why.

sticking to snap (s) is a psychiatric disorder that is a fact. When normal people become even more psychiatric sick on ground reality then this is a necessary evil to survive. I dont have leave with me as per office schedule else I would have come to bombay to meet you as I feel you may not come out of this stupid stigma that you happen to be a female and your coming here to meet me will put a bloody metal stamp on you and your profession will be affected . ( which incidentally is not a factual
reality ). Otherwise instinctively I am a farmer son who has an extremely simple life in his DNA. It literally means anything around rs 35 at present gives me normal time beyond it my system says its a nuisance as per my intrinsic bio framework. I am trying to write a poem for you that may be of million dollars but you see let me be silent further.

every day flowers ask me
some poke
other smile
many behave well

where is your love
we shall make it happening
scintillating fresh
beyond what you can have

I do not reply
they say
it doesn't matter
we shall blossom for a few days

but may be
our days are yrs and yrs

I ponder sometimes
again silence prevails

I do not know
why