This letter is for you. I speak sophisticated clear and without any dubious intention at all. It would have comfortable nice if you could have responded. I have worked under extreme challenging equations but I always find as if its a new moment and day. In a genuine meet the basic focus remains to cut the walls of communications and psychological barrier amongst the basic know how. To know is simply not even a begining at present scenario of happenings. I have written this letter just to begin to know of cohesive threads. 

I know you may respond only after say less or approaching to ten hrs from now.

Its 4.09 with me I was searching how to become relevant as I have tried many methods may be I will start learning some software.

Mr Padukone I am writing you a very simple letter but it will take extra nerves to understand what I mean to say. I was beyond my own control of depression and advised to meet someone who can be of help to me. I did not venture at deepika place. I asked navu that I am coming to chd. This got flashed into their system. I was asked by navu not to approach their house. I asked her I am not in  a position and better understand the gravity. I was standing at a nearby small park waiting for navu. Three males relatives of her mother came out whom I wished but none could afford  humane hand and went away. Navu came after say half an hr and I was escorted by her to dharam shala. It was around 8 PM.

I am awakened whole this time.

neurotic depression has no correlation with climate time and cycles of a female but it has tendency of electric nervous convulsions. coffee is a bad idea but not liquor in moderate consumption, social inhibition is incidental in certain cases. Faith does not solve anything. tides of depression can be corrected psychologically in moderate outings driving ( in certain cases) no one appears to be loved one but illusion haunts to that effect. One tends to long for solution whilst there is none visible. 

Mr Padukone I have penned down ocean of knowledge for Deepika Padukone only and you become privy to this formidable by virtue of her father plus her mom and a very close st ones. I know many others have read it but I have not written anything for them. 

social sanction and law plus security these are realities defined on existential basis but do contribute to brain disorder and its variants. 

Psychology may have many explainations for ibid but psychiatry being clinical in nature helps in withstanding reality vs conceptual aspects. 

In Psychology and related ones but not psychiatry the brain is descriptive in aa aa ++ ab ab++ etc sometimes other terms are used as power personality and other ones. In normal understanding of the brain in this stream of sciences the brain is descriptive in having obsession of power and its related paradigm. What on physiology of brain works out to be translates to overpossession to this aspect of reality. In bio technology its nothing but a term of love defined in different colours. It percolates down to defining the personality on basic cardinals. Lowest most is mundane to extreme aspects of creativity to obsession of otherworldly cardinals. There does not exist any term of wrong and right or its variants. 

Now if we have to apply psychiatry does it means all such types of persons whether if are equally vulnerable to disorders of brains the reply is big yes but what is natural confusion here how to understand love factor as described the common thread works on reality parameters. The reply is the term love is only graded reality it directly means this faculty of brain is also vulnerable to psychiatry and psychiatric disorders. But the later do not fall under Psychological understanding of the brain and its functions.  

In political sciences the term of alienated masses and social sceinces the same term should be understood in psychology when indl feels alienated and fails to relate with the environ owing to mis function of brain chemistry. The end product is neurotic depression with symptoms of morphological disorder. Medicine put an artifact of stapple bio chems and normalcy level is achieved with a cost of dependence on increasing level of dosimetry. This can be corrected with actual love incidence whereby brain actually starts synthesizing the biochem in vivo as explained in para.

but the ibid is not applicable to many other brain disorder which I have not explained as I have no interest in Minhas family and its related peoples to that extent.

Mr padukone you should understand I am simply different on this earth.

Mr Parkash Padukone I have received your concerns but found it to be non bonafide. Have you ever wondered I simply keep quiet profusely. I will not aver of some space age time and the aliens and how they are master stroker of science and tech and how homo sapiens are damn studpids with certain law books and related penalties upto death in their hands. And whether if homo sapiens can reach their spacial counter parts and can become one amongst them. We homo sapiens live on graded reality truth and the like and probably profess of stars like the royal family of Mewar I hope you are not one of such enventuality neither I have written any thing of padmavati probably I felt the director himself made things tough for him as of his concern of super appeal in masses psyche may bring un proportionate dividends which even now is a possibility rather more a reality if he can become a tough negotiator as the my pond of flesh is bigger now. my this letter has been framed on victorian age English as I really wish this letter should appear jargon to others but not you and your family and close ones.

Mr Parkash Padukone kindly desist from using the brains of dr harish arora and his likes and puting cyclotron simulated bandwidths on me as my pencil may revolt. 

This letter is again being written specifically for deepika mom and others must ignore it. I have waited till you really came on this page. You see stupidity bounds no boundaries. Stupidity is a virulent strain that go on evolving itself and thus making the life of other sick. I wish this could not have been there but probably that the reality we have to negotiate. This is something that makes a lonely heart absolute alone. This stanza might be confused as if I am making a finger buts it not like that its only the way of express and just to tell why deepika is so different and close to my heart. 

Kindly dont misuse satellite-beam  spectrum waves and pour it on me. I have been  tortured by this tech since 1995 by world powers including Indian agencies. 

I am writing a letter specifically for your mom ujjala and dad parkash padukone and I wish none of my known person should give importance to this letter as this is only meant for deepika family non other on this earth. One day a saint some brahmin made a decision to reach the sacred place of Lord Shiva negotiating all the lethal hazardous along the route. His painful but dedicated focussed efforts made him to reach the place. On sighting a man around his place Lord shiva got astonished and asked I am pleased at your devotion of your aim I have something with me if you can accept it, he took a handful ashes of his bonfire and put it in the hand of this brahmin. The man stayed for sometime and then asked of leaving the place which the Lord said its fine you may remain happy. This man was walking down the hill along the thunderous river and suddenly thought that lord has given him ashes. He threw it in the thunderous waters. He suddenly saw beautiful lustrous precious stones got made out of this ashes and swept away with the water in a huge cloud like structure. This mad felt sad and sorry and went back to the Lord and asked forbid dance in a hope Lord could do something. Lord replied I have gave what I could have with me. 

that haryanavi girl which is at askance is a futile exercise. 

as if you are with me.

I am pen downing a letter that may take generations put together what I mean to say. Today its the world of madalisation and crimalisation but I am taking you to a world where such things didn't exist nor the glamorisation cum businessization of rab nei bana di jori or sei mujhei rab dikhta hei tujh mei etc. His name was Goverdhan and devout of work who could not find his love and helped by my father he bought his love from nearby town of rajasthan known as rajputana of that time. He was pleading his love with a country liquor I remember last. His love went away I presume and made to believe. 

pebbles of my heart 
ask 
where are you

I see ocean
it mammoth waives

splashing on itself

asking me

as 

if you are with me

Deepika I wish No one should have RC Minhas and his sons in his her life but you see one can not help it if bloody every body in ones family follow their foot steps and get infested with the virus of suspicion to the extent that ones life becomes horribly miserable by these suspicion bitten creeps who literally use their cell phones to spy round the clock and contact every body around under the garb of asking the people that they are his her brother in law sister and the like as people take these relation s in good spirit but end results are simply disastrous every moment with you where ever you happen to be eg my staff is contacted by these beautiful peoples so is the case in case of my hierarchy around I SERIOUSLY  pity WHAT THE HELL THESE DR HARISH ARORA NEE MINHAS WANT TO ACHIEVE , if they feel they are looking about whereabouts then one is good in death rather to become target of these snakes.  

Good Morning.

i m very much awakened at 4 AM today but probably the virus of suspicion and ill will of my family members is too strong to infest people across bloody hundreds of miles or say nautical miles as it has global parameters as well.

depression put it simple is inability to contact with reality and find life whilst its present otherwise. People have no business to put on distress signalling and litmus test but it happens on the contrary and the person goes deep into the pit with fits of unexplained unbearable pain syndrome that can be soothed by a lovable hand but alas !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good Evening. 

Good Morning. Since I do not have any other means to contact you this virtual method is not the normal way but only way of say thing of reality, you probably a public figure or so to say celeb is too constrained to give me your direct contact in that may be what is available its fine. my saying good morning is to evoke a meager relevance but its spill out effect is too bad in that its used by unintended persons to catch fish out of nothing for their vested interests. Whilst its a fact these others have done maximum harm to me in putting me in depression on continuous basis. 

Good Evening : probably there is no need to tell you that circumstantial overshoot of depression is more deadly as the trigger remains intact and its the Nature only that gives you a strength all of a sudden to accept the status and pull on. 

Good Morning Love ! may be you can bring life !

I am Not well > negotiating severe storm of depression.

millions of war fronts and what hell not , probably my good morning to you have come at a cost that can not be known. Good Morning Love ! Today I have survived another hell.

Good Evening.

Good Morning.

Good Evening.

Good Morning.

I feel by this time it must have been deciphered how dr harish arora proliferated the disease to others.

Good Evening.

Good Morning.

I feel its not that much required to tell that a professional nity grity must keep the ethics book intact. Dr. Harish Arora has profusely murdered it and passed on the disease to many who are scary of what not. I can name them but lets see what and when they see sense. Good Evening. 

Good Morning.

Good Morning.

It is something of great anguish that dr harish arora has prevailed upon in proxy in not wishing you even good morning. Its disturbing and a product of sick brain mind set up but I feel you're million miles ahead/away of these creeps. I am going to my village and have no plan to do any controversial visit or social gathering etc. 

Good Morning.

Good Evening.

Good Morning.

Good Morning.

Good Morning.

Good Evening.

Deepika you are not keeping good mental health : come to Delhi in disguised manner and have a few days here it will help you, I will accompany you to places. 

Good Morning Deepika.

Good Evening Deepika. 

I seriously want to forget my past do not refer to it. talk of present only. It means my present represents you. However night mare time I would have it.



I

Good Morning Deepika but you should know that my wellwisher is no where to be found however they can send their spy even to my toilet such powerful they happen to be. 

they have spies round the clock around me. 

you must understand my letters are more read by those who are after my blood. you have no channel that is secret. that makes my isolation absolute. 

Good Morning Deepika ! I am facing total chaos because of isolation and no well wisher around. I have a plan to meet you I dont know whether I will gather sufficient motivation for that as I visualize a further chaos in doing that. 

Paula Jones

I have not searched I feel It some jhon Paul lady who made a trap and asked Monika Lawenski to keep the clothes. Dr Harish Arora my maid is a small time bread earner and I know the rape law can you put your all research on your son may you get better sense. 

good morning

Good Morning Deepika.

I am again pen downing an extremely controversial letter to you. Day before yesterday I purchased two packets of cashew nuts the lady who billed happens to be a spy of my family members then the chain reaction started next early morning my colleague officer was waiting at what time I reached office and whether time taken by me was enough for me to meet some one else. This some one else phenomenon continued. Its not a sane nerves at all but incidentally where I was borne and where I got knot today they are after my flesh in many manners. You could have avoided this some one else phenomenon but big bucks of your world are probably not manageable. Now, I feel movie is good at foreign soil as it has fetched the political cauldron of the gone by era. You are a small heart and try to think some thing else. 

Good Morning  Deepika.

 Good Morning Deepika.

Deepika I am feeling suffocating (not because of pollution ) at delhi may be I can plan to visit your place. 

Good Morning Deepika !

Good Morning.

Good Morning.

Good Morning. 

Good Morning.

Good Evening.

good morning

Good Morning.

Good Evening.

Good Morning. 

I am made to believe that there are certain proximity scene with the lead invader of India. In history its not a fact. Distortion of historical factors is not a novel idea. It brings unthinkable problems every where. 

Good Evening.

Good Evening! 

Good Morning ! The skeleton of what happened was hatred and money in different forms. 

Good Evening ! You can narrate the instances that have been thrown upon me I feel your memory will help you. You r dad can talk to me direct where is the need to take help of some executive of world bank. At the present stroke of time I do not feel your dad and mom are aware of what is going to happen. 

Good Morning.

Its already morning hrs I have yet to sleep. I was busy bee today and recalled had you been with me may be I could have driven a comfortable journey. Have a nice time.

I am again compelled to pen down an extremely controversial letter to you. A person is generally not aware of when it got catched by psychiatric disorder. Offshoots stringence of destroying and torturing others its better to understand the issue and medicines are not a bad idea. 

Good Morning.

I have deleted one entry as per your wish. Have a nice time Good Evening.

Good Morning.

meiri tanha 
aksar puushti hein'

tum ho tanha


ya fir hum

GOOD MORNING.

Good Morning. 

Good evening ! I invite your mom and dad here in Delhi and can have a little stuff of what sort of person I happen to be and the knowledge quotient particularly in legal matters litigation and Laws ( You have noticed I have divided law into three separate ocean of knowledge.) here are my mobile nos 8447609328, 9868940255

eg the plan space underneath is not plan as it looks to be. 

Good Morning.

Good Evening : your dad should be politely told what and who was and is RC Minhas and why this RC can never die. 

I am compelled to pen down one of the most controversial letter ever written to you. When we talk of personality it means an array of bio chems continuously produced by the brain as well as the gut lining. These can be broadly compared to blood group s howsoever different they may happen to be inclusive of antibodies produced thereto. But why I am explaining so. It directly pertains to mental health and its derivatives. You happen to be a big propeller of mental health. But how these are reflected and what happens when. When a female is pregnant the mental psyche in totality produces all such ibid as well as the aberration s thereto so called mental disorders etc. 

Good Morning Deepika.

Good Morning.

Good Evening Deepika : Probably you are not aware of female psychological cauldron : its a real forbidden world as pen downing it causes conflict order. Female in mid age to older age decides in favour of probiscuity ( a stage of male capability in erection and sustainability over the time and space) and growth cardinals of mundane of establishment valor and worth etc. well its asked to god as well.

Good Morning.

Good evening deepika : your karambhumi is probably making you at a stage where you are intrinsically ignorant or say cant take cognizance of what I have written in my love letter s to an extent it appears to be made like dry flowers in booklet. May be you are constrained of much more en grained cardinals. 

Good Morning deepika : climate in North has really no scope for RC Minhas and his clones. 

Good Evening. 

Good Morning

Good Morning

May be I love you.

The bengali girl was killed woefully as she was having flat in her name. I was extremely disturbed at the equation of family getting broken in such a pathetic way. I have and am experiencing the same scenario but for being killed non the less crucified every moment and dying every second out of depression. Probably that is the reason I get hooked to you but when I find such traits around you I am with no earth to live upon. May be I love you.

Mr Padukone kindly take a print of my latest entry and show it to your best known psychiatrist and psychologist and other behaviour experts and ask them a question whether a doctor or a super specialist can write such lines. 

Depression may it of any sort or a byproduct of some other mental ailment has every chance to come back. Psychomotor stimulii are a source of trigger that in turn are related to ground reality  cardinals in most of the cases but some times pyschosis and neurotic gets interwoven thus making the person hop to different stages let not be other complex ones. 

dr harish arora who has put a hell on me since 1991 til date is in touch with your father through your common friend psychiatrist doctor.

a collusion between bank authority server manipulation whether if I can know my OTP and whether I can be nailed down on ground s of black money etc. 

kindly do not interfere in my mobile connectivity that may evoke curse on mundane s basis.

Good Morning !

ask your mom ujjala not to consult any one as all have made my life more than a hell. what she is looking for is not in my hand at time connotes of this time wait for time and do not expect that deepika can be married to maulana azad or ghiasudin. Tell her simply forget marriage of deepika as its beyond her and her family etc as time is in my hand. 

Good Evening! those who have a laughing stock on my age and disease they are hereby informed they are destined to worst ever disaster at personal and larger level. 

I generally get convulsions of depression so strong that it throw me in an ocean of loneliness so painful I cant tell you in words. I am trying to come out of one such. 

her chorus of music.

Your mom does not know abc of laws and presumed a government officer is going run with her daughter and money, in mad rash to stop that she consulted all wolves who snatched my flesh to the last and wolves sent me flowers written in my own letters in frenzy that my page was overflown. dugri or guzri mahal was thronged upon every evening with peoples to listen to her chorus of music. 

If you see something through dollars that becomes the forbidden gist. All who fled from their houses decoyed a beautiful girl for me. Here is the history of hissar: her father being a rouge property dealer took loans worth beyond and now when his clothes will be auctioned they will again ask him I own crores of rupees in assets and try once again. 

GoodMorning.

gist is yet to be written.

Mohamad shah tuglak, the tuglak dynasty of tuglaka bad now represented by kalkaji okhla and Lutyen New delhi was known of his split personality poor and wicked decision forcibly converting hindus and killing burning live who dared a bit, his love of that era the dogri at Hissar whom he visited whilst touring between delhi and afganistan, dogri or dugri a jat lived in a palace made of broken stones of hindus temples and deities used to run an evening show of music and instruments. Its a real story the gist is yet to be written. 

key of time.

I have written you a letter of some mirror. Similarly, I wrote one day to you that I am going to village for 2-3 days for some work and I one day told you I am in that depression from where very few come out consequently I was working hard to breathe of this disease and visited navu at chd and other places as well. I found strange things happened your mom got crazy to stop you chd peoples put their efforts to insult me others sped their own houses may I not visit them etc. Can I ask your mom lets forget all but she can not be forgotten as the time tells so as I have a pencil in my hand that has a key of time. 

I have lost earth to live at when I got to realise that you probably can not come to and share life with me. I have yet to know which method shall be plausible to time. 

when judiciary judicature system law making process prosecution and sentencing is being used for meeting political ends kindly never ever expect that by showcasing a beautiful girl employed in some hospital in vee hrs of my office going time will provoke me to tell you who murdered a boy of school of Ryan groups of institutions. 

Probably you have to know that sometimes there are such brains who do not know humility humanity but time has put some thing in their hands that revolves lives. 

deepika tell your mom and dad that no body will offer money etc to Kapal Minhas Satya Parkash Minhas as they can stoop to any unthinkable level. 

Lets say.

I have no comment on the point of using my unthinkable extraordinary powers but this snap gives me a niche to stand with. My English I dont know if its tough or easy lets say. 

Deepika I will use my extraordinary powers if your mom and family put / show case a girl for me for marriage/ union etc. eg I feel you are not at all having any extra thing to an ordinary female but for your money which your family is using it as if its a power and I will kill this power I am very serious now.

I wonder

When Time

gets frozen

I sometimes
see spicules
adages as well

my heart
speaks

I remain 
stoic

stoic is thy way

I wonder

919250009090  Ple msg  I m in meeting : this has been sent by that crank ram rahim : ask your mom is it sufficient for her to know what I mean to say. Kindly do not contact dr Harish Arora he is another crank 

you can politely tel your mom just  a photograph of a person on any event is sufficient and I need not evoke extra to know. Kindly do not think extra.

Morning has to come whether if your mom likes it or not. 

Nothin ! when I was not perturbed by the environment. 

Love !

with and without

when
waters of Ganges
throng  fast

I was feeling

sometimes
me 
other
its torrential s

I have
wondered

torrential s

all times

with and 
without

it fine but not well. 

That stirs the brain.

Love ! our brain is made of files that are governed of/by feedback mechanism and de novo system as well the later is far far complex to understand even by the coveted brains / degree holders in respective sciences. I remember I told you of a story of ashtavakra and raja janak. Whole of the house when laughed at his 8 folds of the body he simply started to leave the assembly when raja janak came fast to request him to stop and excuse him. He uttered rajan this place is misfit for him. Deepika you should not mind when I happen to write such things that stirs the brain. 

sad notes

sad notes
ask me
ocean speaks
once upon 
again 
waves make
what it told

sad notes

written on walls
air thin

visible
at heart

touches
a note

sad notes

I took your snap but wrote in a colour which probably mundanes cant see nor feel its presence. Love self is a conceptual and cardinal reality that eats into psyche of mundanes making it not able to decipher the equation of time. Time knocks up but its a little beyond self grained ego that proves a wall to reality of thee. 

Time in my pencil is telling you once again. You by factor of time do not have a single person around who is not after your money alone cardinal. Zeenat amaan fell to this time factor may Lord give you enough strength to understand this letter. 

Love ! I am far less active on this page as your relatively non interest is pressing me in more trouble on mental health. Once you love someone and get vacuum in return its very difficult to pull on life which incidentally already torn by every one around. I know I am very experienced person and can handle many works but love all this is only possible if you come a ground reality. Thanks for axis bank executive telephone. 

moments with me.

may Nature
it has destined

I write
red rose
chirping bird

all in vain

I do ask it

is it you have
cruelty defined

tailored made

thread of remote

hands of heart less

my soul searches

every moment

a reply
that s no where

written

hard I find
no word comes

thin air s thee

I have retired
may be
stoic is 

I may be striking
moments with me

Abuse the staff.

Even if I write rule book here neither your mom nor you can understand the complexity of rules and laws around a government servant. I am writing a real time story that you can understand where I point to : I was working as an administrative officer. A scientist who reported after a gap of 5 year absence used to come and sit in front of my table. I pleaded sir if you say some words may be I can help cutting across the rules as my pen has sufficient powers in it to give justice. The man died out of acute depression without giving me a chance to help him. Later on his wife who ditched him life time and resided with the Principal of her school came and claimed everything. His son abused my staff. I was a silent listener to all this. The beauty queen of earth lives with a principal and her brother at London has planned how to abuse the staff.  

Lit large.

I am writing you a letter that if did not convince you a horrible disastrous end is just in making for whom let me not name it. One day I told you I helped out of courtesy a senior col and his mom  and dropped him at his residence at India Gate officer hostel accommodation. I noticed his wife was ready to serve cooked rice to them well decorated at the dinning table. I asked them ok sir I am leaving. The lady only took me a pity driver and did not offer me  even a glass of water. I told you till day I am wondering at the fragrance of rice lit large. 

One solace with me.

Love I have yet to learn how to live alone. I have literally forgotten whether if I lived with someone worth the name as torture has taken all spirit out of me. I know a lot of war prisoners and prisoners but I have lost sense of being of myself with the fate I got. writing letters to you may be one solace with me. But it depresses me as being devoid of life at all. 

with you

wandoor
you might have 
memory is 
lets not say

I have seen
lets not say

emotions
my heart often

I skip
all time

bubbles of me

my being 

with you 

You can ask

I am writing the conflict on shoot, strait of Malacca and Suez canal are main life support to Europe and America but communist giants have made their mind to block this by further vicious act to occupy the Bay of Bengal corridor of resources, if unchecked this will lead to a world conflict whereby India will be sucked into the conflict being at center of of geo political cauldron. You can ask your mom what I mean to say.      

by 2020 India may become an epicenter of  world order conflict thus sending life into basic gear of existence. Probably you can understand that I write too much serious. Kindly do not send stupid messages on my cell but act fast as I have to submit my papers. 

how far

I was absorbed
long brush 
sweeping fallen 
beautiful champaca

I could feel 
fragrance
heart of hearts

why dustbins

flowers may find
a niche

they have to retire
soon very soon

fragrance lit large

I wondered

how far

you should info your mom ujjala economic meltdown is going to throw down your occupation and persons all after your money whilst I want my pension sufficient enough not to make u a  meena kumari of yore but it  can be made in your name and for that you need to sign some papers. 

Love one day I wrote of a hut at top of a house and unbearable heat for Rs 200 per month. I was called in Oberao Continental and rebuked for a cup of tea which even was not offered for the point of signing the divorce papers. Today I have divorce decree signed by an authorized judge lying in my cupboard. Heat I have to bear for life. 

I have often

I have often wondered
lilies in hands
meant for some table tops

some say smiling
we bring the day

others opine
something

I have yet to know

I have often 

lets say good evening

lets say good evening

when heats has stricken

leaves have yet to fall
air plays 

dance 
tuned to its

lets say good evening

Love ! when you shall come I may get right to live a life. An anchor to strive upon. I really dont know when you will come. 

of love.

when you shall forget
where you started
where you are

you can touch
reality

I write hard
harsh
soft

every eve

you love

may be

you have

a bit distance

of love 

sclerosis psychosis takes the form of hatred if not checked. 

I hope your father will behave better.

Deepika do ask your mom to read  this letter. I paid a courtesy visit at anu house to say hello to her father as he was having illness. He deliberately brought a stale cake for me and was all smiling with stale smile on his face. I do not know whether a father can become a Nobel Laureate by this wicked behavior. whilst he was saying me off he made a rush back to his house back as if some bloody billions of dollars were lying open at his table where he brought that stale cake. I hope your father will behave better. 

your environment.

This sclerosis psychosis is so lethal that I am facing harsh life in my flat and people are looking whether a female is there in the flat. You r environment is just replica of this. 

I may not know

time passes
forces its power

I feel vacuum 
at heart
in environs

may be

Nature has thought

I may not know