Lonely my ways

LOVE is probably lonely for me

misfit of 
my heart opines
ways 

I forget to remember
its love

lonely my ways

Moon lit.

moon lit 
eyes 
limbs 
retired
I saw you 
smiling sky
lets get fast
fast thee ways

it asked
love
lets

I was focussed

fast thee ways

moon lit

SHIT BRAIN MIND SETUP.

Mr Padukone and others when you will understand that goading my maid to entrap me ii) detailing her husband and she herself to search my house whether if deepika and her mom are inside this house is absolute crank mind set up iii) placing your men and young females on my all plausible routes to find if deepika is with me is totally absurd and sheer non sense iv) placating my environment to enable fitting spy camera s and sensors in my house is A BLOODY SHIT BRAIN MIND SETUP.

I am again compelled to write : there are plethora of compliance tablets / medicines that can literally make you do anything what these two gangs wish for.

I was thinking not to write let the hell come why I am bothered. My heart overpowered and asked me write the things. There are two gangs operating around you one is specialists other is your own dad helped by these gangs as well as others. You can avoid disasters if you can understand this letter.

If I can

I raise
reality quotient of mine

my heart likes

can I say
it pleases

I make a try

try again

may be

I have forgotten

vibrance of 

it asks again

I find

if I can

GOOD MORNING DEEPIKA MOM DAD AND SIS.

Deepika you will take time to read it. Reciprocal is what life constitutes I know you are aware of it. Even now clones of rc minhas have not budged and  are busy at their factories of hatred towards me while my pencil has clear order on record.

I am with in you.

Deepika I do not intend to write on sciences of brain and brain cum heart for the very simple reason that it can not be understood by even an expert of these sciences and it will be misused by your dad to proliferate what concept not.
I have spent
some of my hrs
with you

you often asked me
see its good

I nodded 
for you

as 
I am for you

you often said
its something else

I nodded again

as I am 
with in you. 

My pencil has ordered who so ever it may who will hurt me and or harm me their generation shall stand cursed by it to the extent this life to that life. 

Mr ranveer singh kindly dont send calls on my cell I am not  mr parkash padukone whom you can or have intrinsic motto to gallop upon.

Himalayan icy crystals.

Things takes the shape of destruction forces when naive brains like your co star ranveer singh feels they have brain. I remember the horrible moments when after my pencil order I was going on the road in front of some hotel just a few steps away from here, this bastard placed two female prostitutes around me and tasked them to speak lousy statements, this has happened many times with me during my domestic and international official itinerary thanks to your dad and dr harish arora combine and their mega concepts of psychiatry. I try to forget all non sense that has been done to me in my office environ but its sad its still occurring. When I say life with you its so crystalline clear thoughts like himalayan icy crystals.

I am writing a complex letter. Probably people around you see money or money like things. But I see life, a life that has been denied to me, I feel you will bring a life, a life to live a heart who knows love and a life to love.

No assess upon

I have taken this image immensely reluctantly as my poem which I am going to write down will be having no relevance with the meaning that it provides for. You can ask then why this picture. Well may be I wanted to catch your psyche and write.

flowers often blossom 
time scale of its landscape

my heart says
its anigmatic

I placate it

with words

after words

may be

it understands
wavelengths

I have 
no assess upon

Ms Ujala I am putting a humblest possible request to you NOT to play with fire. The fire that has potential to destroy everything possible.

I hereby withdraw the clause of freedom sanctity given to parkash padukone on the reasons he has misused it awfully. I hereby modify it by snatching the mundane powers of mr parkash padukone it means deepika is free of all dos and donts in relation to coming to me.

Deepika I feel people who insult me even for my genuine actions adopting plethora of methods, they should know its not always necessary I need to write what my pencil says.

I hereby dilute the underneath order and give a sanctity of freedom to Parkash Padukone,

BOTH OF YOU HAVE CONNIVED WITH THIS AGENT TO TURN HOSTILE TO ME AND HE DELIBERATELY TURNED AN ENEMY TO ME : ITS A SHAMEFUL ACT OF BOTH OF YOU

Mr Parkash Padukone you alongwith Dr Harish Arora has played lethal game just to waste my ten lakhs rupees that was given to an agent for good purpose only BUT NOW BOTH OF YOU are IN A BIG MESS. SAVE YOURSELF IF YOU CAN. 

Mr Parkash Padukone I am writing my pencil order here : you have to send deepika immediately here with me else your money and wealth stands snached away by the ultimate forces of time.

you are requested not to make laugh of it as its a serious threat to your life as well. 

Mr Padukone notwithstanding the persons who were put everywhere I see life completely in a different module. My drive is to look for vafadar incidentally which is in god's hands. So I take life as it comes to me.

Mr Padukone you have not understood my letter. I only said daughter money's wrongful /misuse should not be done

Mr Padukone Sunday was a little busy for me. I was looking at mundanes whether if it fetches some happiness to me. Evening could have done it so but I was searched upon whether if a girl who is accompanying me is Deepika Padukone or some one else. I strongly object to this search. Kindly dont do such things as it is highly wrong behaviour. 

hand locked

air flows
wings of its own

I ask 
where from
you have come

piercing my interior 

pain I feel 
clock I possess

It flows

wings strike

say something

I take time to understand

it flows

I remain
hands locked

Mr Padukone I will be deleting the entry as per your wish. I may remind you daughter's money and status is not usurped by parent (s), its a hindu way of life. I sincerely feel Pushpa Minhas who ran with her daughter money should be deriled /dejected  under all circumstances including her clan and sons etc etc.

say my hello  to your wife.

Mr Padukone do you feel people who have put me on extreme torture for 30 yrs will speak good of me. When will you understand that you are making lame excuses to proliferate your beliefs. 

Deepika I am profusely sad today, May you could be with me.