Wednesday, June 1, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH. june.01,11.1.12 PM


Darlin Neha it has been too long since you encountered me.

probably time has taken its own tole

but I have not found one simple reply which I was looking since then

The question is :

Why love is only successful at thoughts level only.

my explaination is as follows:- (but its subject to your approval )

you must have read my inflorescence where I wrote the basic working of human brain and how the memory is stored and get retrieved through an infinite array of bio feed back mechanisms.

but love ! the story is not that simple.

it functions under two basic principles : potentials and kinetics of physics.

In school level probably now a days students know how this equation is related on ground reality.

say a factor of ~ is the driving force of this equation as is understood in modern day computing software the well known executive file(s).

the executive files as called catalyzing factors in feed back mechanism of brain gets blocked and or deviated else where resulting in total failure of retrieval of memory proteins

the ibid is total eclipse of a brain which I generally refer to as "bapa di dunia" or the cold blooded murder in my verbatim confusion.

Now I tell you another horrible reality around.

this eclipse is permanent in normal human beings particularly encompassed by the factor of ~ of bapa di dunia but its temporary or time and space driven in psychiatric patients eg neurotic psychosis ; its equally but analogously applicable to psychosis and even in case of complete insanity on clinical grounds.

do write if you receive this msg through this bullshit globalised electronic camera.

Love !!

now do tel me how my heart can be convinced that princess of Saudi Arabia will throw it away like what happened with Kalidas of Indian literature.

Friday, May 27, 2011

INFLOURESCENCE May 27, 11. 9.33 PM


In our brain the system of files and mega files are definitely stored in memory proteins but the system to execute these files is simply infinite: the so called feed back mechanism of general physiology of bio systems is the ultimate key to know this bio wondrous world.

but here I am not bullshit interested in this damn sciences.

I shall write something like this

you reverberate in my neurons

I know the world is hell bound to decipher

the cosmic love

I see you live or else

it doesn't matter

yes !!

Love is beyond sciences

I know the cranks too

Love is self hypnosis in psychiatry

but you live in me
simply beyond these connotations

msg goes to the world (globalized) especially the scientific cranks.

source : Bushra Sadiq



Thursday, May 26, 2011

INFLORESCENCE May 26,11 .8.39 PM


the steps
I strode

wavy my thoughts
still focused
you left some of your shadows

bestowed
probably in some
too least defined

at every breath of mine
I find you
somewhere
where my heart looks for

I have had enough
but you reverberate

I search myself
at every note
you left
thin air of
my being

with or without

one day
the fine morning
it shall retire

but I will be lost
some where
you left to resile
too jealous to find me

shadows shall combine
to realise you

as the Sun shades up
I realise you
some where
I left you
to find me

at this
moment
you resonated
the pulses of heart
I catch
that's the way
I exist

thus goes
the time with me

source: Bushra Sadiq



FLOWERS OF RAJPATH May 26.11 4.11 AM


A day of reckoning
whilst the heart lost its relevance

the Himalayan hair
that shadow me

the penetrating heats

I ask
where are you

while I know
its you
and you
what I am

The thin air asks

I decipher

infinite some
strike at every note

is it you
or me
that trigger the cosmos

I hear your love

crashing

is it

Love is too magnanimous

or

I have

yet to know

what

Love stands for

source: Bushra Sadiq


Monday, May 23, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH LOVE YOU .May 23rd,11.8.50 PM

when the globe has lost a sense to live

I have arisen again
to realise your love

I will be walking free
but your love shall guide me
the stolen steps of mine

your heart shall say
I will put my hard

I know

Its a difficult forbidden blues

I am made of
what you left

some time
awakened

but Love
when you come
some time on a date line

I shall be waiting

Magnolias in hand

I heard at net
your Kasur is too beautiful

but Love
Do remember

I am nothin
but only

Euphorbia royalana syndrome

you shall ask

I shall say

I love you

source : Bushra Sadiq

Thursday, May 12, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..LOVE YOU .May 11.5.10.07 PM

Today when the big tamasha imposed by stupid action of my cousin daughters have ended in a happy way. I have taken my another form of life.

I know I am made for challenges.

But I remember one day I told you I will prove the worth of your beauty if time and space allowed me.

I presume you are looking me through this hacked and big electronic camera , evaporated globally whilst whole the cranks of the world are looing into their brains.

Life never stops, I know

so is my love to you

Do call me if you feel that its now comparatively a better environ to call

I have missed you a lot

the torture factor being infinite

your love has made me invincible

love


Open top secret love letter to my all sweet hearts.

source: Neha.C.Mehta, Kiran & anu, Kasur girl ( Pl tel me your name), Astha , Dr.Dimple Bansal.but not shipra .v (reason is simple I hate pakhand in any form what so ever. including the pakhand of love.)

Friday, May 6, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..May .6.11; 5.54 AM



Bank of Baroda Defence Colony New Delhi
the special home loan counter

I was calm posed to get my loan payment for tax purposes

it was a usual day except for the lady officer dealing my case

nothin special
but I make sand dunes with a beautiful pen paint of thoughts
to survive the monotony that hits me at every another second with me

I recall my previous writing , exuberant with euphoric moments with a hidden thread of sad tone

but I was happy for that moments at the euphoric experience

some hearts are fragrant
it leaves your aura with a sunami of freshness and relevance

I know the backwaters
they will go with all my worth
leaving me again in a ditch of vacuum lit large

but who cares

The moments when I saw you
and !!!! at this moment

you may have some nano seconds to wonder

I am still lost to my oblivions

I was searching your running fingers at my profile in your BOB Defence Colony office Br. New Delhi.

I waited til day but you never caught my nerves

The telepathy doesn't work !!! love !!
its a bullshit dried flowers of the yore in some timed out pages

I still desire that when the month of Dec shall come

but I do know the posting business is a damn ground reality around

have a nice moments with you

with love

source: girl officer: probably her name is Nidhi/Neha Sharma BOB Defence colony. msg goes to you only : do call me: but remember I am always surrounded by big controversies around. But I am perfect at protocol oriented behvioural aspects. I think you must have read my this prose cum science; yesterday: whilst you may be running your fingers at your currency notes.