If hallucination is what they mean to say then I feel they should be sent to some good mental hospital etc.

just wait I have to inquire something from ricky , he is with me at the moment and probably preparing to leave for chd.The concept of one ness is practically subjective and profusely misconstrued for selfish motives to an extent the brain hardly gets a notice to say like whether a dysfunction of this basic faculty has really set into.  Well laws are simply a bullshit idea to speak of here. I am touching a very hi fi sciences only. Writers and thinkers have projected a hell nonsense of one ness. I will write if I get a chance to elaborate it as its a very tough subject to even understand a bloody abc of it. When I got a horrible accident around hissar I remember there was no body to even inquire of. Kiran made a bullshit non sense that she and her family was also involved in some other accident , a bloody hell crank brain she showed at that eventful time. Anu never uttered a single word. I know bloody doctorate of sciences on this behavior but it s of no use to tell all. You never bothered to know whether I am alive at all. If one has to live such a bloody pathetic life I really pity what the hell writers and thinkers and all bloody cranks brains of the world really want to tell in their bullshit non senses told or written so far. physical help is a cardinal factor but what to think of it when bloody coherent force is not there. I dont know what is bloody romance which your crank people boasts of and take bloody billions of rupees form foolish peoples all around. If hallucination is what they mean to say then I feel they should be sent to some good mental hospital etc. 

two beautiful rose flowers. March.31.2014.21.30

two beautiful rose flowers
they are asking me
a small garden in my terrace

we have blossomed
may be 
long efforts over ages

we are not sure
but today we are here

two beautiful flowers
they are asking me

I know
tomorrow be 
may not theirs

two beautiful rose flowers

if you could have come
I could have promised
wait for few hrs

two beautiful rose flowers

I should rather confirm the contrary absolute truth is something Indian simply don't accept.

Probably you are not aware of Indian ground realities I am not referring to global cauldron. Its nice you must have received some money for this snap as its your job but aesthetically you could have done something that could have told the truth behind the glitters. There was a time when toilets used to be dry only. Constipation or hard stomach is ground constitution bio logical truth which probably a very few coveted neutral brains know that genetic clock is not simple as is understood in tehlka kaand of India. Its an absolute truth the beautiful lady enjoyed her sex like Monica Lewinsky and when returns were considered to be pea nuts then she somehow understood the potential of saket mass rape case. India is going to elect a new parliament and I dont think any body worth the name put the system in shape and remove all such laws which have been or enacted out of sheer nonsense of popular sentiment etc etc having no substantial reality I should rather confirm the contrary absolute truth is something Indian simply don't accept. 

I hope you have understood my this scientific letter.

This song of your work environment ni mei kamali kamali is profusely good. The female artist is good but probably she needs a little more training from a good master say either- No yaar saroj khan is too too vulgar she has gone crank chal choro yaar its your business. I was in fact wanted to tell you Indian youth and oldies need a special exposure to how to think mature. Well what is maturity is a subjective term. Indian cinema I think is not a fit media to handle this tedious job. tv channels may but point of professionalism vs profit etc etc is a big issue to handle. Any how your this snap is simply mine. 

madhuri is good but she herself needs training as she is not a professional for that point of view. O' come on you need definition of profession, can you feel any bastard can think to challenge me in bio sciences. Have you understood love.  
Deepika I am not in a mood to start a fresh love letter to you, probably humans never understand or learn from history whilst making laws and the like. When whole world was burning and only one bullshit small piece of bone of Adolf Hitler was finally traced by the reds., another reds were preparing to crucify the world I mean to say China. If any body removes or tinkers with my remarks that is practically immaterial as its only me who can change my words etc etc.
deepika our directors should be more tech savvy as human brain needs a combine of extremely slow and extremely fast rhythms to get something to get internalized when we add a human factor to it the negative parts of a genius are accidentally get mixed resulting in a gap so to say like in the final performance. I hope  you have understood my this scientific letter.  

anna ji kahatei hei kendre ki sarkar chore hei. March. 31. 2014.00.31

Love
there used to be times when work was worshiped and the time has come when probably every body has some how believed that dheedh ( punjabi word ) is what is the sword of the day. Every body wants to loot something eg auto wala feel if a swari has come let us loot it maximum as kejriwal has made them bloody gods. Now when this auto wala has to marry his daughter to me he wants that I should first give my flat papers to him or his daughter. Ram dev says bloody hell but now I feel there is a that baap everywhere who wanted raj for his daughter and made bhishampitamha to suffer for life. But these bastards will say anna ji kahatei hei kendre ki sarkar chore hei.

come and give a title to this. March.30.2014.17.58

Deepika
I am writing an absolute true scene which scientists got enacted from me whilst I was sleeping. Sunita minhas/(I should have written manhoos but you see its not a movie which need a verbatim from some sky etc ) is pregnant of me and is sitting in a room whilst conversing with my senior mr surinder ahuja and mr some aggarwal I think its bm a manager of pnb of her branch with whom she spent whole of life ( the scene you can write further here ) is waiting in another room so that she can go there. I am in anger as its very very late at night. I loose my all sense and throw away her and beat this manager too and a part of the scene is enacted in stairs with threatening s from this manager and the scene ends in sunita minhas going away with this manager.

come and give a title to this. 

kanya kawari

yeikhei divas ki baatan thahari
jara dimag lagao to' janei

rohini korat mei
vakilo susri kha gayeion saro piso mharo

naar sunder sin'kand-handvo
piso ka hak thok thok kei mangeion'
sarkaran sei
bhali sarkar hei hamariion'

pito' randvo baolanvanon'
gunda bhaghawan sadaayeinon'

ramdev ka dholan pitwanon'
mei tho' kanyan kawari
sada sudh budh lyeo tehari

aakhayeion larayeion'
socho
faans lo jo faans sakein'

dunia to' hei hi hamari

kanya kawari

hamari samajh mei na za paya tha

mhanei mater ji path padhaeion tha
eik jaano' ko ulta latkaya tha
shahad ki buund buund muh mei
kaha tha
samay ruk jo sako
sahad ki buund ruk na paya tha

hamari
hamari
samajh mei na za paya tha

mhanei abhi abhi dekhi 
ati sunder naar hei
haath mei kush meetha
kuch khata meetha dhahin
kuch anaj hei
la'go bhagwan ji ko
rishwat deinei jan lag rahi sein'

mharo khayal aayeion'
yahiion' pyar ka chakar chalion'

par mhari
samajh mei
abhi bhi kuch na aayeion'

bahut saal ho gayein'
jab yei jawan thi
khasam kei saath bolion'
thei mharo ghar ki naali band karion'
aacho kaam to' hein' koni

mhaniei kha tha
thei 7000 hazar kiryan' khayeion'
apnei flat ko bhution' banayeion'
meinei thano croro ka kamara banveiyaeinon'
fokat mei dilvayeion'

sari hazam kar gayei
chuupi sein' besharmi sha gayein'

beito kya bhahyeion' rachayeion'
sundri kumar vishwas ki layeion'
baal jab feleion'
aapneio kothion' bikwaeion'

ab flat ki bari aayeion'
dulhan nai navaeilion' sazayeion'
sari dhan kamaeion' lagayeion'
khasam ko topi bhi pahanaheion'
shoro jawan banayeion'
izzat ki sho batan theriion'

mhari nalio ka kaam fir bhi
vahin ka vahin churvahion'

socho keilo choro shei
mharo pei kharach karno
uncleion' ka dharam sho

aaj ki baat hei

dunia vahi hei 

halateon' fir gayeion'
bechari bhatki bhatki
daan punyanion' mei dhundheion'
samajh hamari

mhanei to'
khud hi kuch samajh na payeion'

mhanei mater ji path padhaeion tha
eik jaano' ko ulta latkaya tha
shahad ki buund buund muh mei
kaha tha
samay ruk jo sako
sahad ki buund ruk na paya tha

hamari
hamari
samajh mei na za paya tha

I know your absence is felt even by the silent walls. March.29.2014.21.33

Love
kiran came yesterday and I probably could make this flat a home for few hrs. Roti could have been there. Raju boasts of that I remain without roti. but love that is not the way of the things to feel like. I know your absence is felt even by the silent walls. 

thei kya mhario dushmanion' nibhayeion'. March.29.2014.21.05

thei paddha likha jano
mhei sari umer m.phil kario
swing ghuma ghuma kei fankio
sari sarkaro chaneio chabaeion
thari samajh mei na yaeion

thei kya ghatia lekhni machayeion'
mhari sari maya
mati mei milaon'

thei kya mhario dushmanion' nibhayeion'

why you take help of bullshit via media to contact to me are you scary of your mom or dad.

the song which you just saw so to say like is something against which I am going to pen down my love to you. You saw the Tonga was moving forward and as the speed went higher the wheel s appeared as if they are moving rather in a direction away from the forward I mean to say it appears why Tonga is not moving backward whilst the wheels are doing so. ( I will continue- why you take help of bullshit via media to contact to me are you scary of your mom or dad. ) probably your directors do not know that your own voice is zillion time what should I say catchy original may it be any set of life so to speak like. I was telling you of a Tonga. bhai logo tharo dimag mei eik baat bhidha lyo yei jo kender ki sarkar aagei jano dikhio yei sab jhuutam jhuut hei bhai jab pahio peechei jaan lag ra sio thei bhai jara socho to' taango aagei kiso ja sakei. I remember one day I was telling of a mucor to you, see love !! senescence is a law of Nature that is not the point of deliberation at all. Face to face relations are something which I am referring to. I was telling you I visited anu and I wanted to flee away. I remember anu did not do or think like or act like which made me flee. Rather when I did not deliberately phoned back that I have reached here,  I phoned sukheja to this effect , anu made a point to call to kiran who in turn inquired of my being at home so to say like, its not a home I know it. 

thei jaro apnei dimago ka thoro elaz karva lo thei jano kani.. March.29.2014.17.05

Indian masses have proved their foolishness many times. Chaudhary Charan Singh of UP was a phenomenon like kejriwal and yogendra yadav the later ask the kisans raise to heads go to courts ask more and more money for your lands and when court decisions make lands rate sky rocket they say we have said my Indian masses its only Rahul Gandhi and his party who is a master mind in bringing price rise of houses to crores of rupees and you can understand that you can never purchase a house. Charan singh was asked by media on his finance bill who incidentally could never face trust vote due to naked ever possible opportunism  that chocolate is the items of the kids. You may consider the incidence of tax to a moderate level. He replied bhai logo thano bero koni mharo shoro nei to' thari chocolate dekhi bhi na hei thei kis dunia ki baat karein soo' mhari to' samajh mei na aavein bhaein thei jaro apnei dimago ka thoro elaz karva lo thei jano kani.

jaman patri and kundli cauldron is what millions of hearts simply are fused up. March.29.2014.07.21

when navu and ricky happen to be here with me as a part of their own interest factor in spite of these basic instincts they are marvel hearts but the moment they land in chandigarh Pushpa Minhas syndrome takes over them. Anu may still be cranky and her cigar smoking instinct may not get be known to her \\\ your mom was a little perplexed to see you at such a juncture where she is not sure of your money support to her and say other factor s whether you really will come to live with an aged person who may die any moment. Your Dad is probably lost how he got with your mom but he is not sure of time so he prefers to be calm at heart and see the watch. 

you see these jaman patri and kundli cauldron is what millions of hearts simply are fused up. 

What I mean to say why I see life in you why not in other aspects say anything you feel like. March.29.2014.2.06

Probably tormentors will never realize there is a Webster dictionary in this world. I know they generally top the lists of toppers and selectors and successors triumphant trump blowers lobbyists possessors leverages manipulators righteous and what not.    You are listening to this song it s a beautiful one at face value. I purchased a system from karol bag and this song went on stop free as I could not make out difference of say what to do with this bloody hell with me. I think it was before you appeared on the horizon say before 2007. I was not able to make pace with my colleagues at Allahabad official tours (its 1995-98 and around etc ) as I was unable to put me in my shape in spite of so called friendly hands around me. 

Today I wonder is that sunita minhas syndrome more lethal to pit viper or say rattle snake. 

I feel you have not exactly understood what I gather. What I mean to say why I see life in you why not in other aspects say anything you feel like. 

Either I am bloody crank ever possible or probably books shall have to be written again. March.29.2014.01.42

what I am going to pen down for you it may torment your brain too. Tossing of soul heart brain body all one by one and put together has been a bullshit norms with me. I often wonder why my these systems don't understand loneliness and stark misfit is my fate. I went to anu house and was put on test bloody one by one. The last day which she asked me to put stay was accepted as an order from the skies and I spent the toughest moments over there as I wanted to run away owing to so called negative energy , you will say what is this bullshit negative energy I keep quiet as if I explain you will be in a jeopardy. Just tell me can you do a real romance on one side your dad and on another side me myself. Hell yaar. Either I am bloody crank ever possible or probably books shall have to be written again. 

I dont think cranky kejriwals will ever understand what the hell they brought to India. .March.28.2014.23.10

you might have noticed that I have deleted a snap. Krishan gopal wanted to know the names of these maut ke saudagars but I could not oblige him as I have yet to live with you. I will not explain this un orthodox way of expression. I have often wondered what is there in living together and transferring ones genome whilst life is no where near these mega concepts. I am of course not referring to Plato way writings. Probably law makers and thinkers both have not studied even up to say 8th level of schooling so to speak like. Homo sapiens have not evolved beyond monkeys in this cardinal brain faculty. Today I encountered a person who is in my team for election duty. He was saying give me jharu pocha but I will not be able to do any thing what election commission of India wants to be done by a person on official duty. I wish you could do a jharu pocha role and an election duty official work as well so a sane nerves may prevail that we eat some roti and bloody izat ki roti too costs a little money. I dont think cranky kejriwals will ever understand what the hell they brought to India. 

thei mhareio armaan dhao kuch to' sharam farmao. March. 28.2014.17.40

can any kejriwal kumar vishwas mayawati jaya takla and its genomes yadav and yadav of UP delhi etc etc  modi and crank coterie anna hazare can see this picture and calculate the kinetic and potential energy and tell the masses what actually it stand s for and what are its implications. But rhetoric and non sense is not allowed. 

I will surf through media and net to know their bloody heads. 
merei bhaeio bahano vandei vandei vandei vandei
chaei ka pyala pyala pyala pyala pyala
bharatam gachami
aum aum tatsaum tatsaum tat saum tat saum
tat tat tat tat tat
rajniti rajniti rajniti rajniti
jo meinei kaha vahi sach vahi sach vahi sach
kacha kacha arman mahro
pardhan mantri ki kursi lahri
dhandi dhandi hawa khao manhei
thei mhareio armaan dhao
kuch to' sharam farmao

WHAT A BLOODY TRAGEDY. March. 28.2014.12.24

Punjab univ supports a dedicated building at a serene and beautiful environment surrounded by a crystalline blue water body for Gandhian studies. I have visited this place with I feel kiran mom if I am not failing at memory lane. I have not seen much of kiran dad as he only became acquainted to me say hardly two plus years when krishan sukheja wife passed away after a prolonged and painful disease of thyroid storm disease. I was shocked to know krishan never could come out of his personal oblivion s and got checked his wife in delhi and I was lost fighting my world of bullshit non sense so called sunita minhas syndrome. Gandhian work is hardly a small booklet that can be read in say a week time if not more. He has dealt with plethora of aspects but probably I am interested to tell you one basic cardinal that is the simply way of life aesthetic work culture vs least parasitism and hawk-ism so to speak like. and now see the music of life Gandhian smadhi is visited by millions of peoples from different walks of life so to say like but it has created kejriwals anna hazares kumar vishwas and what not , WHAT A BLOODY TRAGEDY. and this crank ramdev says government of India is more worried about his trust's 50 crores rupees; hell yaar !! this crank has made everybody in India behave crank to save his bloody 50 crores corpus of religious and spiritualism fundamentalism nonsense. 

Navu was saying she is poor at mathematics March.27.2014.23.02

Deepika
kis kis jakham ka
silsila likhun'
bhuul nahi pata
apnei hi tarkash
aur
bano ko'

sector 17 CHD generally time being around 7 pm or so. maruti 800 used to be parked in neelam-market parking area. Pop corns were purchased in bulk as navu and ricky used to enjoy it during travel. I do not know how they have forgotten that driving of a 2.5 lakh kms between Chandigarh and Delhi costs what. Navu was saying she is poor at mathematics and I remember she scored 98% most of the times. 

punjab terror.March. 27.2014.19.05

Generally people say and believe that Punjab terror was a creation and master mind of Indira Gandhi but I am going to pen down a love letter to you that will speak its crystalline beauty which you may get translated into languages of your choice as English is not understood by majority of Indians. The remarks of Sanjay Gandhi if a big tree falls soil does move is an absolutely personalized grief psychosis which a son gets as a physiological shock absorption mechanism as put on bio clock working as understood in modern day high tech parlains of sciences. One day a general of the rank of Let Gen went hydra headed and went straight to the central ministry which supported a sensitive section and naturally he was encountered by a section officer as he is the only officer in charge of a section. He started behaving like an Adolf Hitler : the officer said look Mr. Gen its not your bloody sena bhawan. I don't think I should elaborate such a simple example as when people can understand allah is nanga they can also understand the nanga nonsense of Punjab police and administration and the Sikh rulers. but over there since every body happens to be a Sikh now don't tell me that everybody who wears a turban is a Sikh. 

stability maturity tranquility liquidity clean public takia kalam s. life. March.27.2014.00.03

stability maturity tranquility are the broad socio economic precincts  under the prime minister Deepika Padukone nee Ahuja of India. In advanced brain sciences a term appears which means dethroning the hitherto normalcy of existence as put on all possible graded paradigm under any set of   understanding as per required or anticipated precincts. Probably I have written a science that shall explain everything that may come to a brain. If applied in case of India a deliberate systematic mess has been done through this very science using different mod us operand ii so to say like. I will continue. Major General Katewa, sent his runner to me but with no message. I remember he was hooked to a friend and I sat in front of him quiet with a small note sheet and pen in hand. I overheard he was saying believe me yaar I never expected that I will become major general. He was interested in knowing from me what was the actual hitch in getting a particular case cleared. My few words probably stirred his soul to his disbelief. I remember time made us apart and I was posted to Naval forces but I still remember his predecessor who one day said if you feel that the base of a file if not understood in exact required perspective is the point where you should keep the file in a cupboard around may it be open and go for a stroll of your own chosen choice. ( good night I am running late, I was more inclined to talk to you through this live or say live live in relationship but lets wait for next time.) I remember I have spent every second in wait may a call can come from navu or ricky to make my life a little livable. You know raju my first cousin believes that I may make tanka bhirao with his beautiful wife so I could not interact with his family too. Now sanjeev is going to become this crank raju and sanjeev father and mother are already worried sanju has a beautiful wife and a beautiful wife is like a band tijori so to speak like in the verbatim of some lady junior lady kapoor wife of Pautadi whilst in a scene when she happens to miss Panjab Mail and the scene better you can tell better as I am not that movie savvy. Now shakunis satya parkash minhas aided by his coterie of intelligent sadists cranks have brought a nice story which you might have heard live whilst I was responding to navu that I have no liquidity with me to support their whimsical way of life. 

Liquidity whether present or absent is an ocean of economics and no bloody kejriwal yadavs annas khusras modi or any bjp member mayawati s taklas and his cranks genomes jayas can tell how its governed on ground reality and its relationship vis a vis global economy a life line of modern world. 

Indian cinema is hell dependent upon flash back story or episode or say an event or story line or say euphemism as the people call it entertainment relevance time pass modern trends away from the maddening world crunch etc etc. ruddu got admitted in Delhi public school rk puram school with my dexterous efforts as I told you I remember her mom giving me quilt and hot water in chilling cold to fight my Himachal Pardesh Administrative services exam which I remember I informed you that cast system of that state deliberately gave me one mark less in Hindi to neutralize my outstanding performance at other papers and I was having more marks even as compared to the person who topped the selected list of that batch or say year after the final examination of selection ; her mom saw the pathetic life of this flat and offered her daughter i.e riddu hand to me. After that these bastard rajputs suryvanshi chandravanshi and what not offered their daughters hands to me in a maddening competitive spirits. What should I write further. I don't think Indian masses are fool enough not to understand what I have written but as I explained to you they don't understand English so do this work at your place with some help may be from election commission of India. The maddening claims of kejriwals annas crank s are very well known to you and this also that not even one gutter could be cleared by these bastards now they claim that if people voted their candidates to power they ensure that they will clean whole of India of the gutters dirt's filth what bloody not. 
Adolf  Hitler was a lowest rank Sepoy in first world war and the so called empire official lobby was made off Jews in general. The war resulted into division of the territory owing to conflict order being unsolvable otherwise. Hitler saw an absolute opportunity in burnt out psyche of the division of practically every person as it is never smooth for the masses to understand the crux of the conflict order pertaining to its kaleidoscopic contents and colors.  Hitler launched a campaign to rise to the highest with the verbatim of lets bring the justice as is compared to remove the corruption by sundri aur sunderta ka contractor kumar vihwas and his proponents kejriwal s annas crans ramdevs with the help of takia kalam s. I DONT THINK INDIAN MASSES DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS TAKIA KALAM AND WHAT ADOLF HITLER BROUGHT. 

He knew there was no need to confirm whether the figure was actual or make shift one. March.25.2014.23.22

There used to be a time when family was taken as a mirror or say a barometer but probably kejriwals have swept over this serious faculty too and anna crankism has simply dethroned the concept altogether so to say like kumar vishwas have forgotten that Rajiv Gandhi son the so called rajkumar is zillion times better to any bastard at present but I have decided only in favour of Deepika padukone nee ahuja ( this name has been an order from the those powers in front of whom every body simply bows before when the D-time comes )
to be the next prime minister of India and my analysis even super computer s can not fail , if Indian parliament fails to that effect then responsibility will be more than clear. It was only a preface to the letter. I was so fed up with channel s that I have stopped to put on the tele as such. One day Lt Gen Dhillon senior Colonel Commandant and head of the ASC core , an apex organisation of armed forces for supply control and management of food and eatable drinkable s and logistics and such related subjects all over Indian soil and foreign lands where Indian armed forces interests are involved eg UNO man oeuvre and the like was in a light mood at a tea gathering of Wednesdays. He knew I am a late comer everyday but never expressed even a slightest remorse rather he appreciated my persona in being a part away from the crowd. He was sipping his lemon tea. Can any body guess how many tv channels are there was his query to the gathering of officers drawn from different streams. No one could come forward , the reasons were obvious as the next query may be too embarrassing . I was looking at him and said sir its 180 when he felt no body is replying. He knew there was no need to confirm whether the figure was actual or make shift one. 

I do not know whether you can understand my this English.March.25.3.2014.01.12

Love
I know you see me but I don't know why the hell you cant have a time and a bullshit amount of some hundred to have a ticket , you can ask navu she will send you an e ticket I will pay to her. I know this is not going to tell your bloody taporia brain to look sane enough as habits die hard and you have not studied enough to get that knowledge worth the efforts to feel like. Your mom was too cunning to send you to bloody penny earning platform to speak like as female never tell their heart even to their daughter but its absolutely late when the female comes to know that they don't have their mom at their sides as they happen to females only. I was standing in metro and a man of mids was studying a novel something like mountains have echoed or some bullshit verbatim like that. This person was absorbed in that bullshit bulky book as if bloody D.Scs are just waiting for his cranky hands to take over. Some salman rushdie wrote bloody tonnes of books to prove that allah is nanga some what to say like but he bastard could have said in one word - allah as such is a bloody totem only nothing else. But these cranky brains write tonnes of pages to earn money that is the central point like your mother. (I may continue ) one day I am giving a flash back of course, this crank SP Minhas who has poisoned brain of Navu ordered from london to receive his mother in law ( the rekhela one ) at Indira Gandhi International Airport as it happened to be the site so to say like at that time. I remember I was standing- with a cut out paper having my name written with pen in the Que , after a long wait and search when everybody practically left I guessed an old man and woman could be ones , I asked them while flashing the flap the reply was O' you are the one we were looking some thing and your paper in your hand we thought some taxi wala. I felt Indians or say persons with Indian background can never develop intelligence. The punjab bound train was already in time and I rushed them to new delhi railway station in my  maruti 800 ( its story I feel you're aware of it, I will touch it later on ) . We had a tough time at the platform as it got suddenly changed at the eleventh hour and I had to literally pick that bulky bag and push through the door and made her enter in the train. I was not able to see them afterwords. I know her daughter must be sleeping with this cranky at this time.  At this time when anu is tossing the idea of that I hardly possess a paper worth the name and you are simply observing me blank your mom being angry with the writing on the wall s I am hooked to a song that may not have any relevance at all. So I may continue at some later date. Have a nice time. I have worked with some of the most senior most hierarchy and generally found something which can not be written here but what I can write here is that when your eyes do not respond to your sleep rhythms and time factor you are not in love but love gets meaning out of it . I do not know whether you can understand my this English as I have not found a single person on this earth who has understand my writing hopefully you may get something imbibed from me say in a ripple effect manner but  love its easy said to done as human brain is hindered by too conventional ism so to speak like. 

a kejriwal to do shit on my behalf.

I am a bloody common man/person/male/female/young/old
I need a force
to reconcile on my behalf
a sex in finite
a job with no work
a profile with no end
a worth with infinite value
a button to do any thing on my behalf
a power to entertain me on my behalf
a vote to throw off the world into dirt
a 1000 km road to stand my imported cars

a kejriwal to do shit on my behalf. 

crankiness need not be from jat gene block. March. 23.2014.19.58

when we stay at a place and when we move to some other place, if not evoking the space factor, g remains same. I am not referring to bullshit concepts of going up and down a lift or an air effect whilst in an airplane. You might have noticed letter has not been started with the address tag love. Nawab Mr Pataudi was initially taken for this letter then I thought better give some more time to you to make you understand that you are not bigger to my pencil worth ( I am not referring to super natural powers : my simple mundane prowess is not that pitiable that it needs you ). I will try to continue.Today is ricky birthday I know he is not that cunning so to say like to remind me that as he never ever demanded anything from me except his basic life I feel heavy at my heart when I have resumed this bullshit letter. I used to cross past madhuban chowk the only point whilst going to chandigarh to serve those bastards who surround ricky. Ricky was too enthusiastic to tell all look that is my rather he said our school its name is bal bharti public school. I was forced to withdraw him from 8th level and send to chandigarh. I never realised the people who showed the ugliest feelings at that time too were that hell bound to thwart all chances of ricky normal life. I may continue-I. You might have seen live lads teenager rather much younger having bombs in their bodies blasting other petty peoples in Pakistan and Afganistan and at other places too eg Iraq turkey now Syria too. Every bloody SP MINHAS KAPAL MINHAS VINOD KUMAR MINHAS SATYA PARKASH MINHAS VIA PUSHPA MINHAS AND HER BLOODY CRIMINAL HE PROSTITUTE UNA MINHAS will boast of like bloody president of USA look my dear peoples we are sane enough people to see peace and development everywhere whilst cranks will never realise why kiran is purchasing her luggage from the dirtiest ever place and kumar vishwas will thro away his bloody sundri to show off the beauty of long and lustrous hair to say ib kalei to' hamari hi chalei gi thei kar lo apna jei kar sako. I may resume. I should be appointed a field marshal of all the Indian forces and USA and NATO and allied forces for say life time as I want to order union of sri lanka with India. I may contue-II.Pataudi should have been taken earlier to tell your crank brain that you are yourself a sadistic selfish crank having a bloody taporia brain and entity and boasting a bloody human drone who is promoting herself and not coming to me as it may dilute your carrier and may give you an insignia that you may not face it as savory let not use if mast ram novel type language. bura lago kya tharo button nahi dabyo. crankiness need not be from jat gene block. 

I am avoiding those filthy moments for the time sake. March.22.2014.23.55

Love
when I am pen downing my self made drama love to you as its the only reality with me either way, I really wonder at the approaching fag end of mine. I remember in 1983 it was a small room surrounded by dingy environs possible ever where I used to spend my lonely nights an eternal truth ever since I happen to have to breathe around say just of my own. A shabby cot and a ceiling fan one bulb nothing else even to mention if I wish so. No bloody pillow , cover cloth worth the name on bed to say like. When I go to village I used to have this environs say before a few yrs or rather say months. Such stark realities faced me when I used to help ricky at his place but I am avoiding those filthy moments for the time sake. silence of unfinished letter s is more potent to volcanoes. I could have added to that letter only but you see straight paths are for fools only. 

hell yaar.

when I somehow listen to modern aspirants cranks like kejriwal and his party members , anna khusraa crank etc I really dont know whether Indians have brain enough. No body has ever wondered how these cranks including kumar vishwas another poetic crank on earth can handle national and international hot points. People who only know how to throw toilets on road s want to run the show of nationals internations what a bloody tragedy in waiting. ( I may continue ) ; London shelling to the tethered existential s has probably been forgotten by every  one worth the senses you can tell like on mass media before its too late and cranks occupy the seats of powers. My doctors at faridkot continuously treated ricky and brought him out of near death every time. Once he reached chandigarh through my efforts he was stupidly goaded by his nani to stop the medicine and result was he again fell to a situation where death stared direct at his existence. The tamasha went on and ricky was lost to the bloody nautanky of what not. Doctors at fridkot were forced by the circumstances to call her mother and create such an environment where medicine is not stopped. She the bitch of earth came with her nephew another bastard of the earth some crank kaushal and he pleaded before every sane over there at faridkot that nani is a mother and her mother is also a mother. 

hell yaar

CHIEF SECURITY OFFICER.March.22.2014.20.41

Love
you have probably gone beyond your apprehension level of understanding in playing a duug dugi ka tamasha and not opting to have a simple ticket to delhi. I was forced to visit a flat at panchkuia road. You see I am not welcomed it is you who will be and liked at places if I visit. In my writing you probably will repeat sunita minhas is approaching to a reality paradigm. The person asked about my status at my work place. He wanted to know if I knew a person related to him. My silence was sufficient to tell that bastard a registrar in Punjab and Haryana courts to look sane but love sanity is not written in Webster dictionary that is a big truth you can feel like. He continued he is CSO, I politely said is it Civilian Staff Officer , O' No. Mr. don't you know its CHIEF SECURITY OFFICER as if he wanted to prove that sadam hussain is the only name to tell what is what. 

tau ji .March.22.2014.20.02

tau ji 
mharo rab bananei ki pahachaan
jareio dekho to' janei'

telephone kharkhei 
shan shana shuun

kacho peir hamareio

reit na dab jaei talei

tau ji 
mharo rab bananei ki pahachaan
jareio dekho to' janei'

khet saro bech kei
pisa karwa deio 
marhei bankan mei
100 200 bhadhia falato'
marho naam
dili shahar mei
canaught place kani
haath kangno hamario
truck sdwa dei
sono kei bhar kei talei
tyre na bhat jayei 
bar bar

tau ji 
mharo rab bananei ki pahachaan
jareio dekho to' janei'

mahari boli 

thei mat ghabraeio

kumar vishwas nei

banai hei

kesriwal sei

anna ji kei

mahro talei

tau ji 
mharo rab bananei ki pahachaan
jareio dekho to' janei'

iiso tharo bharat varsh baneigein. March.22.2014.19.34

hamei aaj hi takhatposhi karwa do
sari dunia hamarei naaam karwa do

sab ko nanga kar dekhaeingein
vachan hei hamaro

gali gali mei 
lahu faleingein
iiso
tharo
bharat varsh baneigein

hamari thei baat sunio
sab ki lutia dubwaingein

iiso
tharo '
aji 
tharo '
bharat varsh baneigein

hamari takhat poshi mei dei'r nei honei payein'
ayao'
ayao'
aaj kei gan rajya kei 
sunder ati sunder ganno'

jaldi karo

hamei aaj hi takhatposhi karwa do
sari dunia hamarei naaam karwa do

kahatei thei chacha nehru.March.22.2014.12.40

kahatei thei chacha nehru

khar leina kalam dwat ko
yaeigein din eisei bhi
gali gali mei chor hei
nagein hongei bhagwan bhi

sundri kei balo par
likhi jaeingin kavitaein
apni apni 
sahki sahki

nacheiga sach
logo kei bazar mei

dhuyan udaeigein

mati ko bhi uchal uchal kar

kar deingein bimar
sabko
upnei iis yaopar mei


kahatei thei chacha nehru

khar leina kalam dwat ko
yaeigein din eisei bhi
gali gali mei chor hei
nagein hongei bhagwan bhi