FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..March.11,11.8.26 PM

one fine evening I happened to see a movie Pakiza

for me these bullshit movies are simply useless stuff around

reason is very simple

I simply don't appreciate the hyper created by such things

so is the case of damn novels around
I see no fun in long long stories creating and evoking allusions and exotic nerves around ( here I include all such stuff whether its of hi fi literature etc,)

again the reason is simple too

I have not seen even a single person who really changed himself or herself out of this stuff

If these stupid things can not bring any positive change
I really fail to understand why the stuff and for whom its meant for

One day this beauty encountered me
I litterally could see and feel her nerves

and one fine morning she succumbed to the reality around

then why the bullshit feelings are made hyper/hypo in literature itself

if its made for time pass
then I feel Its far far better to pass time whilst remembering the god in abstract form

but even this bullshit god can not change the decision which this beauty opted and made me to stroll around finding the meaning of love , if it exists at all

At this moment she is preparing her dishes I know it
but why she put lethal bacteria in my dishes
I stopped the evening food itself/ (if she happens to read this article = she should know I literally made me not to accept food at any event of the day.)

But she can not ever realise
the cost which I paid for her decision

this was the question which the senior lady officer asked me
my reply was :

Look madam ( her name is Sunena Bharti ) there is not even a single beauty around who can understand my worth and stand to the tune of the time

she simply said: sir, you are simply under estimating you

I knew at my heart

which she can not know
even if she takes another birth

such are my lonely moments
and me

source: shipra .v