Friday, June 4, 2010

SWIMMING SOUL..June.5.10.7.58 PM

I generally look my first page of your orkut profile
every eve's relevance of mine
you shall ask
hell!!! with you
there is hardly anything to look at

but probably you are too short at nerves
my real intention is to say you
hi!! my love!! how are you

I know this is a stupid question

today I got focused to the Maxican oil gulf leak stopage success
probably I was at full streams of happiness
a rare happening with me

you may construe
your profile views don't bring me happiness
I simply do it instinctively

is that
I love you
so instinctively

probably true

it would appear too mystic to your nerves

but my way of brain and heart
its probably beyond you

I know
you are poor at poetry

but I don't think I write the poetic way

the day went with tough nerves running the roost

but I forget all once I step on vijay chowk from sena bhawan side

life takes different kaleidoscopic colours to me

I enjoy your ghost walking step in step with me

source::::Ships::::::::::::
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SWIMMING SOUL..June.5.10.7.56 hrs

this event
probably not in my stars
as I am believed to know

you are super specialist bio-tech heart
why the hell you fall prey to such thoughts
my brain opines too soft

but one thing my brain is ignoring hard
I am jealous lover
of the love

are you sure
its your love
now it retorts back

I take a deep breath
look at you

I know I will not come to your room
just to see you

I know it makes no sense at all

but I do know
from the very inception
I have got high jacked by your love

I have denied to myself
all the way

hell!! with you
my brain is angry by this time

you're creating problems for you

I look to the horizons

ask if
when it wasn't around

source:::ships!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::::::::
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Thursday, June 3, 2010

shadow of reality..June..4.10

I have asked my brain
stop your equation
with your heart

my nerves make a tough laugh
at the possible corners

I am constrained
at every moment

see you
all around

why your Shadow
doesn't stop stalking me

every second
I start
fall before the start

why it happens so
why a heart
gets
what it deserves least

I search the pages
know how belie its own frontiers

me the docile
shoots to another fall

your thoughts
the magnetic swirl pools
I struggle hard

keep me in shape
to the mundanes

but my heart
it remains hooked to
the shadows
coming from you

why you have let
your aura to spread so fast

unbridled
leveling my every effort
to remain at distance

you have chosen
the choices of yours

why you come striking me hard
if you had this ultimate
weapon to strike

my soul
it says
cool down

things shall take shape

I wonder
at its wisdom

as
I am hardly
with a shape

bereft of thy

every time I fight back
but it never ends

is that
I have to do
the whole hell

of your spell
around

Nature is cruel
injustice have lit large

whilst you're smiling

at my pieces
all around

source:::shipra. v
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SWIMMING SOUL..June.4.10

a day after I could feel
things are over for good

see the beauties around
bereft of your own one

some one has encaged her
by default

and you have happened to have no means
to change the equations
in your ways

I was introvert at my things around
looked as if
a thunderstorm shall change

I know it has to come one day


you're that optimistic
just for nothin

your love is lost
on the horizon

the die hard system
it has proved the wits

I was running my pencil
to make good the today's work at hand

it shall stand the way it is

reverberations
around and near

I remained silent
thro' out the day

work is my equation
you may not be there

but you simply can't
win at one front

your thoughts and aura
that's mine only

source:::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SNOW WIZARDS OF RAJPATH..JUNE.3.10

heat scorched Rajpath
some like me too busy
at their way of syllabus of heart
tuned to the unexplained

its not that
showers shall come
but the scorched pathways
may be that shall come out

with a new growth around

new hopes
driven thro' the invisible forces

but you being existing
in more ghost forms

shall I survive the scenario

difficult to say

Nature has its own ways and means

but heart defeats heart

so is the crunch around

will that have a chance
to survive at

my steps were straight
bereft of reasons

lost in thoughts
why success has different meanings


whether it struck an endless array
or
may the horizons have the last laugh

probably lost confidence
at my heart

it has words too wobble
down the track of Rajpath

probably you may not have realised

the inner strength

how to decide
and evade the reality

but if at all
you got the reality

source:::::::shipps::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

SHADOW OF REALITY..June.2.10

another day of challenges
with a difference of planning
a bit large

when scope diminishes to materialise
development takes its turn

I took my metro as usual
but
the Almighty way of maneuvering
the coordinated cardinals
all pervasive
the basic forces of
momentum and system

well!!!!!!!!!!!!
for a naive heart
its too difficult to make out
as the working paradigm

it simply encompasses the whole universe
from micro sub atomic to the mega-forces

that is where My Love has got lost

you could hardly afford the Resistance and power
of your system with the momentum
you might have gathered

but LOVE!!
the Nature is not that stupid
that shall give you innumerable chances

to change the equations

well!!
definitely the will and decisive nerves with tough Resistance

its the ultimate weapon

is it true
you shall use this weapon

depends
how much
you care and know
love is greater to system

source:::::shipps::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

SHADOW OF REALITY..June.01.10

"rangha rangha kahei ke mei aapei rangha hoi
.......................meinu heer n akho koi............."

this is the song on my FM which I have put on full stream
it's a nuisance for the neighbours.

but there are moments I care for none

may be inner molten lava takes the love in different way

but it's decibel value is harmful -my brain intervenes

hell!!!!!! with you
damn bullshit
shut up
this is how my heart retorts back

any how I have lowered the decibel value
as this song is no more being aired

but I air injustice of the Almighty in many forms

I was damn busy this day
the taxing analysis interpretative notes

the innovating discussion with top brass
to fathom out the unsavory moments

but I survive the whole hell

may be
your being at my heart
it serves what I may not realise

today morning before sun could say hello!! my distorted heart
I could feel the pinch of heat-it was only 31 C at my PC screen
but I know I am comfortable with 49 C

what has really gone wrong

I could realise
too later on whilst in my AC room at office
I was not comfortable at 17 C too

I looked through my shaded window

your room was straight at my sight
but your aura was yet to emanate out

I did realise

I know one thing I can't create
your presence around me

but a few moments later
my heart whispered

I can do that

I ponder at its wisdom

source: shipra.v
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