this is file photo of a typical psychological disordermy this utterance is not at all related with this disorder as such.
today when my heart has been left with this phase
I resile back with my well wishers
I feel happy some hearts are there to pulsate for me
At the moments I am tuned to a chaste punjabi song of Shiv Kumar batalvi.
I know whole of the world is sleeping
my sleep has become meaningless
so I hardly get affected with or without sleep
time plays such truant games
too often but
some hearts do retaliate with matching evolution
so goes the time and life together
life has to move in either way
even the most ever unknown catastrophies of Nature are politely replaced by life
such is the beauty of Nature or you may call it god
but who's that god
who is keeping me awake at such hrs of very early mornings
with plausible relevance
today when my son was looked after by Dr Dimple
I felt the same as is written above
I do say to myself
there are many many people who love you in many forms
you're not at all alone
the fact a few evil brains has killed your soul doesn't mean that life is non existential for you
I love to find my hearts
who struggle and love to breathe hard
to make my moments lively
I again remember too much of them
and negotiate the worthiness of the god's empire
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