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Darlin I will never allow you go this girl way
I tell you what happened
she promissed me to marry
one fine day
a bloody dalal lady came
she sold her to a bloody jamadar
but today when I saw you
you appear to have no jamadar around you
its a good thing
but
still I dont trust
Darwin is such horrific
any day
a dalal can come
YES LOVE
my heart doesn't get pleased
I have searched you
some where
all around
where ever I could afford to be
my heart asks
you the damn
tell me
one thing at least
how to achieve my Deepika
I keep quiet
I say look at this picture
it retorts
don't you dare be fool me
I really see around
where I am sitting at present
but I know
you are
busy
that is the only word
my heart
fails to understand.
My heart is hell annoyed with me today
hell with you
and your other worldly prowess
I am dieing all alone
there is not even a thread of voice
with whom
I can spend
a little time
the coveted nerves
I throw away
all you boast off
I have not responded
may be
you shall come
today
to have
a cup of coffee
or say tea
or say hot chocolate fudge
or say simply chocolate
or say
a word of your own choice
time is not given
place is not mentioned
tell me
what is your nice choice
I was lost into your eyes
but my heart said
do you feel
I am damn dummy with you
I could not say anything
I really wanted to feel
the love
residing hidden
the Antarctica
of my own making
some how
I realized
its better
not to read too much
I remember
Lord is not
what you feel
its simply unpredictable
one day
Arjuna asked
Hei Krishna
why the hell I should fight
what is the necessity
at all
Lord kept quiet
Arjuna asked again
the reply never came
but ibid is not a truth
but my heart asked
hell with your philosophy
what you want to say
tell in clear terms
I know
if I tell what is there
it never accepts
do pay
to the tea boy
at your market
I have deliberately
not paid
Till this event- full day
my heart has never liked sad but romantic songs
one is : jis ko rab ki hei talash usei wahi melei
mughei to bas meirei yaar ki jhalak meilei
its a title song sung by raj kumar of heer ranjha of Indian make ( I have catched the words for the first time - I know there are so many misses )
my heart asks
Darlin
where is my heer
I keep quiet
this time I am too scared of using my scientific know how
but one thing is there
I really don't know
why there is a dynamics of change in my liking
my heart says
you can never understand
its you only
which I have seen
whilst hooked to
the romantic songs
I sometimes see my heart
then my dummy brain
hell stuffed with ultimate sciences of the universe
then my pencil
I really don't know
who is a right choice at this moment
my pencil suddenly whispers
Darlin
every body can ditch you
but I will remain intact with you
my heart opines
is it you have
suddenly come to reside
at my pencil
My heart and me
we never see eye to eye
the crunch and my bio entity
I find a mismatch everywhere
my heart asks
Darlin
can you tell me
whether a day shall ever come
that I can live at least
I hardly know
what to tell it
I politely gather strength
I goad my heart
I really don't know
what a life stand for
but on Monday
I will give you a life
at least for 15 minutes
it says
how
I explain
I will start my car and shall enjoy to reach Bank of Baroda Defence Colony New Delhi with stereo at its best. I shall go to your place but I really don't know whether you will be there or not. I hope you will be there for a few moments. I will ask you something and for such time that job is finished I will have a life.
my heart asks me
Darlin can I laugh at you
I see my heart
and
my deserted but live environs.
My love lady officer BoB defence colony New Delhi
I know a bank officer is handsome paid
probably its not my cup of tea
I have a difficult heart with me
it never gets pleased up
its sees you
your aura
where ever it happens to be
one day
it saw a beautiful girl
her cotton strips
and her looks
it thought
its you
it went to a twist twirly around her
months together I convinced this stupid
my dear its not yours
its some other beauty
and that too
she is mad
with a bloody tapaouria
but the hell bound
dirtiest chap
it never budged
on Monday
I have promised it
I will show
who is your love
nights of my cocoons
ask
where are you
I have searched you
my soul has probably retired
but the search remain intact
is it
I write for the name
probably
that may be true
I have left
to decipher
true and false
together
may be
its too heavy
my nanons
my own makings
some
come to fast
I ask
where you have been
all the way
they ask
instead
where were you been
all the moments
of ours
WHEN YOU WERE TO
U WERE ASKED TO BE CAREFUL
TIME PLAYED ITS ROLE
I DIDN'T FAIL YOU
I KNOW
ITS ULTIMATE PRICE
SOME DESERVE
OTHERS RESILE
BILLIONS EXPLOIT
I WISH
I WILL ENSCONCE YOU
THE OTHER MOMENTS
I know you will never read this article
you hardly know
I am here only
the day I met you
it has become
a yardstick
the lonely moments
the fixed quoient of mine
I have
started
packing my luggage
but I do not know
what is the journey
and least known
the destiny
what to talk of
the place
where I am designed to go
when ever I recall Mahadevi verma
a hindi poet of the yore
my toughest nerves
simply shade into blues
I know
it CAN never happen
rose gardens can only be made in the skies
sand dunes have to flow
at the mercy of the winds
my heart asks
Darlin
don't be that much cruel
can you make
my rose gardens
and sand dunes
at least with your infinite some pencil
I sometimes see myself
then my heart
and then my pencil
it says a lot
but I do not ask it
to run
my little key pad asks me a lot
but I keep quiet too long
may be
I see what the environment fails to recognize
Aren't we too incognito are impulsive lot around
Indra regime made a mess with mindless personal laws
are we that naive
ages have not made us sane enough
why we equate criminals to our revered ones
is it we are that poor
knowledge doesn't make a dent at our brains
cast is the ultimate sin
it percolates down to
what we dither to understand
but
why we make alibi
do we like traps
to get trapped ourselves
for endless oceanic period/time to come
I have tried
may a day come
you shall see
what I have learned
so assiduously
over the ages
the heart lives
where the hearts breathe
