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I was telling you of Dad infinite nerves and genii instinct
he was having a land highly unfit for irrigation and cultivation purposes
No money in his pocket
Naturally no one to entice upon
Mom used to do some stitching works of locals
it was the source of livelihood at his youth
he cleared only a small portion of land to make it fit for cultivation on his own
One day whilst I was posted at Defence Institute of Sciences
Delhi cantt
I noticed scientists used to come to show their presence for their ACRs to be written by a Director who himself was a scientist only and used to sit somewhere in my present building only.
I have never seen such a stupid person on earth
not even Yayiakhan of Pakistan
Love
how are you
I am not comfortable in my this flat
Love
I was telling you
probably I can never paint complete colours to my Dad Persona
I got my first salary Rs 934.35 paise.
Dad gave me Rs 1000/- to do till such time I can switch to understand the crunch
I was having a room at durga colony slum areas for Rs 500 per month
no facility worth the name
not even proper toilet
No fan only one bulb
not even a cot
and in rainy season
its toilet spread every where
I have waded deep at my heart
I got it as I knew I have done excellent in IAS exams
but love
justice
forget !!
India does not possess this word
Love
when every body knew Lord Krishna is the ultimate with them
why peoples like guru dron committed suicide
bhishm was crank bound to his past
but not dron
why he could not use his brain
the allegiance to the throne of the yore or say the system
why he could not understand
the vihue rachna he was ordered to make
shall definitely destroy the pandva who fought it
they were waiting Arjuna
krishna deliberately sacrificed Abhimanu
it was a lethal strategy
the only way to win the invincible s on the opposite side
why dron could not understand His ultimate prowess
reason
ahankar of possessed worth and the weaponry he possessed
the path he could have taken is as follows
he could have used his brain
to let the abhimanu live
with his deceit but faithful nerves to the system of throne
but he could not understand
himself
he never knew krishna will use the strategy of evil to defeat the evil
he could have come off his non sense of fixations
and sided with krishna at heart
even if on the other side
result would have been
the war end could have saved his son
and himself too
he was not bothered of his life as he had already lost the meaning of life long back
but he could have lived with his love
his son
howsoever stupid he was
YOU CAN NOTICE I HAVE MADE YOU INVINCIBLE BUT NOT OTHERS BY TAKING YOUR ANOTHER SNAP
Love
the battle of Mewar vs himayun was lost as the Mewar kings forgot to notice that they are not going to face the bullets in straight front , they must have remained behind the lines and on foot only to avoid identifications who are the kings and generals. similarly 3rd battle of Panipat was lost to Abdali as the main leader could not follow the ibid secret cardinal so is the case with Gujarat leaders of the yore I am referring to Prithvi Raj Chauhan.
Muslims in India shall have to learn that they have been forcibly converted to Islam therefore they have no locus stand ii in being Muslims and must shun away Muslim faith and Islam as such failing which my order can come any day where by all masjids will be ordered to destroyed within a short period of 15 days only.
Yuun toh gujar raha hai, har ik pal khushi ke saath
Phir bhi koyi kami si hai, kyun jindagi ke saath...
I don't think
I can add more colours to it
Love
you came to gurgaon on your professional tour
I knew only from net
had it been kiran in your place
she would have changed the land space
of bullshit work place
had I not been with her
any how bare bare bache aise hi harkatei kartei hein
I remember that eventful day
kiran told me have a smartest possible tee shirt and jeans available
I was waiting at sirsa bus stand
anu came to pick me up
at her scooty
I know her Dad did emphasize
let Rajni go and receive Ajay
Love
I have not been on LTC in my service tenure
may be I have been waiting for you
I don't think you will bother this petty amount
its a leave travel concession in exact terms
now a days I am tasked upon to do some job on such subjects
I have had been a desolate person
I put my best to recall the life with me
reasons may be
probably you know better than me
Love
I really don't know what possibly be the equation on which you are travelling at this moment
I know I stir your nerves with bullshit sciences
out of the blue
I do know you are neither biology nor computing sciences student at any level of understanding in real terms of the expanse that you may assume it happens to be like that
but you have something
when we start defining
it becomes too monotonous and un romantic
if we do
it becomes we ourselves
I have told you
you may not get a glimpse of
what exactly it means to say
Love
no body can know a woman heart
but love I dont have a heart of mine
neither I am a woman at all
at any angle of understanding
I am not elaborating on any myths or sciences
what I have written is only known to you
Love
probably its true
living is an art
I have not learnt so far
I often wonder
is it possible
to love you
originality this man has simply not thought of
the quotient of reverberation of the trio
triangle of existence
may be
hop is the thread
we see
but
One day a psychiatrist whispered he was in affair
I have yet to know the spelling in the dictionary
I have stopped watching
do you know why
I have not catched your snap
I have cached your picture
pick up your microphone
and convince the beggars of India
why I have taken that much time
to do so
Love
Gurudronocharya was a possessed person in all terms of understanding. Therefore no body could afford to play toilet games with him.
he could not come off his one fixation : his child when wanted milk his mom was compelled to offer molten wheat or ragi atta in water and thus the shake was offered him as if it were milk
I will not explain further''
Sharukhkhan himself experienced the trauma of Nature when his father used to say him this is the film theater and that are the poster.
thus they went back with or without
I will not elaborate further
Love
today again I am sick and suffering from viral attack
this is not gastro intestinal virus
this one is more dangerous and attacks the meningeal wall of brain
the opportunistic disease caused by bacteria do happen
as the general resistance level goes down very fast and to abysmal level of an understanding even by an expert doctor.
Love
I have seen most bloody scoundrels, opportunists, sycophants,hypo crates and bloody what not to be drum beaters of god and godly acts.
Do come early I will tell you the secret of god
I am fed up with these bastards around me.
the chanters are psychiatric sick only.
Love
probably the very inventor s of psychiatric medicines and therapies possessed are too ignorant of their own sciences as they make law as a predominant Phase in case of clinically ill peoples or say patients.
Psychiatry is not the sciences of the fools or the advocates or the judges
neither of politicians or law makers or police or law implementation related chaps or hierarchy to say on the softer side nor is for terrorists or drug addicts
Love
I have started writing this letter to you probably which should have been written much earlier.
Daewoo motors faced a piquant situation in Uttar Pardesh of India and succumbed to bad politics plus goonda ism of India.
the factory was burnt into ashes by the triangle fight between two don ships and police on the other side
Nothing could be done except destruction and that too just for nothing except ego ism
Tata experience and fiasco at West Bengal is another such example , the company had to waste Rs.1500 cores and that too just for nothing.
but darling who should tell the Indian buggars that you are simply sons and daughters of prostitutes nothing else.
Love
I am going to write such a disturbing letter that will make every body sick if they have brain enough to understand what is this simple English what is the possible direction out of it.
I have studied in shoddy environment till this day or second to say on angstrom level
probably brain functions are least known to sciences too
have you seen a water tab or nalka in punjabi chaste one
water table was too shallow in immediate days gone by
rain used to be spread ed over weeks together
the nalka were of very small and movie style
the tab was too too broad
with a small handle and height of nalka was hardly two feet
now you pull or push the handle
have a mouthful water
but darling I have not seen this mouth full
at anywhere
teachers should better become zamadars
Love
fools don't need any definitions for themselves but their hydra headed is the only symptoms that can be recognized but that get eclipsed in plethora of colors
Punjab of India is a place where majority are marginal farmers or related supporting self employed ones
these peoples put their whole stake and load the trucks with farm goods etc.
Everything is at the mercy of end users
Punjab or sikh riots saw millions of peoples went psychiatric sick
looters of UP did their best
Bengali fuckers of their mothers and sisters were playing National anthems
till this second
these bastards are proud of themselves.
Love
this letter can only be understood by those who have at least once touched the feet of their Dad with that devotion and love which I often reflect to my Dad
I was posted in a section which looks after the selection of pers for sending to Antarctica
Col Pande was my boss
One day his vespa scooter broke down in front of our room in B block hutments Ministry of Defence India
he tried his best but in vain
I politely offered my help and cleansed the plug . The matter was got.
I was having maruti 800 during those days ( MY INTENTION IS NOT TO PROVE THAT OFFICER S ARE LESS PAID IN ANY WAY IN ARMED FORCES OF INDIA )
one day I went with his wife and mom to Rohini to see them off to a wedding gathering
and then back to their residence at staff/officers quarters at India Gate
They were happy in my company
one day I alighted Col Pande to his house on a routine day
it was a working day but Noon hrs
his wife was ready with rice with good aroma all around
she offered him with love
I stood for a while and said good day sir
I have yet to know
what sort of love that lady was having
Love
I am going to write such a science that will stir every body brain provided they possess one.
I remember I have written of eugenics and GM crops.
the environment of womb is such a clinical reality that even an ultra hi fi facilitated simulated system can NOT tell even a b c of what is going to happen as an end product.
yes this is the secret of Nature as well as of Darwin Law
No body till date has even thought of it.
but love my this simple English is not simple, love !!.
I have written the ultimate science !!
yes it can destroy everything
and reshape the earth environment in such a way
to make life feasible on eternity basis.
Love
In Psychiatry there is a dreaded disease whereby a person personality is not developed till he or she is living. Often the insight faculty of brain gets eclipsed by absence of self regulatory mechanisms whereby a particular set of amino acids are not produced and the brain forgets the buffer system to negotiate and understand live world eg when Moon gets eclipsed completely but in case of Moon there is a phenomenon of diamond ring and you further can observe the Moon without any ill effects what so ever it may be. In this disease the person gets turned into a hapless situation whereby he or she gets succumbed to cyclonic impulsive convulsions of down moods and "invariably "commits suicide as the inner pain is literally unbearable. The person is generally denoted by "the most in need" . Now this disease has another stage too. This is the upswing stage. The eclipse gets cleared up and the person feels him her the hero/heroine and the most possessed one, The symptoms of this stage are that he or she makes friends and comes so close to them that forgets the difference of common sense and non sense. Now the person is called in "dreaded offensive- nuisance- phase" whereby he or she proves everybody wrong who happens to be her or his real well wisher.
Do come early
etios is standing on the road side
I am a good driver.
Love
I don't think you have been to Panjab University Chandigarh
U never know what is hidden in next second how so ever possessed or worth you happen to be
probably this paint I am trying to tell you
I have seen my life only in the university
and probably life ended over there itself
I never got realized
PGI gate and univ , the hub of local buses and young hearts
one day
psychiatry department of PGI
its a different block
relatively less hectic
I was called upon by the doctors
they put their whole hell and worth on me
one of them was the HOD known to Shimla peoples
I hope you are well conversant at getting the nerves of the script
I have not seen your any movie
but climax scene of OM SHANTI OM is because of you only
I have spent my life time hours
local bus stand
and my waiting
my boss asks me
what should I tell him
Love
Today at say before 4 .45 O' clock in the evening hrs
my boss informed my so (its a civil designation of an officer who heads the section ) that he is going to see an officer at base hospital Delhi Cantt
he did utter repeatedly but not much , too
the two of his staff members
come at 9 Clock morning :" beta"
an armed forces EME pers was repairing his assigned computer earlier to it
I asked anu to tell her choice
before 11 AM on my mobile
these are some of the sequences
you love your role models I know very well
I am not fond of any movie masala around
may it be of any kind
Its not that I have not witnessed
what you proudly feel at heart
with your Dad mom and may be sis too
One day navu and ricks were with me at vaishnav temple Jammu and Kashmir of India
others I am ignoring for obvious reasons
Navu was studying in 5th standard
Ricky was too small
Navu is Oct 1985 born and ricky is March 90 born
early morning chills , time was around 12.3O AM
no place to even stand
we put our warm clothes on the floor and they were sleeping
when sun was yet to come
I stirred them politely
whether if they are living
