BLACK ROSES ..Contd..28.4.10

me and my moments of making
with or without

I often watch where do you fit
at all

fighting moments of
some in collusion
another bereft of
what
if and buts

is it the stuff well built in
the system of undefined equations

is it
your plasmatic presence
or my own creations

I search the surroundings

some too mundanes
exotic too hard to shapes
near and around

I search
as if
I have never started

I am not oblivious of myself
you too

such is the way
I find meaning

if at all
your being with me

why??????

my heart looks through my eyes
then through your ones

find if
at all
the difference
is of a relevance

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