poem broadly speaking is a unison plasmatic existence where versatility of ones existence vis a vis Nature comes through may it be in a plethora of kaleidoscopic life and parameters may be beyond. 

crystalline connectivity to cosmos and its existence is something that can not be achieved with brain that is the reason poem is not practically a product of nerves. Making stupid sentences to work like some rather many have had in recent or past times but that is no where a poetry that is a juglebandi in common knowledge. 

poem can not be written by psychiatric / insane / mentally deranged person nor its a product of brain in isolation. 

you.

showers of a day
lilies of my heart
search
spread of its
wet
dry spells
scorching times
may
it have a meaning

hand full

can search

where
it happens

what if at all

you 

time.

shades become
far far away
of its existence

thoughts become pale
shallows have
dimensions
make no  sense

morning
merge

evening loose
what it s like

time is
what

time knows. 

snaps at ones hand.

in animals there is a phenomenon when the aged etc is left behind quietly to defend for itself to the pathetic end. This has some how become a credentials de facto in higher forms as well. sweep game at cards used to be a such fighting tool but this and other techniques have gone obsolete may be to defend with snaps at ones hands. 

life as it comes it takes its own constraints probably this single line is extremely tough to understand. 

my extra unbelievable flexible attitude has been a cause of hardening of the stance of those whom I represent or say happen to represent so kindly understand even the relaxation which I gave to you may get terminated and you may be a target of tsunami order. 

Dr. Harish Arora and associates your misdemeanor act with me and sending a notice to me by department of income taxes of India will be formally replied with in a specific period. kindly read all what is on record. 

similar protection as accorded to Deepika Padukone is hereby accorded to anu and kiran. with all penal clauses and explanation in place, as already explained and is on record. 

similar protection as accorded to Deepika Padukone is hereby accorded to anu and kiran. with all penal clauses and explanation in place, as already explained and is on record. 

Civic maintenance like sewerage canals and local maintenance of shaft pipe lines etc is a serious job BJP local cadre should galvanize and cutting across political constraints the local bodies can be tasked to do its job when they charge from the household units. People indulge in askance for money and utilise it for some shoddy jobs of keeping bloody security persons who have the tasked job of Dr. Baghla and the like whether anu or kiran has/ have visited or plan to visit this house , when people will understand that English language is not that tough. 

this bloody u tube is so boring that I am more concerned how much data usage has been done on the thread showing it, rather the program me on it. 

after issuance of protection quotient to Deepika Padukone the clause to relaxation of one hundred time excuses shall timed out after a period when Deepika Padukone wishes to that effect and she has the leverage to wish selectively at her own sweet wish. 

similar protection is hereby accorded to Deepika Padukone and who so ever it may be  accompanying  her to and fro til such time that event lasts in its logical way it clearly means her films/works  and her own decided public existence can be viewed etc etc nothing else eg if Deepika takes a car or taxi and then a flight to this house or else where that simply stands blacked out/ oped out unless she herself gives a written permission to that effect specifying the entities who are having such authority and the scope to that effect, and if any such acts as on record is done that entity /entities stand(s) under the penalty as given to Dr. Harish Arora. IT FURTHER MEANS that even INDIRECT / collateral ACTS AND THE DOERS who are not authorized by Deepika herself and that too in written form on a piece of paper or on a soft paper which can be otherwise classified BUT on/ at the order / discretion of her SHALL BE ENLISTED UNDER SUCH PENALTY. 

ALL  who so ever it may be  who has have been indulging in such acts as on record after the hundred such acts penalty as imposed on Dr. Harish Arora shall be effective for you all as well. ALL HAVE HORRIBLY EXCEEDED THEIR ALLOTTED PERMISSIBLE  EXCUSES. AFTER GIVING FINAL EXCUSE OVER THE BOARD , Its hereby ordered that from now hence forthwith penalty / penalties as explained and as on record stand (s) implemented at the occurrence of even first instance of such act (i.e after posting these lines.). It may not be excused further and no body should become adventuristic / adventurist and assume itself to be an extra intelligent etc. 

Dr Harish Arora take out one hundred A-4 size paper s and write the excuse nama on that ( only word that you have been excused for this instance ) . Go on tearing it such time all these are teared off. ONE PAPER CAN BE UTILIZED ONLY FOR ONCE EXCUSE After such hundred chances if you took to the course of acts as on record the excuse shall be neutralised and penalty shall be effective instant. 

Dr. Harish Arora you are given once more time over the board excuse of your acts but this excuse shall stand neutralised and penalty to that effect shall again remain imposed if you took to the course of actions as on record. 

Its high time I should not be put to / under any type of man oeuvre spying eyes of suspicion target oriented remote control location system etc etc. I can literally write today's events one by one how it went but I am giving another chance to make it discernible clear that my backlash will be so severe that it will be a complete devastation if I opt for it.   I vengeance fully guard my privacy and I am seriously terribly annoyed and perturbed at my being put under any surveillance system ever thinkable. Even kids may have to suffer a lethal action if this continued ( I feel this is a sufficient warning to make the crank brains to understand. ) On my behalf I simply dont care what others are doing. But these others must understand they simply cant spy on me its impossible. It means even one zillion part of a normal behavior if its meant directly or indirectly to ( add here ibid explained ) is simply for me  a big movie. 

I was living my life as it happened to be with or without, the probable factor what to say I could have understood that I dont have taken birth at all. But somehow the situation has taken an ipso facto turn barring the continuous spying business and its related paradigm. 

life may be rosy happening eventful meaningful to do something for you but I am very clear its dirty stale hard to pull on for me. Poems have become a casualty to that effect. 

Psychiatry is a potential science and it can literally be misused by a person who does not understand the value system and have no fear of the powers of HIS. its something very serious that should be understood with a very cool brain.  

yes this cauldron must understand that their paap ka ghara bharei aur chalkatein' huei wakat ki sahan shakati ko bhi chunotian' detei detei thak lia. 

One day this crank Dr. cauldron headed by the genius on earth Dr. Harish arora paraded a female a second hand one as if what not. You are a female and I feel a female knows even a reference may it of any elixir from this cauldron is a poison under any reckoning. A factor of exploitation simply removes all relevance of happening worth the name. 

certain instances when Dr. Harish Arora and associates prevailed on the immature and haughty brains to break me with work pressure and the like etc now I have a power system to put penalties unthinkable ever possible even then this continued till date, and now imagine a total normal person say a fresher etc irrespective other cardinals and visualize the hell it s literally something that tell s that previously presence of humanity angle and wisdom quotient  in hearts and brains have evaporated may be at the hands some Dr Harish Arora or some other cauldron etc etc. 

Dr. Harish Arora here is the punishment for you : You have to leave Punjab immediately and go to Ramdev ashram at Haridwar and serve the people under the strict orders of Ramdev and you are debarred from your independence decisions, only Ramdev order shall prevail how to utilise your expertise at psychiatry. You can not leave his ashram, it means you are ipso facto imprisoned over there and only and only Ramdev will decide, whether even a cell phone is given to you or not. 

family or family system (s) where such happenings occur that are abnormal and criminal and injustice full even on mundane and common sense basis eg Dr Harish Arora etc RC Minhas etc ( its only an example to understand the deep malaise and total failure of normalcy ) in such cases kids must be given an environment away from these stalwarts of non sense and criminality and of what not. But the point is how.
family system has been devised as a support system but its total failure and turning into a criminality cauldron is the saddest happening probably system has no remedy for it. 

other part.

whether time factor on normal credentials create psychiatric complications the reply is yes. These are adages well known in historical literature. The difference is probably what can be called the killers are very advanced in psychiatric aspects and they dont spare their target. ( the later part is science, ofcourse )

when sun shall shine
it asks
lot remains
askance

slow
fast
moves of waves

create
probably

unwritten

blues

let
not pen down

other part.

winds.

writing a poem whether amounts to publicity is an institutional aspect. so are its related unwritten cardinals.

away from
beyond its whims
desires

crunch
stones of its

may be
it s dotted

existing
if not

frontiers of

may be
may not

seen through
winds. 

There is no person on this earth who knows all the sciences in one go not withstanding the stupid non sense what they happen to believe or say, Similarly no set of organisations even, to that extent transmit this know how to oneself or to others as sciences are not that simple irrespective of the hydra headed mind set ups of the possessors , in view of thus explanation if a doctor or a scientist and or to that effect thus organisation goes berserk and crank its the wisdom of the others that should prevail not become prey to such as the lethal penalties are literally of the scale of mega natural forces if one can understand. eg even a request to me to ( add here verb ) amounts to bully as its not liked by me in contravention of any thing on record and in consonance with / thereto. 

even a child the dud ever possible can understand the lethal penalties in place, but this Dr. Harish Arora is in constant touch with my environment in what shit not to that extent that today when I was purchasing some goods he literally got deputed some ones who spied straight in the interiors. I dont know whether English language is that tough. 

fighting isolation its a real thing. In sociology many writers have referred to this phenomenon , bhir mei akeila in a gist form. 

Its own way.

when sky shall say
may be stars
day and night
ask
may be I see
day light
with you
 

blossom it may
I dont know

rhyme of heart
daffodils speak
its own way

Indian judiciary and Indian Law makers and executors including the agencies of different variants , commissions and the likes : if you really want that India prosper simply slow down on bloody laws notices legalities etc etc. Let the peoples in business feel that they in fact live in a country where there is fresh air to breathe.  

a meaning.

caesalpinia
showers of
what I have
may be
showers
it has

moments
at hands
woobles
it says

may it have

a meaning

words.

attires black
blue yellow
pink white
walk of its own

dust storms
made
strike

shun
what its not

get it tough
least words

known

may be

shades speak

have little
at their words.

it asks.

snaps speak rhymes
stale dirty
pathogen ridden

road s ask
how come

snaps have
more content

dirty filthy

stagnant
moving maniac s

how it mean
like

it asks

maya jaal

incumbency
platforms of prudence
that makes cauldron
imprudence rules the roost
time is known to none
sadism may be mighty
it changes winds tolls if huge
least known
not written any where

bio world
unpredictable
shores with no definitions

who define
may not know

maya jaal

beez boyei babuul kei aam kahan' sei hoyei'

hidden hard.

side walls of economics
it has formed
shaped
panoramas
hidden hard
known least

flowing waters of Ganges
talk of its garbage
sanctum of hearts

side walls of

what to talk
some thing
hidden hard. 

I have deleted my own entries but I am very sad on the events that have occurred. Peoples must know that war is not a bloody political game. A war means literally throwing the five year plan of development into gutter and loss of thousands of peoples and even then no body can say what is the exact end of war. LORD KRISHNA SAID. HEI ARJUN YEI AHANKAR MAT KAR KI TU YUDH EIK DIN MEI SAMAPAT KAR DEGA TU YODHA HEI YUUDH KA PARINAM KYA HOGA YEI MEI BHI NAHI JAANTA. 

Protecting cow as sacred cow is a bloody biggest non sense ever possible similar in case of pigs. These are part of food chain. Sea food is another example. Food chain has nothing to contradict with Nature. Peoples must know that Nature has not devised for any animal to be sacred its only a conventional existential mind set up. Cow may be milk yielding one but after an age its a food for many similarly its an analogous case with pigs , sea food and the like . THERE IS NO BLOODY POLITICAL AGENDA WITH NATURE. 

Probably peoples do not know that destroying their own fl aura and fauna may it be owing to any reasons is saddest act ever thinkable. Nature has taken millions of year s put together to develop it and we happen to destroy them for petty short ends forgetting the end in our fate accomplish. 

Probably.

my step s
could fetch
probably I dont know

they were smiling broad
fresh
new days with them
hey
who are we

I could stop
smiles
fathoms of
sky is not
what I feel

I could have
my steps
got me
another

probably
I dont know