sad may be my ways

I have to walk

steadily hard fast

breathless my existence

I have to pull on

may be

one day

a voice may say

love
I am with you

Deepika your presence with me is absolutely necessary as I have to fill  my pension papers , your signature aadhar card pan card thumb impression are an absolute necessary not withstanding the other customs that can be put on later date.

stipules ask my existence

hardy may be way

I ponder a life

ask hardy
what you really stand for

find

logarithms I decipher

one by one  (Mr Padukone can you complete this  poem, as you boast off being father of deepika.)

time and a piece of paper.

when air was fresh
blossom of flowers 
vied 
thrill of spells of 

I saw you

time and a piece of paper

talking each other

rayasena hill 

I have seen time

time was fresh 

yolk of the yore
sleeping its ways

I saw you

time and a piece of paper

Mr Padukone you will have to understand that you are only a biological father of a girl nothing else. If you failed to understand it results are seriously disastrous. 

I have.

I have arosen
a reality lit large

air define it
smells

fragrance of thee

frontiers of
shores ask

thunders of clouds

drizzling of elixir

fresh air
ask

I have

without you

every day
night
it brings a challenge

survive

I often ask
what is that

may be I know

knowledge seems
a short

short I often struggle

with you

without you

Deepika is it necessary that I go on telling that I am horribly mistreated by many still I tell my heart keep quiet.

I wonder

it looked
a lake laden with elixir

my heart
may be
it can differentiate

normal ways fail

still I felt

what could be

you are with me

my interiors 

laught at

good spirits

I wonder

Its morning.

When you shall 

wake of 

warmth may ask

from where
shall we

aura of watershed
bleached flower

come rise
slow 

shady may be

nerves shall 

may be

its morning

Ms Ujjala there is small story you may consider it serious one. Wife of Lord Shiva was not invited by her father owing to obvious reasons. Her Holiness went to the gathering overlooking advice of Lord Shiva. She got anguished at the complete mis behaviour by her father. She out of anger sat down being felt insulted and started mantra to burn herself. She was half burnt and dead after a few seconds. Lord Shiva got the news and came back picked her and ran into the space with melancholia and anger. Lord vishnu realising the universe at stake cut the body into pieces and bowed in front of His Holiness and said Lord she will come to you very soon and the girl will be named Parvati.

have you learned out of this archaic story. Kindly do not dare my pencil. Time is left only in minutes. 

Deepika time is running out of your hand to come to my side and dump cranks. your failure to do shall bring serious time.

May be arm distance

evening spread its arms
I wasn't looking for sun

warmth of its entirety 
throbbed my heart

its me
its me Love

I could feel the cruelty
love 
own
warmth
loneliness
pain in one go

galloping winds
were too strong

I forgot

may be

you're 
may be arm disatnce

Good Morning.

Deepika if you failed to use your brain (......) your dad shall become under direct fire of my pencil.He is just showing the traits of rc minhas.

Dinner at India Gate

Mr Parkash Padukone you sent many many to let flow another wave of relaxation for you. I dont want to put insult to you that being a forbidden thought for me. I am writing a real time story you may understand if you have put some efforts at studies. 

Shiv kumar batalavi could not finish his desire of studies as his thought provoking brain was too fast to fit in the system. He has written unbelievable worth. One nice day he was award by the then central minister and invited for a dinner at India Gate residence. Shiv who could not find his love saw love in every one some ones fingers and some ones lips. He could never understand after all why he could not realise his love. He kept a team of friends and at that eventful evening he was with his love at a booze. He reached the venue when every body was done. He was taunted to be a yabla. He spoke to his friends is that yabla is banda. 

insulted life

Mr Padukone you contacted a similar person : here is the real time story. Recently I was under intense depression so tried my way best to socialise, in that quest I visited a house the lady of which deliberately made me sleep with the servant in order that I get insulted but probably she could not know I have been insulted life time. 

for me

I am sad anxious
pain of interiors
tithere me into pieces

I look into 

sky may be

blues 

I search blue
a time

for me

I wage hard

my internal fights
day and nights
ask

I wake up
find 
what I dither
to say

bit by bit

struggle of
paves way

stormy thick dark

I wage hard

Mr Parkash Padukone your time of non sense  has elapsed and now you will face scourge of my pencil. 

a difference

when shores were striking
it looked mighty haughty half

I tried
felt
depth of your heart

I search
day 
after day

nights come

I ask
is it

a diffence

ultimate weapon.

Mr Parkash Padukone this is a very very serious letter and failure to understand shall bring disastrous results for you simply unheard unthought off. You should quickly read ist and 2nd world war ( not much time is there ).Now when Lord rama confronted ravana he used every plausible weaponry but to of no use. He did not aim his nabhika. He was omniscient even then he did not. 


you are given a few hrs before you do your homework. reason is rama may use the ultimate weapon. 

Good Morning Love !

I am not telling who is with me: let your resources know it. 

Good Evening Deepika.

Deepika kindly tell your mom and dad that I have been tortured to that extent that I have no dream pattern of any person of my past life.

Good Morning.!

Deepika try to persuade your dad not to become an enemy to me as rc minhas and his clan has received nothing but hatred in their fate by doing so. He can understand I actually possess a pencil in my hand. 

Good Evening Love. !

Good Morning.

Good night,

Good Evening.