Sunday, July 31, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 31,11 ;10.20 PM

I have listened to the bloody opposition just now:

You the bloody crank mind setups answer the following:-

Why NDA , Third front, BJP connived at killing/asphyxiate the young generation prospects and brute force of numbers was used to mandalise India.

Where is your bloody voting right that has played a constructive role. Do you mean a bloody cast has all rights to fail the democratic process and development of India. Why you have promoted mediocrity through your vested interests to keep in power only.

Why your voting right has not been used to shift to presidential system of government as you are well aware that brute force of voting blocks can only be neutralized by this shifting.

Why don’t you use your voting right to bring brains in all institutions.

Why don't you use your voting rights to give employment to all students on contract basis and on 5+5 yrs basis as you know the system has literally failed.

Why your voting right failed to understand that rising prices is a pure system driven parameters and have a direct bearing from international factors eg Afghan war.

Why you don’t know the basics of economics.

Why you play the game of allu , payaz, tamator kei rate politics whilst you know this is not at all a non globalized market forces.

Why political parties CAN NOT go to the basics and learn economics first before exercising their bloody voting rights.

My ultimate economics will follow

And you bloody BJP , Communists and particularly Mayawatis : simply beware : No bloody bastard can think of my worth. I am giving an hint: you can be vanished within seconds.


लफ़्ज़ मेरे
कह नहीं पाते
दिल की आवाज़
तुम भी नहीं
सुन सकते
दोनों की
अपनी-अपनी
मज़बूरियाँ हैं
पास होने पर भी
शायद इसलिए
रहती दूरियाँ हैं
बोल कुछ
अनकहे
क्यूँ नहीं
हम समझ पाते
या फिर कहीं
जानकर भी
अनजान बने रहते
अपने ही
ख़यालों में खोए
आवारा बादल की तरह
अपने ही आकाश में
भटकते रहते
एक गहरी बदली
बन कर
क्यूँ नहीं हम भी
कुछ पल के लिए
बरस पाते

I AM LEARNING COMPUTING TO REALISE YOU : JULY 31.11.5.32 PM

Whilst at my first encounter with botany as a subject I was horribly handicapped by lack of depth to decipher its Greek nomenclature.The days went by as usual. I love my subject till date.

I encountered sociology as a second main subject and the nomenclature again proved to be disgusting and monotonous. Time takes its own toll and you never know about your own accumulated worth.

प्रथम परिचय
और फिर
ख़यालों के चरखे पर
स्वप्नों की रूई कातना
बडी आम-सी
बात है

हर एक को
दूसरे व्यक्तित्व से
रंग-बिरंगी उम्मीदें होना
नहीं तो कोई
नई बात है

संकेत है केवल
मन जुडने को आतुर
हर दिशा में
गतिमान है

MS FARAH HASAN YOU ARE VERY BEAUTIFULL BUT YOU TAKE VERY ODD TOPIC TO TACKLE WITH

the so called cardial arrest is not at all genetically driven. The scientists and doctors have gone crank and simply lying. The reasons are somewhat too intrinsically paradoxical. The net intake of Kcal of food per diem is the basic cause of accumulation of cholesterol. It is infect a scientific empire.


The harsh reality, people don't want to listen to; its a psychiatric aspect not a bullshit genetic driven paradigm.

पलकों पर
सजे सुनहरे सपने
पत्तों पर
गिरे चमकीले मोती
चांदनी पर
खिले सफ़ेद फूल
हमें बताते हैं
हमारी भूल

ये सब
बिखर जाते हैं
कुछ पल में
विचार नहीं बदलते
जीवन-भर

जीवन नदी है
कहीं नहीं रूकती
चाँद-सूरज
कभी नहीं थकते
जैसे रूका पानी
असहनीय हो जाता है
वैसे रूके विचार
अमानवीय हो जाते हैं

विचारों को
सपनों की तरह
टूटने दो
मोतियों की तरह
बिखरने दो
फूलों की तरह
झरने दो

तभी हमें
अहसास हो पाएगा
एक नई सुबह का

Saturday, July 30, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 30. 10.13 PM

When I am putting my best to concentrate at soft systems around: I ask my self what the hell I will do with this know how. I am standing at a threshold of know how where whole the hell knowledge takes a backlash and gets imploded on itself.

I have often wondered what is the ideal way of existence.

Whilst on my way to my village I have stopped too often at a road side eatery (dhaba) at Hansi Haryana. Probably my heart looked for you and the pedals stopped short of the exertion factor of the straight drive to that point. I have often drove only at too odd hrs say I crossed your city at around 12 AM onwards.

The Car has got crashed so is my heart.

but.

Love!

my soul is intact so are my struggles.

and I am made for it.

प्रथम परिचय
और फिर
ख़यालों के चरखे पर
स्वप्नों की रूई कातना
बडी आम-सी
बात है

हर एक को
दूसरे व्यक्तित्व से
रंग-बिरंगी उम्मीदें होना
नहीं तो कोई
नई बात है

संकेत है केवल
मन जुडने को आतुर
हर दिशा में
गतिमान है

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH. JULY 30,11 ; 2.29 PM

Law makers are the most crank lot around. They make laws out of emotional quotient whilst the existential world is no where existing on it. It would be better a panel of senior Psychiatrists should clear a law at first hand. It must have veto powers to struck down the unscientific and non workable paradigm.

पौधों की तरह
लोगों की भी
कई किस्में हैं
कई नस्लें हैं

कुछ लोग
गुलाब की तरह
सदा मुस्कुराते हुए
कुछ रजनीगंधा की तरह
सिर्फ शामों में
महकते हुए
कुछ बरगद की तरह
जीवन की
गहराईयों और
सुदूर आकाश तक
फैले हुए
कुछ घास की तरह
गहराईयों और ऊँचाइयों से
अनभिज्ञ
जीवन की ऊपरी तह तक
सिमटे हुए

कुछ सूरजमुखी की तरह
बाह्यमुखी
कुछ छुईमुई की तरह
अंतर्मुखी
कुछ धतूरे की तरह
जहरीले
कुछ नागफनी की तरह
कंटीले
कुछ सदाबहार की तरह
हरदम साथ निभाने वाले
कुछ मौसमी फूलों की तरह
मौसम के साथ बदलने वाले

प्रकृति
कितनी विविधता
तुममें समाई
बहुत जानकर भी
आँखे कहाँ
जिन्दगी को
ठीक से
समझ पाई


Friday, July 29, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 29.11,11.42 PM

There is an Indian bitch and her name is Rakhi Sawant and of course she is represented by a counterpart known as bloody bastard BJP kei Promod Mahajan ki aulad. The crank families produce the pathetic hearts.

Here is the ultimate science of psychiatric inhibition quotient and how it got exploited by VP Singh of NDA govt of India and a bloody langra MP of the current session of Indian Parliament who represented the erstwhile mandalisation of indian live world, (May be his name is only Jaipal Reddy but such pathetic names are better to be forgotten for ever), Hitler, Napoleon, Muslim pathetic king Aurangzeb, “Min..” dynasty of China, Mayawati of India, Jayalalitha of Southern parts of India, The Muslim Invaders belonging to parts of central Asia eg Mahmud Gori/Gaznavi, Ahemad Shah Abdali, Nadir Shah.

The developing brain has a basic threshold value of exploring the environs around. Its equally applicable to all bio world. Eg Virus, bacteria, Viruloid.

This bio feedback gets a loop of UNIX.

Now I say I am proud of Kiran Malhotra.

सुर्ख़ फूल गुलाब के
बिंध जाते
देवों की माला में
सफेद मोगरा, मोतिया
सज जाते
सुंदरी के गजरों में
रजनीगंधा, डहेलिया
खिले रहते
गुलदानों में
और
पीले फूल कीकर के
बिखरे रहते
खुले मैदानों में

बंधे हैं
गुलाब, मोगरा, मोतिया
रजनीगंधा और डहेलिया
सभ्यता की जंजीरों में
बिखरे चाहे
उन्मुक्त हैं लेकिन
फूल पीले कीकर के
हवा की दिशाओं
संग संग बह जाते
बरखा में
भीगे भीगे से
वहीं पड़े मुस्कुराते

देवों की माला में
सुंदरी के गजरों में
बड़े गुलदानों में
माना नहीं कभी
सज पाते
फिर भी लेकिन
ज़िन्दगी के गीत
गुनगुनाते

मोल नहीं
कोई उनका
ख्याल नहीं
किसी को उनका
इन सब बातों से पार
माँ की गोद में
मुस्काते
वहीं पड़े अलसाते

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 29.11. 9.36 AM

The today’s moments of mine and encounter with a reality well known

Whole of Indian caste syndrome paradigm revolved around

The real aspect is hardly encountered by the senses

There is hardly any need of depressive and emotional backwaters

Let us evolve on harsh reality of bio world and remove the inhibition quotient

Rose gardens are never promissed

Make it your own ones

People can spare money for alcohol, drugs

But not for toilets

Let’s have sense

To walk on the roads

Writ large with thorns

Of the hearts

Brains together

कोई पुराना ख़त
केवल ख़त नहीं
गूँज होती है
अतीत की
छाया होती है
जीवन व्यतीत की
पहचान होती है
खो चुके
व्यक्तित्व की

Thursday, July 28, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 28.11; 9.19 PM

In Haryana the goonda raj of chautala is more than evident but the tragedy is congress does not look to the aam adami chahat. In Indra Gandhi cauldron of politics the eunuchs of chamchavad has created a hell scenario around eg Hindu personal act, whilst that of third front's misdemeanors of reservation the so called mandalisation etc of crank NDA oligarchs. The problem with Indra raj and NDA dictators remained that no body looked after the village level problem eg roads, pani bizali etc. This aspect has been hacked by the gunda politicians over the length and breadth of Indian scenario. The Bofors gun which gave victory to India in Kargil war was a bloody main 'muda' of elections by the crank dictators of NDA + BJP and interestingly this is still under litigation whilst every body knows that there is hardly any point of ponderance. I have just seen a politician simply barking upon a hapless reporter. The problem is: young minds are highly crushed by the factor of psychiatric aspects eg Inhibition quotient. I’ll write threadbare but the crank and haughty chairs should think before barking eg there has had been a Director in my office. This lady was known for her guts and dare devil decisions but she was drunk with her success and made the hell around. Success and muscular power (all inclusive) do not guarantee you to behave like Yaub Khan, Yayiha Khan of the yore.


shaayad
पूरी ज़िन्दगी
कुछ खोई हुई
चीज़ों के
पीछे की भटकन है
बाहर मुस्कुराहटें
भीतर वही
तड़पन है

The scenario of land acquisition at Noida could have been settled like this:

I have whole heatedly listened to your grievances and demands. I assure you that no brute force shall be used hence forthwith . But my dear friends this is a point of ponderance that some illegal elements do exploit the tender hearts. Further, we are Indians and we keep our words. I assure you that Ram adage of pran jaye par vachan na jaye shall be adhered to by all the sides.

कभी लगता
जैसे पूरी ज़िन्दगी
कभी न
ख़त्म होने वाली
अमावस की
रात है
सैकड़ों सितारे
टिमटिमा रहे
लेकिन
चांद के
न होने का
एक गहरा
अहसास है
जो चीज़
खो जाती है
फिर क्यूँ वह
इतनी ज़रूरी
हो जाती है


Wednesday, July 27, 2011

LOVE DEFIES DEFINITIONS JULY 27.11.11.27 PM

At a moments I studied under the light of a kerosene oil lamp with glass chimney. Nothing went into my mind. Now the pc is confronting me and nothing goes into my mind except your love.


kabhi kuch
do' shabad

lagata hei
tumarehei anchal ki hawa
phir se !!

अनुभूतियों के दस्तावेज़
स्मृतियों के संग्रहालयों में
एक कोने में पडे़
आज भी
अनुभवों की कहानी कहते

बीते पलों की
पगडंडियों पर
हर ओर बिखरे
अतीत के ज़र्द पत्ते
बहारों की दास्तां सुनाते

दिन आते
फिर जाने कहाँ
खो जाते

ख़यालों के
चंद सिक्के
कुछ जमा-पूंजी
रह जाते


Monday, July 25, 2011

LOVE IS A SILENT VOLCANO JULY 25.11. 11.36 PM

I will not say let’s re-read or reiterate William words worth but I shall not deny too. Well Keats probably has gone beyond our reach. So let’s try where we got lost. The Norway incident speaks of the pathetic environs which surround us. Manmade disasters shall need our sociologists to think beyond their cocoons.

It’s rather a difficult notion to point to a pointer of computing sciences, nonetheless the brains should think of multidisciplinary approach towards the challenges that belie solutions and bring havoc from the blue.

Some of the points the teachers at school level should be clear at:

Religion can be a positive and adhesive force.

Adventures are to be construed only on scientific and particularly psychiatric parameters.

Teachers must remember humorous hearts are horribly prone to psycho pathetic behavioral traits. (The reason is equally horrible to know that humorous hearts are less evolved on eq level and hence they hide with vengeance the ill wills and negative connotations of thought mechanism to bring sweeping changes in their dream world which they actually are not aware of it at all.) But it should not be construed that serious or gloomy mind set up should be promoted. An open secret for the secret services is that secret and stoic eyes are strong negative psychiatric symptoms acutely prone to manic bowls. Teachers should learn historical blunders, invariably; before venturing into the profession of teaching (it doesn’t mean that one should be encyclopedia Britannica.)

All the concerned secret services and teachers in particular should be trained in a super specialized art of reading the eyes and its movements, along with the meaning of the depth of each eye pattern as it can serve as an absolute biometric system for practically every set of scenario:

रात के
गहन अंधेरे में
सूरज
अपना वादा
तोड़कर
चांद को
यूँ अकेला
छोड़कर
चल दिया

नज़र के
आसमान से दूर
देखता रहा
चांद
उसके मिटते
निशान को
हर पल
मद्धम हो रहे
उसके प्रकाश को

उसके हर
क़दम के साथ
उसने
एक उम्मीद बांधी
अपने प्रेम की
बेड़ी के साथ
उसके
क़दमों के नीचे
सपनों की नींव डाली

वो कदम
तो नहीं लौटे
जो उस रात
नहीं रूके थे
लेकिन
सपनों के बीजों से
एक घना पेड़
उग आया
जिस पर
एक नहीं
सौ-सौ सूरज उगे थे

Saturday, July 23, 2011

LOVE IS COMPLETE IN ITSELF JULY 23.11.10.08 PM

When cauldron of Nature was in its infancy OF modular state of mega geomorph gene sequences, atmospheric/environs’ moisture played a crucial role in evolving upon its infinite nuances, this in stead resulted into the so called phenomenon of romantic feels related with showers. The psyche is infect a modular paradigm of constant interaction of plasmatic nucleoidal interaction which controls the whole arena of psychiatry and psychology put together.

प्रथम परिचय
और फिर
ख़यालों के चरखे पर
स्वप्नों की रूई कातना
बडी आम-सी
बात है

हर एक को
दूसरे व्यक्तित्व से
रंग-बिरंगी उम्मीदें होना
नहीं तो कोई
नई बात है

संकेत है केवल
मन जुडने को आतुर
हर दिशा में
गतिमान है

LOVE IS COMPLETE IN ITSELF JULY 23.11.9.26 PM

When a psychiatrist is delivered the first lecture by an expert tutor : he is told one “lakhshamana rekha” : not to mix psychology with psychiatry and not apply your know how on yourself. The reason is simple either you will go mad or will make the world go mad. This is what has happened with your love at my heart. The Sun simply envies its own rays.

आकाश के आंगन में
खरगोश-सी सफ़ेद
रेशम-सी कोमल
छोटी-छोटी बदलियाँ

कल थी
आज नहीं हैं
जैसे यादें कुछ पुरानी
कल थी
आज नहीं हैं

मन भी शायद
एक आकाश है
कभी पल में
उमड़ती-घुमड़ती
घटाएँ घनघोर
तो कभी
मीलों तक
लंबी खामोशियाँ...

WHEN TITLES IMPLODE ON ITSELF JULY 23.9.02 PM

This moment is the toughest one as I encountered another shifting sand dune psyche writ large around me. I really fail to understand why the hell relevance plays a truant twister around the world where I am crunched to swallow hard past my steps least known to me myself. The moments with you probably are replica of what I visualize the world around. The reality quotient is probably the same every where.

कोई पुराना ख़त
केवल ख़त नहीं
गूँज होती है
अतीत की
छाया होती है
जीवन व्यतीत की
पहचान होती है
खो चुके
व्यक्तित्व की

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 7TH 11.7.40 PM

We are a looser as de facto cardinal of psychiatric syndrome. The reason is simple our heart and brain hardly see eye to eye. The development psychiatry and neurotic psychiatric paradigm probably are at war with each other as if genome fights genome on eternity basis. I have a faith in my love but hardly know the consequences hidden at large.

लेकिन
फिर भी
अगर तुम
मेरी समझ को
समझ सको
किसी दिन
ज़िन्दगी को
शायद
अर्थ मिल जाए
उस दिन

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 23 ,11, 3.50 PM



I have often wondered at the secluded souls

Sitting at a corner of

Where they happen to be

Escape from reality is the black hole of intellectuals

The misfit silent volcanoes

we call the hearts

mistaken

we stand


अंततः फिर वही
बीच की दूरी
वहीं रह गई
ऊँचाई और गहराई
एक-दूजे की
पूरक बन
मौन-सी रह गईं

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