FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..LOVE YOU .May 11.5.10.07 PM

Today when the big tamasha imposed by stupid action of my cousin daughters have ended in a happy way. I have taken my another form of life.

I know I am made for challenges.

But I remember one day I told you I will prove the worth of your beauty if time and space allowed me.

I presume you are looking me through this hacked and big electronic camera , evaporated globally whilst whole the cranks of the world are looing into their brains.

Life never stops, I know

so is my love to you

Do call me if you feel that its now comparatively a better environ to call

I have missed you a lot

the torture factor being infinite

your love has made me invincible

love

Open top secret love letter to my all sweet hearts.

source: Neha.C.Mehta, Kiran & anu, Kasur girl ( Pl tel me your name), Astha , Dr.Dimple Bansal.but not shipra .v (reason is simple I hate pakhand in any form what so ever. including the pakhand of love.)

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..May .6.11; 5.54 AM

Bank of Baroda Defence Colony New Delhi
the special home loan counter

I was calm posed to get my loan payment for tax purposes

it was a usual day except for the lady officer dealing my case

nothin special
but I make sand dunes with a beautiful pen paint of thoughts
to survive the monotony that hits me at every another second with me

I recall my previous writing , exuberant with euphoric moments with a hidden thread of sad tone

but I was happy for that moments at the euphoric experience

some hearts are fragrant
it leaves your aura with a sunami of freshness and relevance

I know the backwaters
they will go with all my worth
leaving me again in a ditch of vacuum lit large

but who cares

The moments when I saw you
and !!!! at this moment

you may have some nano seconds to wonder

I am still lost to my oblivions

I was searching your running fingers at my profile in your BOB Defence Colony office Br. New Delhi.

I waited til day but you never caught my nerves

The telepathy doesn't work !!! love !!
its a bullshit dried flowers of the yore in some timed out pages

I still desire that when the month of Dec shall come

but I do know the posting business is a damn ground reality around

have a nice moments with you

with love

source: girl officer: probably her name is Nidhi/Neha Sharma BOB Defence colony. msg goes to you only : do call me: but remember I am always surrounded by big controversies around. But I am perfect at protocol oriented behvioural aspects. I think you must have read my this prose cum science; yesterday: whilst you may be running your fingers at your currency notes.

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..LOVE YOU .May 4.11.10.07 PM

while I was strolling back my way at Vijay Chowk

I got stopped by an array of melted down egos travelling with its security guards

I stopped my steps to realise not these egos

simple equations are too prevalent around the bio world

my heart asks me why love fails to realise itself

I steer clear of its traps

but its a swampy marshy lands

its a reality I struggle day and night together

my heart puts its thumbs down

I explain it as follows:-

our brain is literally made of files in the form of permanent memory proteins: These get enveloped by the so called further shells of permanent memories proteins.

as we go higher at powers/worths/capabilities/potential equations of existentials/physical forces; what happens , at every step an infinite "chakravues" of "Mahabharatas" get established guarded by infinite rings of ultimate forces in infinite meanings and worths.

Now darling love is power less

just tel me how it can cross these infinite "Natural forces" to get it realised.

My heart says again

damn it !!

I say !!! love !!!!!

keep to your self

Guru Teg Bahadur has an "epitomized" entity

his sons too

Now let me know my love !!

from where I shall bring them

source: Neha C, Mehta, Kiran & Anu, Dr. Dimpal Bansal, Dr.Aastha,

here I am putting shipra v. for a special purpose : the msg goes to China, Israel, All Muslim anarchists,"zihadis" in special emphasis, North korea, Burma:

The "love" is also framed on individualized basis too. This msg goes to my lonely moments.

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..27.April 11.9.06 PM

Hi Neha !!

You have seen me live too too many times. But coincidently I could not see you live. I know coming fr Bombay to Delhi without any specific work is not that easy.

Do try to visit Delhi as I have already finished the so called global warfare.

My room and my life styles are infinite known to you.

I do remember you when I cross vijay chowk

you are still my source of infinite inspiration

I do have that forbidden nerves to simply twist the earth

but the problem is

the filthiest world around us

yaar!! meine to' bahut kachra saaf kya hei

but sale kachra feinknei wale apni harkato sei baz hi nahi aate

I know you are looking at me at this time through this bullshit hacked pc

any how do come to Delhi

we will have a few wonderful moments to have hot chocolate fudge at Mc Donald.

have a nice day

say my hello to your friends and sweet hearts.

and ofcourse you can ring me at my personal No. 9868940255 but darlin be careful as my highest boss who is literally equivalent to chief of the Army staff is also hacked by China and this pathetic country will never budge. I am duty bound to respect my hierarchy. But I give a damn to any body what so ever he she may be including the so called PM or President of India. I do realise that all are ' roti seko ' bastards around me(but here I do not refer to my Armed Forces): but darlin don't worry I have horrific worth to evolve my self and do remember No bloody bastard on this earth can have even the thought process to think of my worth. I am speaking my heart to you in my personal capacity= no bloody ecclesiastical powers etc.

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..APRIL28,11.12.57 am

I have just to realize my worth

til date I have searched you

I have put my best

my all arrows could not bring the flowers
I love to adore your neckline

I search the fragrance
that have your aura
some at its droplets

as I search
the queries grow further

my quest to find you


I ask myself

is it worth

the conflict order of mine

I find hard
the misfit nerves of mine

I have heard
if you love
that comes reverberated in faces around you

but here too
my weaponry that too infinite
simply fails to bring the flowers

of chosen taste
that can bring you
a bit close to me and my world

I strive day and night
search being infinite
as thy love
with me

I have yet to define
what my love stands for

may be
love has grown too exotic
to test my nerves

or is it
I have hazy taste of my love

I ask
day and night

the quest of mine
and my 'starry' moments

search you live

where ever I happen to be

the changed environs of the day
and me

I find my lost relevance

some where
you can come of

flying

bereft of inhibitions
and see my love

I do realise
you may be too constrained

but is it that with me too

I ask you and me
at the same breath

source: anu

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..April.15.11..10.17 PM

when all the frontiers of war fell apart like pieces of old and seasoned papers

I have picked my pen to draw a line of rose gardens
that have never been promised

I did remember you too too many times
to reactivate my weaponry

but one thing I forgot

you will ask
what is that exotic entity around

I shall explain as follows

after every onslaught
when my nerves fell apart
the tethered pieces of existence

how to come out of my niche
so resolutely decorated
the Himalayan hair of your infinite expanse of love
the elixir of cosmos

but my heart said
Its too tough to face the nuances of existentials

I kept it resolute, laser finished focused
the promises, I made to stand by
the test of the time

do tel me
if you received my love

source: Neha.c.Mehta, kiran & anu, Dr. Dimple Bansal,

SAVE AND CLEAN INDIA BEFORE ITS LATE..ETC

MY SECOND WAR HEAD:

Explain in details and publish in all mass media what is the shape and content of your party funds. From where the money has come. Where it is lying. What is the magnitude in details. How it has been spent with all details and logicals so that an uneducated person can understand. Why you have not constituted a neutral auditing body eg CGDA, so that all mega and micro management of funds can be accounted for.

If your reply can not be justified why the parliament should not be dissolved immediately as its an illegal body based and constituted on dubious money sources etc. Here the parliament includes all persons/ parties what so ever. But the govt funding mechanism eg Election Commission managed funds are beyond the scope of this question.

MY THIRD WAR HEAD :

Why females officers from elite institutions can not be put into the job of taxations (all purposes inclusive). Why they can not be selected on the basis of merit. Tax money goes to Armed Forces and Armed Forces are warriors. No bullshit incompetent basatard can fight on the war front.

MY FOURTH WAR HEAD.

WHY THE JUDGES (ALL RANKS INCLUSIVE eg petty time magistrates etc.) CAN NOT BE SELECTED BASED ON A SYSTEM/MODUS OPERANDI AS APPLICABLE TO INDIAN ARMED FORCES OFFICERS CADRE AND WHY THERE CAN NOT BE A SYSTEM/MECHANISM/modus operandi OF WRITING A PUBLIC REPORT ON SIX MONTHLY BASIS OF JUDGES (ALL RANKS INCLUSIVE) BY THE PRIME MINISTER OF INDIA DULY VETTED BY the speaker of parliament and THE PRESIDENT OF INDIA. WHY THERE CAN NOT BE AN INBUILT MECHANISM TO REMOVE THE JUDGES (ALL RANKS INCLUSIVE) BASED ON THE IBID REPORT(s) CALCULTED/COMPILED ON YEARLY BASIS ONLY.