at my own moments.

you sometimes might have wondered at your heart why I have not taken the snaps of your world quite often whilst I take the snap even of a shoe etc or a fungal hyphae etc.

The stars smile every night
say something
faces shine
with its glare

words to the tunes
do say

distances
take a note

may be meanings as well

I have
asked me

at my own moments. 

What it means.

nahi deepika for me probably writing to you is the only a better occupation , yes I am not well but being not well is something better not say you may find me so every time when you will come here. 

some times I do ask 
is that I will write 
when you will be 
with me

but then the point is
why to write
we will go somewhere
say 
for a walk

my heart pokes 
I hope

I understand
what it means. 

at all.

I think you know something about lady Diana of London : Probably peoples do not know that lady suffered from psychiatric ailment related to psychosis whereby a person assumes to be far better than what has been it is say on existential grounds and what is at the hands is presumed to be a pity and worthless and the patient's distorted self gives an elusive self acquisitions of thoughts that simply breaks the patient into pieces.
any how : do tel the tv channel wala that I dont need their sifarish for you.

I have spent a moments 
some of mine
may be yours as well
as if
you have 
my heart interrupts 
hey
she is where

I keep quiet

it says again

I somehow convince
the hardy guy with me

you
how do you feel
there is a difference 
at all 

pebbles of my heart

pebbles
I collect
streams of my making
I stop 
one to one
if it makes
words I speak 

silence at my heart
fetches another lot
shiny silvery fresh
streams of my heart
put an array
knowing little
of its
own attire


pebbles of my heart.

I pause.

I ask my little fingers
write something
that can make
my heart
a sane enough

I see
things are
may be beyond
what I ask
my heart says
are you jealous of me

I pause
see around

may be
my deep breath
can make a sense

abhi sein' hi

in hindi : can't say : hindi is tough bhai.

chinar kei aadhei adhurei
khilei phool
khushnuma hein'
kahatei hein
tuum achei ho

dil mei sochta hun'
yein' bhi
tuumahara hi saath deitein' hein'

abhi sein' hi

Cant you wait.

I am trying yaar wait : writing a poem is not a pyaz kato job.

blue is my thought'
asks my heart
fetch a light
windows stare
stark hard

I pause
moments of mine
come one by one
thrash hard
little with me
left without you

I ask
my heart
cant you wait