as if you are with me.

I am pen downing a letter that may take generations put together what I mean to say. Today its the world of madalisation and crimalisation but I am taking you to a world where such things didn't exist nor the glamorisation cum businessization of rab nei bana di jori or sei mujhei rab dikhta hei tujh mei etc. His name was Goverdhan and devout of work who could not find his love and helped by my father he bought his love from nearby town of rajasthan known as rajputana of that time. He was pleading his love with a country liquor I remember last. His love went away I presume and made to believe. 

pebbles of my heart 
ask 
where are you

I see ocean
it mammoth waives

splashing on itself

asking me

as 

if you are with me