SHADOW OF REALITY..June.01.10

"rangha rangha kahei ke mei aapei rangha hoi
.......................meinu heer n akho koi............."

this is the song on my FM which I have put on full stream
it's a nuisance for the neighbours.

but there are moments I care for none

may be inner molten lava takes the love in different way

but it's decibel value is harmful -my brain intervenes

hell!!!!!! with you
damn bullshit
shut up
this is how my heart retorts back

any how I have lowered the decibel value
as this song is no more being aired

but I air injustice of the Almighty in many forms

I was damn busy this day
the taxing analysis interpretative notes

the innovating discussion with top brass
to fathom out the unsavory moments

but I survive the whole hell

may be
your being at my heart
it serves what I may not realise

today morning before sun could say hello!! my distorted heart
I could feel the pinch of heat-it was only 31 C at my PC screen
but I know I am comfortable with 49 C

what has really gone wrong

I could realise
too later on whilst in my AC room at office
I was not comfortable at 17 C too

I looked through my shaded window

your room was straight at my sight
but your aura was yet to emanate out

I did realise

I know one thing I can't create
your presence around me

but a few moments later
my heart whispered

I can do that

I ponder at its wisdom

source: shipra.v