Monday, February 29, 2016

colour I have.

flowers often say
scent laden our ways
colorful is the day
nights we sleep
thus you say
flowers of your heart

blue and dark sky
wait for sun
star s say we are more
bright full

I stop to see
flowers of your heart

scent laden
colour I have




Sunday, February 28, 2016

I cant say.

We could not go to carnik as its around 12 hrs hectic schedule so that's a part of academic interests during the lectures. Ross was good but again it was tight packed schedule hardly enough time to see however its not a big place hardly a few km of up hill walk etc. Your world people some I dont remember his name just recently involved in scuffle in domestic affairs having some scars at face , he was probably hired by local interests but the presentation was not fit to the tourists mood from my angle as no body wants to be bloody melancholic for the time at hands ( yes some OM Puri ). There was no time for window shopping but sea side during evening hrs at main Port Blair is good enough but only with a proper company. Well that is a big if one can have. Then one can make his camera or his heart his company but again it depends. I saw quite a few person s absorbed in the environs but any how. Hotel room s were shared so I can not say anything. Jolly boy I am trying to recast.

water bottles were against some money
disposables and plastics were banned
it were school going ones
boat was shaky old tethered out but good
having a small one toed to it for sight ferrying
the transparent base I told you love

the big one started like a truck load with gunny bags
romanticism of nerves played music as it turned to be
they start in batches of 5-6 big boats with toed away ones

morning hr freshness
sea was studded with islands like emeralds
not all are visible
its looks like an exotic tour

you were where
I cant say. 
nahi every day its a disturbed night nothing special. 

I saw in a news paper.

beauty lies at the heart
I have read sometimes at school days
you were sitting at touching distance
some words you spoke
I was guessing for whom
we were ten in that small boat
bottom with transparent base
I didn't ask anything to the guide cum boat man
verbatim he spoke
you wondered did I remember my zoological classes so sharp

I told you seamless effortless doing toughest
serene crystal clear waters made the corals look at hands felt distance
the pearls I got for you
you might have missed huge magnanimous bluish green pearl urchins
I saw my friends were jealous of quick purchases
someone asked
dont you feel you are wasting k's

when from foreign segment back
only I was late at the morning class

I could see why every male was in time

you were basking
some miami beach

I saw in a news paper. 

I will write love.

Jolly Boy this time Red skin I havn't seen
people say its on the other side towards west
it makes total 15 only two are open to tourists

boat was comfortable
you sat somewhere
have you seen a ship
it has the point where its difficult
professor at Asian Institute of technology
a little hard at English
she often accepted
its difficult you see
its difficult you see
I know its difficult you know

I remember at the closing laugh
Director Defence Headquarter Training Institute
we have tried you could do from very tough
to very difficult and then tough with less ease
effortless doing tough may be Deepika padukone

I will write love. 

Saturday, February 27, 2016

I did so much.

Havlock and Kalapathar
just stretch your arms
see the east side
close and open your eyes
it vibrates like your heart
put your shadows on it
it makes the vibrant you happen to be

some were inquisitive
what I will do with
I have brought some hearts
from here for you
it feels like the way you are

I wished you could be with me

you will say
I was with you only
you could have checked

I did so much



I am waiting for you.

it was a mix come true
some (let me see its nomenclature ) karvin Cove
hill side shimla late evening
see side a resort where ocean speaks to you

midway you stood with someone
ignoring me as if never knew
I walked slow and fast
if it s really you
but my heart and brain
could never be unison

someone told hurry
we were at throbbing the warmth of waters
you still accompanied me

Hei cried the boy
water scooter I tried
you were laughing hi at seas
I asked she is there
slow a little slow
it still fled touching you
splashing like you
your hands full

you could come along
I was waging slow half pents in one hand
I paid the bills
you asked that much

I could fly free
you see

I felt the sand s
Sun asked its me
see you later

sea shell s I got from here
silvery fresh
some blue and green
other sound loud but sweet and pride

come
I am waiting for you.




it was quiet calm.

when airs were fresh
it was chyria tapu I saw you
shores were quiet calm
I asked someone of some dil chalo chaand kei uus par chalo
I felt you came to breath with me
I could touch you
feel you
you were not in hurry to fly away
I asked you
look every where
its eyes full stream s of thee
you noded yeah

I felt it was coming
direction free

echoes I hear
it was quiet calm

I picked your finger
see Sun shading away
I felt your heart
touched its might
cool and warmth

it was quiet calm

Jai Hind.

Sparrows
sparrows I searched you
botany I read
red teak threw its entirety
smart and fresh glows modern with tales
I stood asking you
you could not hear what I said
I paced my steps
time was fast
crystal clears blue ocean lake of thy hearts
some shades stood large far flung
I could see tales glaring straight to
steps I could
time was sharp
I cached some bubbles for you
sparrows you could have missed
what I meant

I could see tales coming again
fast and fresh
sound free

calm waters played what I could hear
I know you sing a song too
sparrows you could have missed

Jai Hind. 
Denial of legitimacy at one's own perceptions etc etc is an anarchy personified to the truest possible level this is what public at large and individuals at large actually do it internally at their thought and action s put together. This is what that often called the male baton. This male baton is not only males as such but females have this male baton in their hands brains and what not. They often believe at their heart s that a vagina that is a bloody a bori / gunny bag of what not is of what worth at all what to talk / "to talk of " pious ness etc etc. This is the truest form of illegitimacy and cruelty writ large every where possible. 

Wednesday, February 24, 2016

I may be sad.

I may be sad tethered blue
you may not come
lamps on lanes
shades
shades
shades I have seen

I may be sad
tethered blue

lamps on lanes
shades
shades ask as if

I may be sad

Monday, February 22, 2016

tell shores.

tell shores
its full moon day
water s shall strike
hard fast
breaching beach
what you have felt

I stood silent
late evening
camera wasn't with me
eyes full
thoughts of you
water s blew
out of proportions

it were miles and miles
eyes could see
stormy thunderous mighty

I have known

tell shores

Saturday, February 20, 2016

I dont think I have written a double meaning English. When I say picked up a phone it actually means a phone call from your side by you only no alibi irrespective of the constraints at your hand as you can very well talk to me and tell of your environment so that you can have a topic to talk at. 
this day you should have picked up your phone and called me. That is probably you have not understood inspite of the fact that you happen to be intelligent brain ever possible. 

Friday, February 19, 2016

my torn out clothes.

my torn out clothes
your fragrance
it comes
daffodils of my heart

I feel it again
how it comes
so close
so fast

I have never been
with you
either way

my torn out clothes


Very good morning. you hardly need to pack : dont be crazy in not coming here : that may create problems for whole hell what not. 

Thursday, February 18, 2016

Good night. I dont know your life style but tomorrow is working day. bye bye.

lotus I was told.

Good Evening. I am trying if I can write a poem for you . I dont know but may be its really difficult to write something.
lotus I was told
some I have seen
my eyes often say
I try to make a sense

lotus I was told

I have learned
my be lots more
I have to know

days ask me

what is this night

I have yet to know

lotus I was told
Good Morning Deepika. I am not okay today : may be a slight change of season in Delhi. you are expected in this house on this Saturday : yes its a reminder to you. 

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

good morning.

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Good Morning Deepika 

Monday, February 15, 2016

I refrain.

you see love you spend your whole time with non sense around but when you pick your mike you are profusely made to the point so is me. why I should write something that is not mike savory.
I do not know
where love has gone
put s it so
the vacant words
phrases
lines
speaks
thee is might
not known

silence is buzz
I refrain

palms.

Good Morning love.
I do not know where are you as I expected you will be in a comfort zone to be with me but as the things could have been I have found my this house in wait ever before.

palms
free and open
dew drops slide
pearls I suppose
exist some where

unheard un noticed
least realised

palms


Sunday, February 14, 2016

whispers my heart.

when vacuity has stormed
I have recalled
you may have

stormy thee waves
ask
wait

retired
fist full eyes struck

I see the lanes

you r steps

whisper s my heart


good Morning love : I am leaving for Delhi and suddenly got it that you happened to be my actual ground level relevance. I hope you will find time from your hectic life to have some moments at delhi with me.yes - I wanted to complete this line but let it be something to be told to you at delhi .

Saturday, February 13, 2016

good morning love : today its saturday 5.45AM at malacca  we are leaving for singapore and with a least defined schedule : lets hope it will be fine. 

Friday, February 12, 2016

come my love.

probably I  like only your snap. That you know I can write without even a snap but you being in front of me gives a meaning to write.
this way that may be
let me know
what is there
a wish of thoughts
heartful
I have searched
hard
at my heart

it comes
but says
neighs
what not
I keep my word
this way that may be

lets come
forget
I may be
what you feel

come
my love

good morning love .

Thursday, February 11, 2016

yes Deepika I always feel lonely without you may it be any environmental set ups. 

I have yet to know.

Words roll on zones
I have to tell
say some thing
may be
I have to know

spell of
what I know
may be
moments change
I guess again

words come
go with whims

I tell
may be

I have yet to know 
good morning love : today is thursday the last day at KUL , friday is meant for malacca , the attachement which I got from delhi for plug in has got broken just now and it may not be possible to charge this slim book as the time ahead is practically meant for winding up and back to delhi. May be I get some alternative but not sure. cell has some software angle it does not come to this page and writing at face book is other alternative which I may not opt for. May be in delhi I will be able to respond from now. It looks as if once one moves out it becomes a space like factors in many facets. I used to go at univ excertions but then at that time you were not there to respond and chalo choro fir baad mein. 

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

good morning my love.

Good Morning love.
when it has retired
on shores
hazy twisty sketched
colours meaningfree
evenings have asked

where is the morning

it finds
silence thou prevails
comes as it reverberates
stones
some hard
soft is the skin

ask
where is the morning

I keep my calm
as I say

good morning my love

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

Good evening love : I do not know whether I can really write a poem for you. Nothing as I told you I am simply not telling you anything. 

a dude.

Good morning Love : may be I dont know much : I was getting up at 4 previously now its late say today I got up only at 6 : depends tropical effect may be there. may be you are more in love than as I am that might have made my system a dude.

Monday, February 8, 2016

Good Morning love . its around 6.02 AM here at Kualumpur : I may be able to know the prog of the course after a few hrs.
well ! yes its something you know better, I once saw your snap whilst alighting from a train at new delhi railway and the guards were absorbed to notice the chemistry of magnolia s whilst I could notice the ganges were spread calm over the stones of umpteenth nerves. 

Sunday, February 7, 2016

sex I mean to say sexuality as well  , I am aware some crank hydra headed are targeting me and have been busy through this week through remote controlled beautiful females, one is sacha sauda baba sirsa wala another is some sri sri crank who has recently been awarded by Govt of India , he/ the former one literally attempted to kill me four times the last being at Delhi when he got crashed a vehicle in my near proximity but the chance it would have been that it struck else where and I accidentally got saved. 
yes I know you are a little confused why I am not commenting on the scenario of where I happened to be for the time of a few days : there are many reasons to it. I have seen in India as well sex being abused as a weaponry by different strata of life vis a vis different interests group or power group etc may be there are many more reasons to keep me silent on this topic but I have certain bio logical reasons as well as I am horribly read at bio logy as well. 
good morning love. nahi deepika writing the word love has it s own world of expressibility : depends as when I see you take a little longer whilst I put my lines at post status I somehow gather you are probably busy at so many aspects of your life: I dont know much but with a  chalo choro kyon sceince ka kachara karna hei. 

Friday, February 5, 2016

good morning : I was in a little hurry this late night. Today again : I was thinking your style of ways is very hectic : hectic does not necessarily implement happening. It may be a science only but I will write while I will be in Delhi. but I think I told kiran of the shallow contour of these primordial cardinals. 

Thursday, February 4, 2016

you hardly need packing something for you.

nothin I was thinking you may again play a smart game to doge me but be careful you have to come once for collecting your things. yes 20th Feb is the date you simply can not remain anywhere but for with me at Delhi. 

Good Morning.

schools univ colleges
I have heard
tee tops
monkeys
bargad is smart
as it stands
spreaded are wings
air y fresh
oozing magma
visible through

I have felt
with a piece
pieces at large

Good Morning

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

I catch some.

watch es I could have brought
some sound
fantasy of mine
coming striking
thud I have
with
without
a meaningfull

clicks at
as it sounds
watch es I could

I open some books
some articles
start s make no end
end sounds beyond

I have
some articles
words glance
one by one

I catch some
with
without
meaningfull 

railway tracks.

strings of a spring
generally doctors opines
cerebellum has black radiators

doctor s may not get a sense of it
they are only bloody tool kits

but doctorates
they are fits on the system

I have often wonders
railway tracks

they carry
what a combine
it possess

retire
reckless
co exists

I have changed
the course

railway tracks 

dont do it again.

yes its interesting Deepika you can make what I felt to tell you of my latest love poem to you , its definitely an extremely different way of writing but you told you r person to contact me on phone why you dont do it yourself you have wasted my rs 70/- per call. dont do it again.

some good s trains.

univ at
where I see
some railways
when good s train
morning and evening
speak in unison
univ at

flowers speak
look like too
fragrance of univ
I have left
in unison
at oblivion
railways speak
some goods train

suddenly I feel.

current waives
retire upon the rest
dictionaries vocabularies
it says
its fresh air
laden old melodies
ask
I see my polite ponder
why I keep
buzz words
dictionaries say
some
feel what I take time

suddenly I feel

sudden is that

fresh waives retire
retire
with
suddenly I feel

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

the books.

fear psychosis
when I learned
it was school days
teachers with books
at their hands

fear psychosis
I have learned
when doctors
came across

fear psychosis
I learned
whilst I was having books

I have yet to know
the books

may be.

land locked
some sand dunes
fly past
create another
the world of their
I have known

sand dunes
I have tried
eves
criss cross
moon often comes
lets talk
its time

I have known
what I could

may be

moon has yet to come



Platform I will try.

platforms
some broken
trees spread ed with ages
belie ing each one
U have seen
may be me too

platforms
remain where there are
I have seen trains
some fast slow sturdy
may be myself too

sometimes stars of the nights
said
I failed every time
make a sense

platform s

when this time
I will be
I will look again

may be
not again

platforms
I will try 

write the least.

the best things are created
when beauty lies around
and heart feels
you have not developed
your eyes
brain as well
I ponder at
jargons I happen to write
see the jargons
I faced

waves I have surfed

I ask many things
at my breaths

find a little
that makes
reply to the aftereffects

waves U have surfed

its askes
your jargons
they are simple
that what you say

write the least 

when did I talk.

Good Morning
a little thing I have
it asks
you told me
woods are deep
miles to go
I have not understood
I smiles at smiles of mine
some of yours
and wonder
is that smiles are that exotic
I have studied biology
to the heart of hearts
made me a little
what should I say
it say s
You make much of confusion
whilst talking to me

I smile at smiles

when did I talk

Monday, February 1, 2016

Its how I recluse.

my moments ask
she may be good
well hearty hale
at her whelms
I read my words
make more
if it fit
what I wanna convey you

I know
this time is yours
as it was never
mine

moments say
are you jealous

neigh
I dont mean that

its how
I recluse
I wanna write
a theorem
something of you
another
may be me

I ask
can I write

beats say something
chirping of birds

I see
where are they

one by one

flying over the horizon
of my heart

cages of
thoughts are known
contents belie
one by one
what I have
at hand

day after day

may be
flying over the horizon

I need no words.

I ask time
go and see
where is you
come with
what may not be told
I need no words

It laughs at its smiles

I may not know
what it meant

whether it has gone
where you reside

I take
beads of my
I know
I need no words
yes deepika I deliberately choose to write tough English even at love poem : ask your self ; you have the reply.

good morning.

my heart and

me
say good morning

flowers blossom
where sun shine
may be at its infancy

least known
directions of contents
I say good morning

winds may speak
what you have
at your breeze

I know little

flowers blossom

good morning .