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FIRST LOVE..contd

when i'm surrounded by lows
my spirit plays die hard
to come off
strive a bit
with the moment
off the moment

i yearn for my love

my heart asks
are you sure
it's your love
that makes
all the whirl- pools
in and around you

i stare a bit
at my own thoughts
with a vacuumenous vainfull querries
whish for a reply
to soothen
my dud nerves

time may have proven
too truant a role

i encounter day and night

my heart quips again

i know
i havn't replied

i look inward
outwards too

to find one

for me
but
i ask myself

who i am

source: amitabh bachhan, mallika sherwat

NATURE's BAUNTY

i've often wondered at Nature's way of experimentations
with the live or otherwise

i close my books, thoughts too
to actualize
whether if
A Nature does exist at all
or
it's a mere co-existence of
like and dislike factors

very hard to find

i recluse in bliss of unknown instincts

the stormy inquisitive live half
it never stops
asking too often
why the hell
you skirt every time
i ask a meaningfull

i wonder
does Nature has a meaning at all

i look thro' the ages
it fails to suffice

may be
little is known to us
The Nature's way of
putting the elements of relevance
into shape

i pause for a moment
see if
scale of time and space is too large

and i'm looking for
too short

source : amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, kanudha, pu chd

RED SANDS

i was walking on the red sands on rajpath
as usual,to my work place
with thoughts of
lost and found, at my psyche
and what for??

it was too faithfull to withstand
the windy showers

my brain visualizing
amitabh bachan
on a parallel track bound for his shoot

with and without
of the hazy yes and nos
of the day with past ladden
with its own circumscribed
pearls of movements

my whys and whats
i crossed the venue
in the eve
after the work hrs
and
my heart murmurred

this is the 'heaven'
for your live being
live it
with or without
lost and found

afterall
very little
comes thro'
what you think off

yourself

source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat

INNER HALF OF ENTERTAINER

the twin sciences of horrible dephth of know how: psychiatry+psychology
speaks such words that need a careful handling

we all negotiate the lofty heights and darkest lows

that what constitutes an entertainer

the glamour of forbidden instincts

but that's a part for the piece of apple pie

the skin deep wishes and fencies
nurtured thro' hazy horizons of self
the inner and outer alike
as the relevance quotient hardly pacify
an intellectual heart

probably the price tag is too big

and we pay for the exotic ends
that never stops
with or without the age

seen thro'
the daily crunch
and reality around

probably that's the vacuum
that drives far deeper
as that heart
comes to up
the down is a step ahead
before
the ups takes over

source : mallika sherawat, amitabh bachan, my ex-boss: santosh dasgupta, pu chd

TOUCH MY SOUL

i often wonder at the utilitarian existential of computer games
but i hardly say it's boring

the reason is simple

live people too often cross the quotient of relevance
may be too negative to accept the grounds

so do i find at orkut

latest is the blogging by public known people

amitabh bachan's entries evokes a special query

i wonder
is it hidden failures of "LOVE''
IT SAYS A LOT
BUT HARDLY ACCEPTED BY THE HEART

i was driving my car thro' rain showered ''delhi's lung" "forest" drive ways
my lady friend too amused by the uphomistic exuberance of the biotic world
said: they too are live only with 'NATURAL SHOWER'

i cut thro' the utterances
said
it's the bio-logical clock which infact rules the roost

probably she couldn't touch the dephth

but i did see
the plants knew better

i drove fast
for my mundanes

source: mallika sherawat, amitabh bachhan

SHOWER

late night
early morning hrs
when the world sleep to sooth
i look around
to find you
somewhere
around me

my plants
they sing too sweet
say
hei' come to us
to sooth you
find your love

i stand a distance
to find me
too muddy environs

rains too have come
say
come have a shower
with our love
find your
heart's felt pleasure
see
how scintillating
it's all around

i stand
alone
to find
if you appear
somewhere
at around
the droplets

source: mallika sherawat

WAR OF GENOMES

i was playing a game " the tanks fight"
with the cpu

i was astonished to win by 82 vs 0

once i thought
who is there being happy with that of mine
my brain interrupted too abrupt
"too stupid thought"

i kept mum

the other movement
i chanced to see mallika sherawat at a swamy"saint" ashram/locale

i did wonder what's she doing over here

my brain again interrupted " damn it' too too bullshit stupid thought"

i kept mum

now i saw the tornado at its whirlish wish

i kept mum and the stupid brain too

but my heart broke its stoic silence

it said

'are you both scared off'

i murmurred

what do you mean

it put a word

'the genome war is in your backyard'

my sceintific brain obliged with its cool heart

" its all around all the time "

source: mallika, shipra vashisht, pu chd

KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES

i was watching croatia vs germans for semifinals world football
i often don't take sides
probably i'm poor at sports
but
reasons may be diff too
i love the loosing side

Once faced an ultimate warrior ( barbaric )
Lord Krishna asked
which side you're
the reply shocked the Lord
" i' ll fight from the loosing side"

the shock of the Lord
it was justified
as He knew who would be the loosing side

barbaric sacrificed what he had, to THE LORD

but i remember till date like many who know the indian epics to their heart
THE SUCCESS IS HIDDEN SOMEWHERE AT YOUR SOUL

i ask my stupid brain
who controls the nuances

it says
your love

i stare at
all around
and wonder

what is this
and
why

source inspire: she+he(the bachhans), amitabh bachhan, mallika sherawat, pu chd

FORBIDDEN SECRETS

my heart often tosses me out
i skirt its findings,disapproval
nagging alike

i know
a stream of traumatic lows
somewhere hidden
corners of the interiors
remotely manoevred by hazy equations

i pacify
equate the live
find too little success

at the end
i manufacture the success

my stupid brain
it never keeps far behind
at my incompetence

tells the truth
i always avoid to listen

i wonder
at the old adage

who is more sincere

and why

source inspire: shipra vashisht, amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, pu chd

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KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES.contd

i was too naive
at the words of my school teacher : nothing suceeds like success

i cross vijay chowk duty bound
it taunts me without fail
"you've evolved to a direction of the scale of time and space: where success becomes meaningless"

it doesn't stop too short
but speaks my language
" success is implied as if time and space has their own meanings in space:"

i stare at vijay chowk
and suddenly recalls all scenes of history, it has gone thro'
but my inquisitive nerves are too sad at my incompetence
i keep mum
enjoy the traffic, people too
recall my beautifull days and friends
and feel
life is not explainable in that too simple words

but i hardly stops
as i have to reach my v.i.p office at dot time

when it's a few minutes
at my chair
i drink a glass of cooled water

ask for a cup of tea

have a sip

pull out my navy cut

and a bill board right at my head

it says "NO SMOKING PLEASE"

i listen no words

as if i'm still working on einsteinien theory of success

source: aishwarya rai, amitabh bachan, mallika sherwat

EXOTICA OF LOVE

one day
at panjab univ rest house at shimla
my tender nerves
struck to the exterior
too optimistic of the hidden half

naive thoughts
so the reality

i negotiate
parallel equations
a day after
presuming the buddy half
lies well deep in my psyche

i often wonders
whether this trap is too pervasive
probably reply is too forbidden

i "loook" thro'
the faces

known
otherwise too

find too fearsom to decipher
hard of reality
i recluse
a step off the forbidden

source: amitabh bachan, Dr. anisha puri

SHERWOOD..contd

i was standing at a desolate corner of my village
enjoying the gathering at far end of thoughts

a few house lights
dark else where
i have noticed
haryana has evolved further
a dedicated power generator/regulator for a village

i did feel
if it's going to put some lights at our hearts

things have changed
since i left my univ
but i still prefer to live at it only

my heart asks
are you so sure of studies and the know how

my reply is hazy
as i do often feel and realize
AFTER ALL
WHAT SHERWOOD has taught me

i commute to my v.i.p office
thro' the environs of delhi metro

a huge young hearts
absorbed at their books/notes
i find SHERWOOD AT their cute faces

but my heart still asks as usual
WHAT SHERWOOD will teach these buddies

i keep mum
may be
they are more evolved
to absorb
MORE OF SHERWOOD

source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, navu, kan, neha c'.space, shipra.v, pu chd

SHERWOOD..contd

i too often stand for a while
at so many loci
look for SHERWOOD

my inner half
it's too inquisitive of my moves

it wonders
whether i've learnt a bit

i hardly reply

but one voice
it comes somewhere from
"Neigh"

i look for SHERWOOD

whether mooring(s) are that pervasive
i remain inquisitve as usual

i ask my univ
whether one of us is a misfit
it prevails with calm

comes with a another inquisitive nerve
and asks
why it's too common
pervading thro' the neurons

i ask too subtle
but it's too affirmative
"oppertunistic"

i wonder
at the reverberting voice of my univ

see if SHERWOOD HAS something to say

source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, Kan, Navu

SHERWOOD

some moments make me so absorbed
and the heart like
who never stops at a point

i do wonder why the lime light needs an array of refueling
with thoughts
glimpse of yore and the present

the school SHERWOOD AT NAINETAL (india)

some swirling twigs
with flowers of desires
may be too impatient
to know of thyself
of self
of others

but i do wonder
whether SHERWOOD is really exotic
for all


i sit back at the STUDENT CENTER OF my univ
see thro' the times
find a lot
try not to remembar

you see!! why?

it's too ladden with exotica of live
and the yore

probably i avoid calling
myself too insane
and remain in touch with reality

the other moment
it comes
with it's own SHERWOOD(s)

i retire to my hidden being
and my other half
it says
why so much fuss
and for what

SHERWOOD(s)
it's all around you

just see to it

your univ
it approves
your thoughts

source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, punjab univ, kirori mal college,kan

FIRST LOVE..contd

i saw you
in the corridors of CP
i've thronged and pulsated
your being at my heart

when desolate
it gave a pulse of thorny bushes of the deserts

your waivy spells
brought a shower with elixir of love

i wonder
how the desolate changed to so live

i murmur to my heart
it's you and you
who make my hotcocklate fudge
so hot
i remember the moments
thro' nanons of Live
till i retire to the mundane

i have seen your smiles
put my heart
the top of hymalayas
the shrills of ice
i negotiate
your presence
at my heart

source: Kan