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lobbyists of mandalisation of Indian polity are looking for excuses in saying that Parliament failed in producing a Prime Minister
it is better these bastards should commit suicide
what Dr. Manmohan has achieved
even Nehru failed at that
why are you so angry my love
my heart whispered softly
probably you are angry at your being rejected by your illusive Love
I kept mum
but at heart of hearts I acceded
indifferent heart can not realise the real worth
but my obsession is probably beyond that
keeping relevant to myself
its the need of the hr
I replied softly
source: shipra.v
at a short distance where I wait time shall bring you like Navy Cut (made for each other).
a small sarkari milk products vendor
a few youngsters drinking their peg in coke while talking to parents as if they are made for parents only
I was thinking for whom I am here and what for
I have put on the fan
internal love lost creates magnetic heats
unbearable to the last
sometimes I feel as if you're here to enthuse me for the worldly
I see your stoic aura with disdain
as if no words can make love in an indifferent heart
but I search you where I go with a hope infinite
my heart asks
why don't you meet her in bullshit your office
I see the stoic stony waves around
find my too original feels may get hurt
and I may stop writing- the only life-line
brings the shower of cosmic love
studded with relevance
it asks again
how long
my reply is uncertain
source: shipra.v
too insincere to you my Darline
not easy hrs to keep awake for your illusions
changing weather
stagnating heart
stingy nerves
optimistic beyond maintenance
my pc and me
looking for einsteinium work equations
still relevant
finding you
from the thins
that what I find
with the expressive oceanic mist
of your magnetic mirage
at my heart
another seconds
it says
come on
sleep hrs waiting for you
its already near the running pencil
of your duty
let's be fast
that shall make you
a little sane around
I find
the clock
in reverse
as with the moments
at hand
source: shipra.v
its too easy to absorb euphoric and relevant moments
whilst you being at a sustainable development quotient
what happens thereafter
the nerves are accustomed to the present
which simply flows away with the winds
my fast stroll at rajpath
peoples of diff shades too occupied
me the odd man out
but I tried to feel the pulse
why this world is too materialistic
at the co notations infinite
I kept mum
as if you some day
shall come
to riddle of this mammoth's equations
source:shipra.v
probably the western world is preoccupied with their theorists
so may be the reasons with India
but the politico-social tectonic movements
a lot is needed to search their labs and library
as China is bound to play a heavy roller
across the border beyond the waters too
may be our hierarchy is too occupied with thins too luxurious
the national health hazard are too preoccupied with afghan chilly wonders
may be a need of coming out of the cosy beds is too scary for all the stuff around
a war may be on horizon
but why the hell
u r preoccupied
my heart asked too stealthy
as I was lost in your world of oblivion
my nerves simply laughed at
this time probably I looked more sane at interiors
you see
every warrior has a romantic side of its own
that may be stress buster
but how long
my heart asked
as if it has overwhelmed my nerves
I looked around the skies
some of mine
why the bubbles are that important
bereft of reality
may be harsh can be defeated by bubbles only
I recluded again
at your Lilian aura
as if I don't want to smell the filth around
source: shipra .v
in vitro analysis of bio-chems for euphoric relatedness is hot topic for ultra mod gene-tech
may be one day an epoch making molecules come on our eating tabs
by that the fight shall continue
but my heart do have a replica
your mist at my desktop
I was searching where you are lost
busy traffic lanes and honking vehicles
do say a lot
thro' my 24 hr FM
I hope from one to another soils of the find
where you might have stepped in
my heart quipped
how you do such unscientific thins
I look to the horizon
and the pc at one glance
reason is
some new wavelengths may resonate at your heart
to come cross
is it too unearthly
I search the meaning itself
yesterday I was standing for some reasons a arm length
you looked busy
my the docile heart never takes chance
kept silent and left the place
another set of occupations ran the seconds
I did wonder
I lost so much
in being that introvert
source: shipra.v
when you're deep at your sleep hrs
I get to know
where are you
as I am lost fighting the self
with an arsenal
known to me only
is that a process ever experienced
I search the books
find no reply
may be
my search is as exotic
as my oblivion of your find
and of mine
the mist of thoughts
the chilly winds
combine is good
for the heady hearts
so I search endless
another moment has to come
but time has become too jealous
I wait time to come
with its own whims
It wonders
no one can afford its being predecessor
how come
with your little thoughts
with lilies at my hands
wait for you
and time as well
Its fine with you
but stares at me
I construe
its jealous of my love
source : shipra.v
Morning mist and heavy armoured vehicles on Rajpath
combine was holistic for the drill of preparedness
the contemporary hierarchy is probably serious on innovations
DRDO may look deep inside
whilst the Mandalisation proving the last Mugal Emperor
I was enjoying the metallic feel of the arsenals
with re-invigorated strength
with the chilly winds coming straight from your room of deemed silence
may be
I was plotting for self
another eve for the day
evening was as fresh with the equestrian smartisans
the sing song army battle worthy band
my heart felt
much more is needed to put the things in real shape
muscular flexing bereft of ultra modern tech
its simply singing the Newtons law of motion
we are in space age
when these buggars at helms of activities shall wake up
I looked at the conference hall- British name of Parliament House
my steps were too slow
as the feels of you being already left the place
might have proved its point
source: shipra.v
when I will be driving fast over the mundane
an oasis stands at my inner half
with elixir of life and relevance
to guide the dark
to say the booby traps
may be it brings me another chance to survive
laugh with vengeance
over the detractors
even if it may be all mighty Nature
it shall bring the laser finished accuracy
my nerves may negotiate
the swamps hidden at my defeated heart
the light shall come
even at pitched dark
to guide
and smile
at my face
with a warmth of a pulling tag
out of the marshes
I have gathered
with or without
I know roses are never promised
but I make roses
to smile
with a spell from your magnolian eyes
the Himalayas may vie
but your warmth
survive the chilly wizard
the sand dunes and scorching sun
water shall survive
at my heart
from the droplets of your sweat
ladden with exuberance
to fight monotony
the dragging de-facto pass
of the harsh
hostile may be the ways
I shall recluse at your oblivion
it gives a proximity TO THE ALMIGHTY
source:shipra.v
Dr.Manmohanomics has a silent volcano waiting for abrupt and hostile tectonics movements to cause the momentous Himalayan hights at infinite ramifications
I was cutting my steps too short at Vijaychowk
a hub for inquisitive visitors
some of the beautiful faces tell a lot written on the walls
you were probably playing your lunch game at sarkari pc
fragile social wobble mechanism shall play the roost
My heart murmured
I kept silent
with noticeable exuberant faces around
the environs speak a lot
but you need a heart to smell the tectonic movements
hell it !!
my dumpy brain intervened
your obsession with your love
its far better than your "bullshit'"
may be one way traffic
I simply ignored all
kept my steps with me
Rajpath looked prepared for eventful day
I was preparing for hectic schedule
with a distaste for negativism
I open my pc too sharp to be dutiful
look deep at your Himalayan hair
and get lost
you may be looking elsewhere
I am happy with my obsessions
my heart smiled
but again
my nerves play a diff tunes
all the time with me
source: shipra.v
Monkey menace has led army to employ a person with a Langur
I was starring at your r00f top whilst with my thoughts and a cup of tea
the man was calling his langur with a characteristic voice: probably made it listen thro' the offer of food and the likes
the child Langur staring his master while the senior playing a hide and seek game way beyond at far away trees
my heart whispered: you better learn this language
as it may fetch your attention and realise the real worth
I didn't took the stupid way
but I did realise it has a hidden meaning
why we profess and look forward for someone not worthy at all
is that
the similarities of thins around
may be true
again I threw it away with stupid thoughts
I started my pencil run on my draft pad
suddenly the complexity of the case got that what I whisked away too light
may be we realise too late
while concluding my case study
my pencil suddenly stopped
as if it asked
whether it applies to me too
I got the sharpened one instead
started again to give fine touches to make it comprehensive
it again asked a lot
I could listened to one only
" is that my sharp running is success at making so beautiful draft"
I was looking at its sharp
and your sharp desire quotient
source: shipra.v
most of the time
impermeable layers
surround my stratosphere
I know the genesis
but my every trial to come off
gets consumed over a puff of whimsical existentials
I do wonder
if you got the elixir
that shall make me free
today I was crossing the Rajpath to my office
It was singing with songs of the ultimate sacrifice
for the beloved freedom
It did make my eyes wet
but the cruelty is writ large
I asked is there a song
that makes "your "sacrifice worthy of it
the stuff around you and me
is that the misfit
your soul feels too encaved
my thoughts couldn't stop me short of my mundanes
I felt you sometime come thro' this way of happening
I just glanced your beautiful snaps
what I could know
shall write in yrs together
but why I should write
asks my heart
may be that shall make me the fit to come of the impermeable layers
source: shipra.v. anchal kholi
Early moments at Rajpath
paratroopers were at the exercise
I waited till they passed smoothly with focused nerves
early to office is diff experience
I have often searched myself for your presence
may be relating with environs whilst being with you
its another diff lot with you
may be I search you for another boost of strength
to fight monotony and taxing nerves of the live
I negotiate
I do ask why the lasting effect is that momentary
probably that's the way : with every one
so my search never ends
I continued with my sharp steps
chilled environs looked too romantic
finding romance and that on Rajpath
my heart felt its too funny
but fun is least defined
so is the exuberance
that's way
you live with me
bereft of the reality
it murmurs
who cares
source: shipra.v
I was extremely perplexed to miss my senior general farewell today
things sometimes of immense importance get off your stupid brain with hell of useless stuff stuffed on the hard disk
I clear my this stupid every eve
every morning brings another challenge to reckon with
I do wonder my patience quotient as I take a lot to forget my mistakes
the evening got better but suddenly another whirl of dragging moments
as if I am always at war with my inner half
I wonder what lies there like a space black hole
that engulfs all
is that I trade fare with waivery steps all the time
or your absence in my enviorns makes things shabby and distorted
I may not get a reply at all
as the scenario is too hostile with endless borders fronts
to fight at with diff set of strategies at hand or even without one
I wonder how my tech mods balance their stuff of the extracting environs
I simply distaste the feels of what has been lost and what is at hand
I know every morning is fresh
with or without your aura around me
as I make that through my thoughts
may be that are too illusory
but I feel at the day end
there is hardly a difference between the illusory and existential
I search my know how to find a lasting solution
but my heart says
your Himalayan are to high to accommodate you
who lives on the sands
may be
this morning I shall evolve
with another quest to put me in shape
with me and my environs
may be your Magnolian- fresh eyes
find a niche for me
source: shipra.v, Anchal Kohli
Probably daily chores are too monotonous
but not the daily surf
I was searching the diff
may be
something related to "obsession- energy- cofficient"
but I was definitely pleased to know that hubby is a good guy for a many of the tech-mods
I do wonder where I stand
my heart said : you're inviting troubles this time
Probably for the first I found my heart with a commonsense
sliding down the modern trend is somewhat too taxing
so is the search for relevance
may be obsessions are offshoot of this paradigm
tech driven new equations
it may fetch a spoilt froth all the way
but buddy hearts shall survive over the rest
so is the hope of the hopes
like your new aura of happening around
but where are you
for whole of the day and nights
I do curse my obsessions
as it being too shallow on result theatre
source: shipra.v
My fantasy with my univ
probably it has taken another euphoric conotation with Maitreyi college
as the chills grow faster and deep
your Maitreyi comes more live confronting my vision
of the yore and present
I do wonder the genesis of my obsession
at every another second
at the winds blow their fast tunes with changing time
my own existence gets meaning
one day I was wondering at the momentous flood waters at Ghagar at my native village
that moments were evoking the silent volcano lies buried deep in my psyche
I saw the huge trunks spead like flowing leaves in a whirl
I didn't ofcourse visualise your Maitrey
this moment you might have obviated in illusory veins
me the fussy lot catches the past in super sonic speed
by the time another obsession of yours
takes an existential contours
my innovation takes the wings of plasmatic speeds
I know that speeds are not possible at the earth
even Einstein's conceptual relativity looks dwarfed
I do wonder what I shall do with such speed of your being around me
shall I exist in space
probably yes
I know this filthy world
shall not allow
your exotic union
source: shipra.v
Friday eve I was better this time at my time to office
Ratpath was singing
" we got deceited once Now shall we not....we shall prefer to get killed to bow before enemy "
I have translated as the Hindi version is too classic and old one
I did wonder at the enthusiastic freshness
probably we celebrate yr after yr to enthuse the gen next to safeguard their Nation with killing instinct and let them to innovate at their nerves for the changing and evolving time
my heart asked where are you at this moment
I know you hardly come before 930 hrs
my this office environs are too disciplined
I prefer to compete with my military hierarchy in all aspects
that may be a reason to get evolved for duds like me
source..shipra.v
Psychiatry may tell a whole lot
but love as a fact shall remain
ever enigmatic and exotic faculty of live world
but what love stand for
is that we pulse for another heart
or our own persona is hijacked
or something that we loose our own contact with inner half
may be none of the above
but one thing is certain
we start equating outer world of happenings with somebody
least interested in your whole hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but why its so enigmatic and one way traffic
so sudden short of nerves
and what's there
no relativity
may be modern concept has changed
existential parlains not withstanding
its difficult to stop and initiate
it starts at moment
that takes you un-paralleled
time and space may pity at the instances
but the mamoth of love simply takes over
but what actually happens
its nothin
you become I
source: shipra.v
time is what you can't afford to ignore
if you happen to do
time can't afford you
I was searching the correct chemistry/mathematics of the work at my hand
people enjoyed their lunch in today sunshine
my heart whispered : where's your sunshine
I simply saw thro' my window while the running the pencil on my draft pad
but I did miss you all the time while concentrating on eventful case study
how people afford this leasure
probably I shall know if you happen to be with me
wishes are for horses sake
and now-a-days horses are an exotic par excellence and privileged
I look towards the horizon for the privilege quotient
probably my FM understands my pulse a better lot
sometimes you aught to learn your own moments
bereft of what you deserve or aspire for
that's the ultimate message from the great Gita
may be
religious is last recluse of scoundrels like be
whether made of their excess studies
or otherwise
source: shipra.v
my army colleagues seem to be a bit better evolved
well evolution as a process can be either way
bio diversity fundamentals prove the adage
working equation survives the rest
I do wonder
what's the role of the system
probably the working quotient is absolutely subjective
system is always with a momentum
if you happen to deviate
the power of momentum may crush your bones and soul together
I was surfing this stupid pc to find another relevance for the eve moments
your Maitreyi college came flashing
one day I met your Principal
she was nostalgic about her tenure at Shimla
I was too formal to equate further
sometimes equations take the roots beyond recognition
I am nostalgic about Shimla Mall and its surroundings like Lower Bazaar, The Ridge, Hanuman Temple and the way to Secretariat, Shimla Univ, the residence of CM, the Himachal Public Service Commission premises and my Panjab Univ Rest House
You will say: well! will you leave something aside: Are you resident of Shimla : some special heart at Shimla
Well !! the reply is I search your Himalayan hair and that too in this shivering cold
particularly at the caffee house at mid of the Mall
one day
you'll accompany me to witness the beautiful moon of shimla nights on The Mall
I have roamed every inch of that place in search of your Maitreyi college : see how stupid is this that I forgot its just near my office: I have met you over there very quick
but the hurdle is : how you would have recognised me
U live with me without recognising me even til day
source: shipra.v
WHY you have been in heaven
and corner of the hell is too jealous
why the simple is too exotic
why the worthy stuff has contours of shadow of oblivion
my queries haunts like your love
and this stupid pc and FM tuned to the clock
speak a millionth of the depth of mismatch around
the bubbly differences never take the small diff to travel to reality
why the exotic reality is subservient to nanonic and plasmatic thins
I search day and night
with your side of embanks on a arms distance of
the waters of this world are too touch me not
late nights syndromic epileptic breaks of conformity
probably the latest fag of the FM has more akin to replies
do I have to do with this sort of stuff around
may be not
search is infinite
so is the reality
source: shipra.v
is it anorexic nerves has superceded the space alloted to
i often ask til date
or the quest to run with the relevance
has overrun the effervescence of the stuff
crushing mundanes over a stream of vacuum
i negotiate to know the common sense
suddenly the fragrance of Night's queen
its warmth and scintillating allegiance
i come surfing and realise
some one is there
beside to realise the madness of the filth
tomorrow shall be equally vacuous
but why
my heart is left negotiating
once again
look the horizon is infinite
i take sides
the competitive quotient
I learnt over the bi-worlds
haunts me
as if all what i do is again too hostile
but why i am afraid off hostile
its the way of live equations around
i take reclusion
at your Himalayan hair
source: shipra.v, bbps rohini delhi, DRDO delhi
lobbyists of mandalisation of Indian polity are looking for excuses in saying that Parliament failed in producing a Prime Minister
