As the time passes

Love ! Probably interlocution faculty of brain and heart gets completely blurred or say evapourated when there is an intense occurrence of oppertunism malice injustice hatred jealous and pathetic cowardice hunger to grab others genuity. How far one can fly away from reality that they have deliberated pulpitrated ibid. Time I told you takes of events and make other ones the scenario becomes more and more complex as the time passes. 

Mc D

Love ! Sometimes Time takes over events happenings etc. You may wonder what I mean to say. Mc D I used to have hot chocolate fudge and recall you time has simply eloped this possession of mine. In return I am more and more alone. I was goading my heart why cant you presume you are living on planet Mars where everything looks like red. Then probably I have etios to accompany me in your absence. Even this absence happens to be taken over by time. In return I am left with vacuum. Have you understood love why I have not penned down of itinerary. 

Does It mean

Love ! this snap is tough to pen down even a few lines. You are I feel first in third row if counted/ observed from bottom. You see love its something a Utopian task to feel and enjoy others moments of happenings. Scientifically, as I told you there a very thin line between hallucination and love. If Psychiatry is added then this line literally disappears in thin airs. Does it mean I simply can not say that I love you, probably true if further added on the lines of . That is my secret. Have a nice time love. I love you. Good Evening. I have penned down this letter whilst being in Delhi as I just reached here. 

Love ! I have wondered how you can put a lesser stake at your so competitive world of happenings. My heart asks cant you use your powers. Sometimes I see your snap at another stance my pencil. 

Love ! love makes life worth living and beautiful with a meaning at heart and brain. I love you my love !

where I fit

I have wondered
flowers look beautiful

may be
something tuned
system I pull on

I have often heard
expectation quotient 

its hi fi
naive cant make a sense

may be

I fear
a lot
lots my being

where I fit

flowers on bushes
stay together
thorns of my heart

stiff harsh
scorchy winds
take away
what they please

thorns of my heart

ask

as if 

your love.

Deepika I am fundamentally a science student til date so is my behaviour. They later part has been roasted by life events. Writing habit is only say by 2006 when you appeared on horizon of visibility. Earlier I wrote most of which I destroyed felt it to be useless. Your love is all beyond these concepts.  

Love I could not respond to your messages on cell. I have shared a video ek kuri jeda na mohabad , probably that is to be read in conjunction with my letter for life. 

For life.

Love one day I wrote of a hut at top of a house and unbearable heat for Rs 200 per month. I was called in Oberao Continental and rebuked for a cup of tea which even was not offered for the point of signing the divorce papers. Today I have divorce decree signed by an authorized judge lying in my cupboard. Heat I have to bear for life. 

Tea

Tea
I take
tag it happens
to support

day and nights

Tea 
life savour 

I have asked
tags

it changes

tag remains
intact

Tea

your cool.

Sheetal Katoch @ singapore , I have served them with a spirit of slavishness, I was in singapore during my official tour. No body contacted me. Now she is asked  to tell me through my own letters to realise the sense of past. I sometimes see the past and at another ponder at sense of saddist self instinct of humans. My lonely moments ask why you loose your cool.  

see you are there

when its going 
a shower of
what I have

lived with

I feel tossed
it s something

I can never know

it remains 
struck to it

I just say

see 
you are there

I am replying to your mom question : I am legally single. I have no liability what so it may be. Kids are in their mom empire with their own set up remotely controlled by germany and london. 

step in step

sky has come
its scorching heat
I saw it blossom
when days 
had different names 

you may get revived

fragrance I saw
felt at heart

with your feet
step in step 

I have deleted the post as probably it was pandora box which I did not favour to open it out. 

my peg.

I am writing a small story its so tough that a phd is necessary to understand what it actually means. I was hard pressed to find a company and chose my press wala for that. He was conversing with another friend he has a quarter with him and chicken is ready at home. I was observing him pulling away his bycycle and came to my house just to write a love letter for my peg. 

Deepika the difference between your so called environment and that of anu is that she has a different body politic and job rest is so same I fear you will have to be very aggressive in decision to avoid your bali, however I told you of this bali year(s ) back. 

at their faces.

stones
striking with elixir of life
turning into stones

I have asked them
too many times

they reply 

we have seen elixir

what else is their

I some time s
see vocabulary

sometimes

at their faces.

hei its time.

Love! it happens sometimes thoughts do not get synchronous to make pencil write. 
roads
running vehicles
some do signals
others fly past
early morning of 
what I 

may be
interiors love better

environment makes
just to say
hei its time

yours.

when I see back
streams of dark
strike my heart

I please it
some shine
I can site

may be alone
some wishful 
fancies

but let it make

yours 

Faces

Faces
I have seen

running time
over its own frame

I catch
its glimpses

it runs again

Faces