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the kaleidoscopic content and value of life not withstanding melancholic perception is simply lethal as the laws place a bloody dirty bomb at your hands the moment you go the dirty knot. I think you give a title to it. I can only explain kids born to wombs who are in a yawing /( a state of mind where the person is lost in oblivion s whether of self or of outer existential s ) ,  status between 3-6 months of pregnancy will continue to fall victim irrespective of the fact that I have literally written the start and end of sciences over here.