antithesis of existence.

deepika if you happen to read it : its an tragedy ; writing on your snaps have driven me in deep depression with many other complications. No one is there who can give me company in such a painful existence. its a real real big antithesis of existence.

web

web do not speak
it acts

minute some woven

supporting life

life often defys
defines

it puts definitions

web do not speak

it pulls 
as if coming
out of blue

horizons
of its making

web

pains it pulls.

statues I saw
it has made me one

pains of pulling on
its brain stopping

statue you have
its not done

pains are excruciating

statues it s breaking

dust of broken thought

pains it pulls

I ask my heart.

MY SAD NOTES

I ask my heart
its not easy
easy is not
what you mean

it has 
constraints lit large

I see
roses shriveled at

blue whales
sharks of life

bitten 
step by step

I ask my heart