute alone. This stanza might be confused as if I am making a finger buts it not like that its only the way of express and just to tell why deepika is so different and close to my heart. 

Kindly dont misuse satellite-beam  spectrum waves and pour it on me. I have been  tortured by this tech since 1995 by world powers including Indian agencies. 

I am writing a letter specifically for your mom ujjala and dad parkash padukone and I wish none of my known person should give importance to this letter as this is only meant for deepika family non other on this earth. One day a saint some brahmin made a decision to reach the sacred place of Lord Shiva negotiating all the lethal hazardous along the route. His painful but dedicated focussed efforts made him to reach the place. On sighting a man around his place Lord shiva got astonished and asked I am pleased at your devotion of your aim I have something with me if you can accept it, he took a handful ashes of his bonfire and put it in the hand of this brahmin. The man stayed for sometime and then asked of leaving the place which the Lord said its fine you may remain happy. This man was walking down the hill along the thunderous river and suddenly thought that lord has given him ashes. He threw it in the thunderous waters. He suddenly saw beautiful lustrous precious stones got made out of this ashes and swept away with the water in a huge cloud like structure. This mad felt sad and sorry and went back to the Lord and asked forbid dance in a hope Lord could do something. Lord replied I have gave what I could have with me. 

that haryanavi girl which is at askance is a futile exercise. 

as if you are with me.

I am pen downing a letter that may take generations put together what I mean to say. Today its the world of madalisation and crimalisation but I am taking you to a world where such things didn't exist nor the glamorisation cum businessization of rab nei bana di jori or sei mujhei rab dikhta hei tujh mei etc. His name was Goverdhan and devout of work who could not find his love and helped by my father he bought his love from nearby town of rajasthan known as rajputana of that time. He was pleading his love with a country liquor I remember last. His love went away I presume and made to believe. 

pebbles of my heart 
ask 
where are you

I see ocean
it mammoth waives

splashing on itself

asking me

as 

if you are with me

Deepika I wish No one should have RC Minhas and his sons in his her life but you see one can not help it if bloody every body in ones family follow their foot steps and get infested with the virus of suspicion to the extent that ones life becomes horribly miserable by these suspicion bitten creeps who literally use their cell phones to spy round the clock and contact every body around under the garb of asking the people that they are his her brother in law sister and the like as people take these relation s in good spirit but end results are simply disastrous every moment with you where ever you happen to be eg my staff is contacted by these beautiful peoples so is the case in case of my hierarchy around I SERIOUSLY  pity WHAT THE HELL THESE DR HARISH ARORA NEE MINHAS WANT TO ACHIEVE , if they feel they are looking about whereabouts then one is good in death rather to become target of these snakes.  

Good Morning.

i m very much awakened at 4 AM today but probably the virus of suspicion and ill will of my family members is too strong to infest people across bloody hundreds of miles or say nautical miles as it has global parameters as well.

depression put it simple is inability to contact with reality and find life whilst its present otherwise. People have no business to put on distress signalling and litmus test but it happens on the contrary and the person goes deep into the pit with fits of unexplained unbearable pain syndrome that can be soothed by a lovable hand but alas !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good Evening. 

Good Morning. Since I do not have any other means to contact you this virtual method is not the normal way but only way of say thing of reality, you probably a public figure or so to say celeb is too constrained to give me your direct contact in that may be what is available its fine. my saying good morning is to evoke a meager relevance but its spill out effect is too bad in that its used by unintended persons to catch fish out of nothing for their vested interests. Whilst its a fact these others have done maximum harm to me in putting me in depression on continuous basis. 

Good Evening : probably there is no need to tell you that circumstantial overshoot of depression is more deadly as the trigger remains intact and its the Nature only that gives you a strength all of a sudden to accept the status and pull on. 

Good Morning Love ! may be you can bring life !

I am Not well > negotiating severe storm of depression.

millions of war fronts and what hell not , probably my good morning to you have come at a cost that can not be known. Good Morning Love ! Today I have survived another hell.

Good Evening.

Good Morning.

Good Evening.

Good Morning.

I feel by this time it must have been deciphered how dr harish arora proliferated the disease to others.

Good Evening.

Good Morning.

I feel its not that much required to tell that a professional nity grity must keep the ethics book intact. Dr. Harish Arora has profusely murdered it and passed on the disease to many who are scary of what not. I can name them but lets see what and when they see sense. Good Evening. 

Good Morning.

Good Morning.

It is something of great anguish that dr harish arora has prevailed upon in proxy in not wishing you even good morning. Its disturbing and a product of sick brain mind set up but I feel you're million miles ahead/away of these creeps. I am going to my village and have no plan to do any controversial visit or social gathering etc. 

Good Morning.

Good Evening.

Good Morning.

Good Morning.

Good Morning.

Good Evening.

Deepika you are not keeping good mental health : come to Delhi in disguised manner and have a few days here it will help you, I will accompany you to places. 

Good Morning Deepika.

Good Evening Deepika.