SHADOW OF REALITY.May.26.10 contd

the title picture is what my heart looks like to me and to the Blue
but the twin of reality never see eye to eye
that's the ultimate
learned through the pages of what I happen to be

pen down syndrome
at my hearty heart
every eve
breathlessly

how come reality can take shapes
to tarmac
where I stride me, slow blown steps

with whims and desires
some coming from you

either is not relevant

I reside some where
too scary
to the exteriors

but and ifs

thoughts are better part
to live with

my heart isn't happy

but I do realise
its what
beyond the worthiness quotient
for self
and otherwise

the instincts
you see

it moves
far better than that of light

nonetheless
I remain too earthly

its better
fall from such heights

let it remain
with the haughty hearts

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