cocoons .

cocoons
I make
hard shell of mine

it has to move
east and west
north or south

nights of me
bolts from blue

cocoons
I make

cocoons

showers bulldoze.

showers bulldoze
I write
words

early nights
late eves
I sing
words
written
track s
I catch
a bit of me

showers bulldoze

day may come
I take stride

early night
late eves

showers bulldoze.

I have seen.

roads
I have seen
read in torn papers
flying with speeds
breaks are mine

road s
I have seen
read in torn papers

late night drives
vacant seats
closed windows
flying trees
with speeds
break s are mine

roads
I have seen

lets lift.

wings come
lets lift
as it goes
I skip
its best

wings come
I ask
where you have
it spreads
lets lift
as it goes
I skip
its best

wings come
I find
its hard
sticky to
it spreads
lets lift

tornado make.

kaleidoscope
comes at its whims
seasons of year
tunes of wings
carry past my ears
eyes
senses
I feel
kaleidoscope

kaleidoscope
tornado make
twisty twirly
ears
eyes
senses
Kaleidoscope

kaleidoscope
swings
morning
evenings
fresh air breathe
kaleidoscope
comes at whims  

it walk with me.

mirrors
it walk with me
where I go

I stride
steps retire
a few ask me
lets forget

mirrors
it walk with me

tired I feel
exhaust at hands
then
I take
what is there

may be
I have to walk

mirrors
it walk with me

day and night

I wonder
why
how far
what for

but
may be

mirrors
it walk with me 

I pause.

I ask nights
I dont feel a fun in you
it smile
leave spaces
while smile

I join spaces
if it makes a sense

I have seen
spaces bring

I pause
what 's there it shall fetch

I pause

at my own making
demaking as well

I have yet to know.

I have yet to know
what is love
when I saw the mountains
dust didnt get me any where

I was lost
flying leaves
loving dust
still flying

I thought may be
dust is love

I have yet to know
what is love

I saw drops
coming sharp
sometimes slow
kissing dust to smile
fragrance free of colour
I thought falling drops
may be its love

I have yet to know
what is love

I ask my cross roads.

I ask my cross roads
when a spring
shall be
attire I feel at my moments

I have seen insane
lost at verbatim
is it
insane is my wish

I find reply
I cant say what its like

I ask my cross roads.

when it was not.

winter had come
its spring now
today I put back
some quilts
some phenyl tablets
insects silver fish
may it
intact next winter

I was thinking
and wrote
you may come

night has come
another test
as day

I remember
may be

its good

without

then I see
desolate lanes
it haunt me
out of blue

I ask myself

when it was not. 

till day.

when I was small
I saw a person
aged
tired
relentless of oblivions

he often abused
sometime s in morning
evening
nights as well

my heart often wondered
there is no one
whom he is addressing

some told me
bio logy is a good subject

I was at DAV college Chandigarh
smart profusely handsome with hi fi persona
a small copy and a pen
the principal an old man
but he did not abuse

he wondered how I am that intelligent

I have not understood
till

day

abuses 

but you see.

I have a daughter
a son as well
I made even a prostitute the blessed female on earth

but probably hatred has no ends

I was having four vacations
my military counterpart was receiving
whether the hell a cab word can tell my heart

he boasts infront of his wife
you see we are bengali
Tagore was from bengal
he spoke very good bengali
he was awarded with Nobel Laureate

four days have gone

your snap did tried

but
you see 

sandy is the soil.

I was standing
huge cache of your snaps
some stupids stoic nonsense
without a sense at all
the shores of torrential river

safe calm clean thickly planted
multi culture of thee

some bushes were shivering

sandy is the soil
waters of a mighty river
when it sips down

thinking its an adage
donkeys take to often

sitting
idling
working
what not

toilets
of unforseen
cleanliness

once I saw sukhna lake dried up
some played cricket to make a sense

a small room
entitlement of some yrs

never knew

sandy is the soil 

a real joke.

I have practically nothing to write your snaps are again practically meaningless rather a nuisance as of now. I am writing a poem but it has no meaning at all.

whilst strolling
sometimes sitting on bench
evenings of mine

lost purpose
retired soul

I have asked
how to pull on

as age catches
I find more
nuances
negotiations
equations

your purpose of
coming here

it has become

a real joke .  

why they fly.

I have to know
why I dont love
some told me
walking is also a love
I try to get up
with your time
some how
I am always late
to my time

I have heard
moments start to become yours
and you love

But I dont know
why I dont love

somehow I feel
I may be slow to my moments
catch a bit late

I have not seen
why they fly
so unseen
unheard

my late evenings and me.

late evening hrs
I crossed through India gate expanse
some colleagues in dress
probably some one busy how to reach their ones
peoples thronged as if today is India
kid were playing
adults lost in love
of togetherness

I wondered why I am all alone
in public as well

Adrenalin is a hormone
feminine hormone is a complex
is it that I wrote a tough line

my late evenings
and me.

its tough darlin.

flowers are beautiful
every kid shall say
some may ask
lets know

they will probably
who will study botany

film stars make a joke of sciences'
its not their way
directors have to churn

some directors may think
lets say
what is botany

computer ji bole

its tough darlin

is it really.

morning hr s
sometimes looks early
then may be
you will come
some moments to go somewhere

old trees and bushes
mundane s
suddenly a blossom of flowers
fragrance comes
as if you have

I make my eyes
see if
is it really

some say fragrance.

One day you were saying to media of feeling your things referring to your van ( shoot related paraphernalia etc )

I have lived
some are still living
say
I dont understand

some were saying
life is good

flower pots
full of colours
scents

some say fragrance

I used to go to my canteen

one day my officer said
sir your this card is now life time

I wondered
why life is that long.

Destined to write love letters to you.

My dad faced a piquant situation throughout his life. He was a farmer you know by this time. He quietly said to me that Pushpa Minhas is something ( without naming the Durga of earth ) dont you feel after that he kept silent. I wish my father could have been a little less nice. He was having wolves and vultures in his skies. I used to go to Kanpur on my official duties too often. One such day after a day off train was sometime at night. ( I forgot ) I thought lets try if I can have something for me. I asked a shopkeeper whether something is unique to this place for office goers. He saw into my face. Kept quiet. Babu ji mujhei pata nahi. I asked okay give me that shirt how much you will take. He forgot all and got involved in selling his goods. Whilst coming back I said is there special to be scared about. He said babu ji Mayawati to' loot-ti thi par Mulayam kei daroga ka to' pata nahi ghar tak pahunch javein' : I said are you serious bahi. Babu maaf karna muuh sei nikal gaya tha : I then thought it was better I could have presented myself as a business executive. My Dad used to face such scared environment that looted him til his last laugh. Probably that was the reason he confided in his son's capabilities to that extent. But I have a second thought. Probably I was destined to write love letter s to you. nahi deepika here amendment is not possible.

Male baton and Deepika Padukone.

male baton which I am describing it that its nothing to do with sex as such. Its the dominion syndrome which takes its different shapes and colours. Now some use this syndrome to meet their lust desires with more than one sexual partners other use it for earning material worth some use it to gain control of love , human / wits / kins / in groups etc etc other use it to gain material possessions etc etc. But its not that simple because it has its vicious cycles as well which simply fail any understanding of being it a horrible bio existential s. One day I was on election duty three girls of some 4 th to 6 th standand were walking down to their destination. I was quietly observing the young hearts. You do not know how much costly is the suit which Modi was wearing. I wondered whether young hearts of UP Tamil Nadu etc etc do not understand when peoples in public boast on microphones and mega phones agar bahanji bole to' hum yeisei hazaarron' malayaein' pahna dein' palak jhalaktein' hi and Indian Air Lines chartered airplanes fly to carry chappal s to Cheinaei / Madras. I remember when I was in Kanpur very beautiful chappals were there. I telephoned anu can she tell her foot size which she did not. Then I tried my best to guess her size. I could never see her wearing one because male baton could not be defined.  You are asking shadowing of kids Yes its the worst vicious shape of it. 

when I have written that the male baten is rather more female in content it means a horrific reality is lit large and law makers policy makers etc must develop the habit to know what the hell Indra Gandhi and Sonia Gandhi has actually done with the smooth and conflict free Indian society. There is no time with the public to know it neither they  have access to socio economic literature at all. They have just seen stupid movies nothing else. Now a days they might have seen some funky serial s etc. Pushpa Minhas and her syndrome should have been known to every body by now. But even she is the strong est Durga on earth. Its not that she had two bloody penus to please with and get destroyed with another but its the malicious vicious dominion effect but Mrs Bacchan will say I was the beauty on earth and talent on earth and is the pious on earth and the righteous on earth how the hell rekha is so important. I dont think Indian Parliament can have sane brains to be lucky enough as Modi even thought to give 33 % to female MPs. Mr Modi even a single seat is not worth for females in Parliament house. Have you understood what the hell I want to say.   I have often mentioned that the dead RC Minhas is never dead but have you ever thought why dead Pushpa Minhas is biznashakak rakhshasus but then modern days beautiful faces of Mc D gen will say Uncle you have been noticed at that counter all alone with a stupid Rs 35/- chocolate ice cream but we can not understand these stupids hindi and vedas literature s first of all and then why dont you ( this line is blank ).

the stupid pens.

when showers thought
lets see
how it looks like
flowing free
sky if blue

I was young
energetic
blossom of my heart

often wondered

the stupid pens

showers asked
its fine

but probably
you might have

over shot
somewhere

I could not make
a sense

the stupid pens

stupids were at bay.

I will be avoiding prose for obvious reasons.

thorns when they strike hard
I often wonder
what is the fuss
I have lived a rural life
thorny bushes
stipules of inches
often lied spread
where you could notice

it suddenly smells

probably
stupids were at bay 

Hatred and Pathetic self makes brain (s) opaque and wisdom miraged 

male is infact a beast.

male is not always a brute hostile pathetic. It becomes so when its sojournty get dethroned. I remember so many cases but the problem is I told you I dont have a page on which I can write such thing as on this date line. Primarily certain things should be brought on the paan vala desk top : a dummy female inflateable body with preferred body features and shapes and other effects, condoms, and certain creams related to I may not write what I mean to say. Plus other sanitation aspects. It should be supplied at the highest possible subsidized rates every where. 

to realise you.

yes its a sad state of things around that male baton is so deep rooted that what to say bloody osama bin laden enjoys with wishful number of females but when a female is taken for say rajkumar aa ja then bloody howkings helicopters come out of blue but this laden is so strong it never makes a sense what is the bloody fuss about.

where people shun
I find a niche
to realise you
see you
where are you
may be on some holidays
you might have

spell of air
dust s storms
often talk to me
its fine
vertically above

I land
time free

to realise you

what not.

you often have noticed that envy turns into a nastiest ever warfare. Values can be cherished and understood but this very concept is often horribly misused to pulpit rate ones own vicious what not. 

Do write me how did you like this.

have you ever wondered after all what is that bloody hell that makes male that non sense around. Its nothing like plus or negative of charges. And why the concept of social norms / social sanctions why so. Its the Dominion syndrome both read in psychology and psychiatry. Its not contrary phenomenon of subjugation. Its offshoot s phenomenon are just parallel of psychiatry delirium . broadly a form of brutality violence insanity humiliation instinct but why a male is brute per force. Its the instinct of insecurity , a male is always insecure. infertile syndrome per force. Inorginal syndrome perforce a male is not original per force. Its only derivative existence. That creates an implosion psyche resulting into all ibid traits in different combinations.Not agreed to is just another insecurity offshoot. a male does not know what the hell he is . in chaste punjabi a male is bak bak nothing else.

today.

when I was small
at around 11 and 15 hrs
Sun was sharp
skin burning climate
a big tea pan and a bundle of glasses
it was break time for people
who worked hard
starting at 4 in morning

I thought they are hard
harsh bush
flowers of unknown scents

I never tasted that tea
it was something
I dont know

just I dont know

today

here also I will try to write something for you. In fact I am so fed up that I just want to speak with you no body else. 

of worth.

when sky has to welcome
vibrant of its being
with fingers crossed
a day
meanings of many

I have glanced
the moments
often haunted me
of blues
whites

some fragrance
it comes
as if you have
a paint of thee

ask
how are you

silence prevails

my heart opines
can you say

something

of worth

here too I will write for you only. 

I can't match my heart.

Snap s practically do not  matter at all. I think I told this also. I am having shooting pains. May be another 7-8 hrs still needed.

Rose garden s
some I have seen when I was young
I have often wondered
why only flowers are painted
why not other s one

my heart says
probably you have not remembered
you bio books

but I did not mean that

I never forget my bio
may be failure at bio
have put you close to me

my heart says
when did you fail at your bio
you never told me


but then probably

I thought
its better
I should not keep a different track

I can't match my heart.

flowers have to blossom.

No its not an easy job to write a poem I think I told you earlier. I dont know but kiran has more expertise and she writes I feel in hindi primarily that makes a lot different English is something more tough to handle in case of poems. She is writing a book I have no communication with her so I dont know much. any how I am trying.

I have seen
day after day
where I used to
things turned distasteful

some of the memories
gone worst eye shore

some prickle heart
other dont spare my body
may be I have read bio logy

some was asking
these flowers
april may be a different
another variety

I was wondering

why only variety bothers

then I saw at the garden boy
well in 50's
too conversant
least concerned

may be
for him

flowers have to blossom

uttam job.

safai ka kaam and manual job is the uttam possible work. In case of teachers it has been referred that if they can not do a lesser job they should do a high more high dignified job. Donkey word is the most sacred word even in bio logical terms as it serves and serves and is the nearest to HIM.

we have deleted this post with no stake on it. 

a little I have.

the hi fi words of gestation period cooling period rocket start soothening hotting up etc etc in industrialization of a state is a bloody words of the fools. The biggest mantra is keep the working hand s busy and focused. eg in developing solar plates of different sizes and their related equipment s to produce power for various uses  may it be kitchen or a trolley of any purpose for either human or goods coverage s etc. etc.

when the sky is dark
you shall come
flowers of your heart
colours I know
you like the best

fragrance of thee
lit large

I try
know a little

a little I have

do you remember janata  uprisal move I will check from he was poisoned by Indra Gandhi yes some jai parkash with excess nitrogen making his kidneys fail and he died on dialysis machine. this was done with the strong doctor fraternity syndrome. purchased by Indra Gandhi.

probably you are not aware that doctor s have a strong pathetic fraternity that simply does not recognise any ethics what so ever it may be. That is the reason this drama has taken such a nasty shape.

Those who happen to be in industry / activities regarding eatable s whether raw or cooked must be trained on the spot training how keep the things clear of pesticides insecticides germs bacteria virus etc etc with special emphasis on handling washing etc. It will increase their market fame hence leading to more and more dependability and sales and hence gross GDP/ etc etc 

any how that snap could not be taken : Indian corporates are lagging behind in two basic things : financial prudence and ever increasing demand by the controller s some this buck and that buck. Interest free loans to Indian corporate s is a novel idea as trillions of rupees are lying as dead money and Indian banks are not good entities at all as only BM Aggarwals rule them. I feel my point is clear. Yes small entrepreneurs are equally good to be given interest free loans against some credible human security as Indian peoples are simply ethics less. An Indian thinks that he or she has done his her duty whilst giving a rum ki bottle to Mr Bheron' ji so now its free for all etc etc. whilst banker s feel they are nothing less Mr Modi or the person in apex power s. and kisan he or she feels fanda laga lo kumar vishwas to' bhonk hi dega apni poems meirei bacho kei lyein'

all said but a chain of small savings banks and if not interest free extremely nominal interests loans should be given to all responsible Indians may it be a rikhshwala taxi wala paan wala ice cream wala or any vendor or any one who is interested in doing some tangible job. It will increase gross GDP.

At what cost.

I do not know whether you could find time to know that once there was a phase when red books / literature was supplied free to youth that saw a period of uprise against the establishment of India some where after say 69 or so. The so called samajvad phase. Every body has a right to freedom of what not. But probably no body has thought freedom of this what not comes at what costs. This phase has never come on any part of the globe. Now a days the phase of have a mike or a media page so to say and start becoming the prime minister of India as hamein' bhonkna sub ko eisa lagta ki vo iss rastein' apnein' armano ko chaand per bitha sakei ga but alas at what cost. 

Its a fact Neta ji Subash Chander Bose did not die in a crash. He was on the side of loosing one and hence a war criminal as per law so there was no option left for him but to live his rest of life as a disguised one and he died well past 90 yrs. Nehru could have helped him but gandhi and nehru combine had no place for him. I will write poem but not related to this dark side of life. wait. Japanese and Germans were more deadliest as compared to British so that part of story is really very bad on historic point of view. Both types of peoples were made of literally psychiatric sick monolithic social system s. That is not my point of writing this letter to you. but I am going to sleep tomorrow night I may write for you. 

There is a heart touching real time story. At port Blair we were told a prisoner of cellular jail when faced with the dead end of life somehow managed to escape and took the shelter of local tribal s. Initially he was not accepted but then they married their two females with him. We were told they had kids as well. He motivated the tribal s to revolt and get freedom from the tyranny of the British and a mega plan was executed whereby all local attacked the garrison but at the fag end this man disclosed the secrets of locations to the British. The tribal s were murdered ruthlessly by the British gun nary and he was awarded to go home. When he cam home some where in Northern Part of India he found his foolish ness but alas it could not have been a true story.  

I just wanted.

some flowers
just blossomed
ask google earth where its
ask

we are fres'n fresh
come have it
hearts of heart
sun may make
another scene
witness es are different

skyline of your being

may be
its moment

I just wanted.

at present date line I dont have a page that is appropriate for this response : its not the people who are lazy its the teachers who make them lazy : here teacher stands for mentor in broad way of meaning eg PM modi is the most ever stupid on earth when he talked in a mentor to speak of 33 % loci for the peoples who are uneducated. Have you understood Americans and Obama. the foolish ever made on earth.
yes  copy all the tri addressed entities as my keeping this page un deleted will make rahul to speak another non sense and make the Indian masses bored ever possible. 

I told you practically its not feasible to come to your place owing to my pre occupation at work and other extra factor of your public and its related aspects which I have literally zero knowledge how to negotiate. I am trying a poem if my health allows. 

do you feel.

There was a time when it used to be said where female is not respected god never comes there. Now its the time so far female is untouched lets enjoy it and then throw away it in a dust bin and they say its the law of show business. Has there any worth production where vagina plays a lead role : never and never. even then this law is practiced by the industry as well as the masses who will correct this non sense.
today sunday is almost gone
I've done some domestic work
was thinking you might have come
some assistance could be there
at least some one to speak

but aisa ho na saka

do you feel
its okay. 

yes majority of the world population s behave like Indians only as far as this male baton is concerned. Some behave even more worst there no need to write such peoples nationalities they know it themselves. 

Indian is the most ever hypocrite society ask any who is not Indian and Pakistani s are only Indian so are Bangla burma and down stream all visible on geo graphs map.  Its for the Indian to think why its so. eg a male will always feel and think you the beauty so far you indulge in sex with you are the pious / pavitram  one but if you indulge with some one other then you see hell will broke upon you and you shall become the wicked one and this chap will run all the roads skies and norms to prove that their social sanctions are the best in world rather universe. 

near and far.

Its Sunday with me and I do not know whether you have got free from the red carpet syndrome of Paris , I have not seen any french movie as it was not a facade during my univ tenure or you can say I might have seen and dont remember.
petal s fly
showers of a day
some half
dirt is nearby
dust sticks
airy are nerves
roots sturdy
half motives
survival of blues
struck with definitions

I feel its wet day
dry shall be spell

a fragrance
aura of you

being with me

near and far

lonely I stand.

my alarm bells
speak sweet
remind
you might have come

lonely I stand
take the bubbles
as it come

morning hrs
say to my heart

its good

ways remains intact

bereft of meanings

Male baton and Deepika Padukone.

male baton is the state of mind which is prevalent across the sex determinants say males and females of all ages its visible in different forms of injustice and has nothing to do with the concept of rapes and murders etc the later are offshoots of bio logical cardinal s far more complex. I am not opening the books of laws here but non the less it gets opened as a defacto reality in the form of law of the lands exploited either way. Its not only females but males do happen to be the target/ sufferers/ succumb to this phenomenon. It derives its roots when the male is seen always pure whilst the female is seen always impure or seen as to become impure at the slightest deviation from social sanctions etc etc. I may write further its a bullshit concept otherwise hard hidden at every body brain and heart. I think I told you that human brain is something a mesh of concentric rings surrounded by hell of non sense s and one non sense takes generation s to get melted as the system does not listen to at all. So empirically you may not come to me till such time you are literally say 62 yrs of age and happening one. And the persons who played a drama during my Indian and Foreign segment with me shall definitely say why dont a clerk female is good for me instead of Deepika Padukone , in both the examples its the male baton intensified to the Einsteinium theorem of relativity of non sense but a ground reality writ large every where. I feel I do not need further elaboration to be put here. 

one by one.

my heart says
it was good when it did not know

shadows of oblivions
struck to roots
throw winds
chilled
faces I have

corned I feel
distances of heart
struck its notes

I read
one by one

every day.

opaque it s looks like
sometimes translucence of your thoughts
comes with a gist full
I am keeping my steps intact
may a day some

steps have to
its you see
pigeons fly
grains of your thoughts
sweets and catchy

it does not stick

airy my heart
dust of dusk and dawn

every day.