FLOWERS OF RAJPATH DEC 26 .11 .11.04 PM

see this picture
probably there is a reply in it

corruption twister as raised by vested interests can only be neutralised by some real time innovative thoughts

reasons may be many

masses can understand only catchy things

transform liberal reforms in one go
in the form of another twister

Manmohanomics as supported by his team mates points to pending latest reforms like land reforms, water reforms, labour laws and liberal industrial laws including the new extra liberal tax reforms

the later one is over emphasized
else
corruption causality may not stop

Its time for : become a damn care master
as the catching of seats at the centre and state is concerned

if this Anna hysteric syndrome does not take sane nerves its almost certain there will be hung house everywhere

so lets prepare for the final cold war of elections after elections

India can not be sacrificed for the fools

so lets understand
and be prepared to pay for this foolish madness around

INFLOURESCENCE DEC 25 .11 12.06 AM

I have many first loves

why the hell
I am so lonely at my heart

I see the horizons
hardly ever
a reply affords to come

is it
I have gone psychiatric insane

may be true

reasons
I can't afford to pen down

is it knowledge is a curse
may be true

Probably bio generics can't afford to match
the speed of psycho driven cardinals

But its with every one around the live world

is it
all are so desolate
like me

may be
they don't accept the truth

is it
accepting a truth
is the final laugh of an intellectual

may be
I want to avoid

the final hurt
of a heart

INFLOURESCENCE DEC 24 .11. 12.23 AM

my heart often takes me to task

darlin why the hell
I am so lonely

I wonder
what should I tell it

I have searched whole of the cosmos

every body is lonely at his heart

but my heart is not pleased at my arguments

I retire and keep quite

it again asks
where is your bullshit infinite knowledge

why don't you tell me

I know knowledge can not bring relevance

and manufactured relevance is simply too evident

with a heart
that is profusely beyond knowledge quotient

does it mean

being duffer is a disguised bliss

can't say much

INFLOURESCENCE DEC 20,11.7.20 AM

contemporary conflict ridden module of existence

I do ask myself

is it that
its only mirror image of the gone by

may be it has transformed

the conotations of live world
it grows
gets retrogressed

unnoticed
whisper free

But my queries

often
stir my soul

some with

others without

INFLOURESCENCE DEC.10, 11 . 11.18 PM

Probably there is hardly any heart
that can avoid being faced by a whirlpool of depressive psychosis

does it mean there should be an expert psychiatric doctor for every 100 people over the geopolitical areas of earth.

reply may be yes

but I am not touching this tough materialistic nuance over here

Its the evolution of psyche vis a vis constraints of live environs
that make the villain within and without

how to fight it out

make a heart
a replica of your ownself

may be a hallucination

it hardly makes a difference

the target is

never accept defeat
at the hands of opportunistics.

but who is opportunistic

very simple

keep your heart and brain intact

never get it hurt

may be
self allusions
must serve you and you only

no body else.

INFLOURESCENCE DEC 04.11 .12.06 AM

Probably there are miniscule existence of brains
that understand the concept of evolution of relevance

as understood in human psychiatric physiological paradigm

the current examples are that of hostile challenges put by Naxals, coloured quickness of jurisdiction / judicature, mass paranoid and phobic depressive convulsive response mechanism as evident over the space and time engineered through mass media, hostile engagements in varied hues and colours over the vast expanse of inhabitated earth.

my heart says

what the hell is happening

why the bullshit knowledge is being used for trivial matters

I keep my cool

I know its the time for that only.

but my brain interrupts in its own way

I know


I have already written the fait accomplish of crank annas and the follow ups

INFLOURESCENCE NOV 27 3.05 AM

whilst the war of nerves has yet to start
Learned Indians have realised what Nehru said

Evolution is an eternal factor
that is why Indians know

why to send the kids to school

Naxals exploit the masses

with the rose gardens
of guns and bombs

booby traps too

Naxals too evolve
in the form of
Kiran Bedi and Annas crank

that is what our soft ware languages can tell

I know its time to sleep

but I have arisen

for the challenges

some within

others

without

INFLOURESCENCE NOV 26 .11.12,17 am

my world has changed
but probably this infinite source
it has yet to unfold its horizons

I do know that cipher language
that is understood by one
for whom its written

but my heart says
hell with your know how

I know
monotony is an ever evolving weaponry system

probably Nature makes
its own sand dunes

only to be blown
by its own merciless winds

I know
some of them survive
the severest storms

INFLOURESCENCE NOV 22 .11. 11.04 PM

I often surf through my collection of snaps

my heart asks

Darlin these are too life less

I wonder
what my heart wants to prove

But I keep my silence intact

Not because that I know no reply

its rather
I know
what my heart can't afford to understand

why I am so enigmatic
at my own nerves

I do ask myself

who is there
that can have a shadow
at least

I again avoid my own queries

my heart is fed up with my way of taking things so silent

I murmur to my soul what should I tell to this spoilt child

there is hardly anything

that is everlasting

It interrupts

what the hell you want to prove

I say nothing

but I know
I have replied a lot

is that
my heart is so senseless

or else
senses have become too obsolete

to the exotic

I have happened to have

FLOWER BOY NOV 21.11 12.05 AM

I've yet to sleep
its already morning hrs

its not an unusual time
I am late
practically at every second with me

my heart murmurs
what the hell is going to happen
if I sleep

I understand
a bit of it

last working evening hrs were just full of such shallow moments of mine
the eternal factor
with or without

a boy with orchids
probably going to deliver to some rich man around

I asked
what's this flowers like

reply was = "orchids"

I could feel
its too stoic
as he had least relevance
at the beauty at his hand

probably like me

INFLOURESCENCE NOV 18.11. 9.51 PM

what is that
my heart and brain vie each other
is it you

I ask my eyes
why you fail every time

is it
you are invisible infact

but why I don't accept
the reality around me

I often quarrel with my soul
when you shall realise

it says
that would be the final say

I ask myself

is that
I am waiting for that only

INFLOURESCENCE 16.11.11 .4.03 AM

I do wonder
is it you who make me arise at such odd hrs
just to write
that hardly make a sense to reality

I was searching your fingers

bullshit tax statement

come on !! darlin

I could have made my own one
with a little word to my staff

why did I do so natural

Probably
I wanted to know

why Nature is so dexterous
to make fool of us

May be
at too many occasions

least known to us

INFLOURESCENCE NOV 15,11 3.32 AM

At this hr cosmos may be redirecting its transforming ways

I am lost to find
what has lost
where I stand
and for what

yesterday again I was waiting for my yrly bank numerics
a mundane for tax routine

I was lost some where
to find the relevance of routine

I know Nature has nothing
but for routine

the other part that it boasts of
its probably the unmaking of its might

but why I get swirled into

probably the unmaking of mine
they start before one ends

I ask myself
how many ends

cool it darling
my shadows disappear in the thins

why I disappear
and where

I search my heart

monotony of self
or of the environs

I do realise
its an array
endless conflicts
Nano fronts
of my War empire

INFLOURESCENCE NOV 5.11

I have seen the lonely hearts
often wondered why they are so
is it the time or the space constraints

does it really matter
love is necessary

but my heart says
love is always conditional

does it mean
its nothing but conditional quotients

I peep through my psychiatric know how
it too fails

is it that loving thyself is the ultimate solution

Know how fails itself

may be
lonely moments
they are a de facto reality

my heart asks again

I keep mum

reasons may be plethoric

but I know
every heart is lonely

who has a little brain
to reckon with

INFLOURESCENCE OCT 24.11

another chance to live

whilst the monotony has rendezvous of its own

steering right at the center  of the syndromic peripheries where I happen to have a chance to fight back

why I see fights

is it me

or else

the whole scenario is like that only

may or may not be true

find the romance

howsoever ephemeral

it may be

at every possible Nanon with you

but is it a truth at all

well !!

depends

I stand to ask

Its a day

too hectic with the whirlpools

some of mine

others too hazy

beyond defines

of the present past

future together

I often say

what for

I am here at all

is that

I am here

for the moments sake

I ask them

who are you

lost somewhere

loosing threads

of mine

I ask too often

who am I

is it you

or else

you are me only

अकसर तुझको देखा है कि ताना बुनते
जब कोइ तागा टुट गया या खत्म हुआ
फिर से बांध के
और सिरा कोई जोड़ के उसमे
आगे बुनने लगते हो
तेरे इस ताने में लेकिन
इक भी गांठ गिराह बुन्तर की
देख नहीं सकता कोई

मैनें तो ईक बार बुना था एक ही रिश्ता
लेकिन उसकी सारी गिराहे
साफ नजर आती हैं मेरे यार जुलाहे

I Breathe for you

often
I see

what

probably comes off
too obsolete

at another way
O'

whom I say

ask my half one
with you

I say to mine
where you've gone

what for

I am here

come come fast
till I breathe last


tribute to the fallen

We stand

continents of emotions
too worked up

I search my hearts where are those eyes that looked straight

searching I search till day
the bullets and bombs

the fallen I stand
you may call I stand for you

tender of thine
I shall overwhelm

the agonies I have

A day may come
I shall stand by

where you might be

I shall start

I shall say
you find me

the breath
you and me

combine

the horizons shall come

we stand the next

Sun comes

we stand

together

we stand

A tribute to the fallen

Antithesis

how far its sane enough
to thrive in the shadows

I ask myself

time comes
the ghost of my makings

I have lost to my hearts
the whirly wishes of the twins

it comes
every change
the cosmetic attire

I see myself
the dark attire
I adore
by default

I have resiled back
too often

my heart asks
I ignore
my steps
quite tuned
the spiny ways

I ask
at the day end

why
and
why

Love fails love

Antithesis

some times I suddenly fall short of a competent language to express my self

I do wonder

whether love is that exotic

I do ask who is more worth-full

is it Nirala

Nirala creations

his Love to Lord Krishna

Lord Krishna him self

The all mighty connotations around the lord

the worth of lord krishna

or the the love in its entirety

its a rainy day

I remember

I played nimoli game with you


'come its time again










































































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Antithesis

I have picked my pen not to write

the directions of airs tell their hardest tunes

fights of mine have just started its entire borderlines

I know

this time I will scummb down

I am not worried of defeat

my concerns are different

for whom I was fighting for

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH AUG 18,11 :11.04 PM

Today the magnolian eyes faced me and I wondered how to acknowedge the love quotient. These bloody net wala have deliberately put my server off. Any how I am used to make sand dunes.

Darlin Anu and Kiran I tell you a secret of our being around. The cosmos has not revealed it to any one. We are a bubble of energy with an energy quotient of say lembda factor of physics. The start of this is undefined so is the end. This energy factor is neutral of negative and positive in physical matters as well as metaphysical matters. In other words the concept that light is the ultimate truth is totally wrong. The preachers of human beings in totallity are simply ignorant of this factor.

There is no concept of such as positive and negative energy: These are only psychiatric state of affairs. The physics possessed Brahma kumaris are simply crank and telling the world a totally defunct concept. They can’t study psychiatry I know it. The case of Kiran Bedi is literally a bio typic and as well as of softsystem type objects. I know a crank police officer simply can not understand a b c of soft ware. So is bloody Anna Hazare. They are simply misusing the economic cardinals to proliferate their distorted mind set ups. The concept of corruption is a myth. And see my love!! whole of India is simply behaving frenzy on the hysteric factors revolving the word of corruption. Where were these stupid Indians till date. I tell you another horrible reality: the hotting up economic factor (its both ways-its too complex: I will touch/deliberate later on) brought the revolutions all around the world so is the case with India. Its simply stupid to think that corruption can disfigure the vibrant economy. Only the mass psyche level is being swirled up by cranks around to befool the masses who are by default fickle in nature in all respects. Mass memory is never strong. The heros are therefore crucified and its equally applicable vice versa. You simply can not expect sane nerves at the part of masses. The tragedy is: petty issues become the bloody biggest possible swirly winds around. The pure economic fatctors are being used to spread the bloody blackness all-around AND I already told you it’s the Dark/black which is the king: NOT the light.

But why I told you this ultimate unsavoury truth is that my magnolian eyes could not speak to me :

I am habitual in praising.

मन के सवाल

व्यर्थ के
ताने- बाने में
उलझी -सी
...कितनी अर्थपूर्ण बातें
अर्थहीन हो जाती
बाहरी उलझने
फिर सुलझ कर भी
अनसुलझी -सी रहती
मन के सवाल
हल करने में
गणितज्ञ सभी
असहाए -से
स्वयं को
पराजित -सा पाते
जहाँ जोड़ कर भी
कितना कुछ
जुड़ न पाता
न घाट कर घटता
एक और एक
ग्यारह कभी
तो कभी दो भी
न हो पाता

INFLOURESCENCE. AUG 16,11 10.23 PM

Darlin kiran and anu !!

This time I visited Faridkot on a chance visit. I missed both of you . I have metamorphosed to the reality quotient. But its you only who stear my fate.

I tell you how I learned typing. One day when I was running a Remington type writer to the best of my nerves, an old man of that period asked : why don’t you pass the test whilst you are well conversant at typing. I was thinking my IAS exams are too good and I will go off flying. But darling Anu , when Dr. Hargobind Khurana had to leave this bloody land of snakes and scorpions, then who the hell I am. I have acclimatised my self to your world. Do come at the earliest.

मन के सवाल

व्यर्थ के
ताने- बाने में
उलझी -सी
...कितनी अर्थपूर्ण बातें
अर्थहीन हो जाती
बाहरी उलझने
फिर सुलझ कर भी
अनसुलझी -सी रहती
मन के सवाल
हल करने में
गणितज्ञ सभी
असहाए -से
स्वयं को
पराजित -सा पाते
जहाँ जोड़ कर भी
कितना कुछ
जुड़ न पाता
न घाट कर घटता
एक और एक
ग्यारह कभी
तो कभी दो भी
न हो पाता