my vacuous life.

Its a difficult job to make you understand what your click s or say picking up my entries really make to what a life can be known. I have seen its you only and anu who has a real taste for my writing the remaining are simply inquisitive ones. None of you is available to accompany me in my vacuous  life. 

these chaps have lost their common sense.

Deepika mundane peoples have literally gone hydra headed eg the advocate seema gulati who was hand in hand with baghla and sons kapal minhas and associates krishan sukheja and associates today knocked and put my powers under horrible annoyance quotient . Probably these chaps have lost their common sense of even mundane paradigm. 

she will maintain her courage

Today another letter was in my dak folder ( probably you may not understand what is this bullshit dak folder ) it was speaking the devastation of this war that anu single handedly faced with such an unthinkable courage to say like that your whole efforts at bombay industry are minuscule in front of it. Even now she is threatened by the system. I hope she will maintain her courage to fit and fight for mundane and throw away the yolk of criminality. 

love I am so poor I lost her happiness.

Love you may not have time for me as your market value may decline the moment you come to live with me. I know you are a bubbly happy persona people get their happiness and pay for the tickets. Thus goes the chain of commerce let not be that much professor at economics. One day anu was happy with me. I was wondering is it happiness that beautiful. But love I am so poor I lost her happiness.

this much I can write to you. Oct.25.2014

I was thinking to write something then I thought you have a world of your own you hardly need my this non sense at all and how its going to make a difference at all but then I thought at least this much I can write to you.

another bali.

Probably you could not find a direct communication at your level. You have not understood that you have more chances to become another bali. I may write at a later dt on the same snap. 

fantasy is no life at all. Oct,21.2014

there is no straight reply what you may propose to ask for. I have no intention to pen down a theory but lonely life is something only lets not define it. good heart brain and good life is generally prone to attacks that destroy ones basic s of existence but then you have to manufacture a life. its very simple I cant come to you and vice verse and fantasy is no life at all. 

I ask too often. 19.Oct 2014

Love I say to myself 
lets go somewhere
away from the mad
mad is the air

I keep quiet
lets love cool down

dust is thy world
storms are the ways
means of passing
a bit 
a bit

I fail to know
my own words

why a fresh breathe
cant be there

I ask too often

I open my opaque pc. 19 Oct.2014

When I wake up
I search hard
where you have been

where you have gone

my little fingers
they ask
love 
fetch her

I open my opaque pc
put life into

say 
look 
this is your love

apnei sei hi puch lo.18 Oct 2014

kya kahun
kaisa hei 
pyar meira

apnei sei hi puch lo

na zanei yei kya kahania hein.Oct.17.2014

Dil bahut udas hei
kahata hei
lei chal kanhin
ja pyar ka basera ho

meri sunsan nazarei
aur mera dil

na zanei
yei kya kahania hein

meirei charo aur
lipti huin.

have you seen now..Oct.16.2014

my heart asks who is it
I say let me see
it goes on asking
I go on 
let me see

it pauses

I wonder
what has happened

it politely says

have you seen now.

shadows laugh. Oct.15.2014

my desolate moments
taunt me
hei
unlucky chap

I keep quiet 

shadows follow
as if
time has struck
a tone
a note
not known to me

I ask 
is it true

I find 
no reply

shadows laugh
some times
at me
may be 
at other moments

on them selves.

Deepika you are politely informed dont put any sarcastic connotations to my pencil unthinkable cosmic powers its me only who is keeping them quiet else they dont bother of your systems etc etc.

then I feel painting is not required infact. Oct.06.2014

I dont know I was looking for a snap with whom I can talk a little bit. Your most of the one s are too away from my choice of happening any how sometimes I feel I am not a good painter then I feel painting is not required infact. 

I am very sad try if you can come. Oct.05.2014

Your om shati om has a minuscule touch if you have read my remarks of the happenings around let not be in a discussion pattern of my pencil entirety. I am very sad try if you can come. 

I have further no comments. Oct.10.2014

I have taken this snap just to remain intact and see the music of time ahead. As I earlier told you my friend krishan sukheja has played a kapal minhas but further I am not supposed to pen down. He has boasted that hell with his nautanki he is not bothered I have further no comments. 

I hope you can understand my English language. Oct.2.2014

I think I have written many letters to you and also have appreciated your intelligent nerves but probably you are not aware you are not equipped with that know how that can make you fight the mundanes. The paraphernalia which you happen to have around you is rather a hindrance to normal life and burden on your normal life and to a certain extent its an antithesis of existentials. I hope you can understand my English language.