what to pen down.

Deepika your this snap generally haunts me to the bluest ever possible. Apparently I remember your very first snap in bickney that you most probably experienced with my writing prowess. I was keenly observing the air crew of Air India and Spice jet to an extent that I literally holistically placed you in that module of existence and literally made a graph of your growth vis a vis my encounter of reality with you. Certain things I will not pen down for obvious reasons. 
I can not say whether I really love you
or love happens to fill the void of a genius
misfit every where
I always feel you at my hands length
that's like my Euphorbia royalana of botanical gardens of Punjab univ
a glimpse of light between 2 AM to 4 AM makes the universe come true for these tiny tots of Nature.

whether Nature sent you to confront me
or other way round
I have many thoughts postulates 

may be I love you
an ocean 
I have yet to realise

what to pen down