This letter is for you. I speak sophisticated clear and without any dubious intention at all. It would have comfortable nice if you could have responded. I have worked under extreme challenging equations but I always find as if its a new moment and day. In a genuine meet the basic focus remains to cut the walls of communications and psychological barrier amongst the basic know how. To know is simply not even a begining at present scenario of happenings. I have written this letter just to begin to know of cohesive threads. 

I know you may respond only after say less or approaching to ten hrs from now.

Its 4.09 with me I was searching how to become relevant as I have tried many methods may be I will start learning some software.

Mr Padukone I am writing you a very simple letter but it will take extra nerves to understand what I mean to say. I was beyond my own control of depression and advised to meet someone who can be of help to me. I did not venture at deepika place. I asked navu that I am coming to chd. This got flashed into their system. I was asked by navu not to approach their house. I asked her I am not in  a position and better understand the gravity. I was standing at a nearby small park waiting for navu. Three males relatives of her mother came out whom I wished but none could afford  humane hand and went away. Navu came after say half an hr and I was escorted by her to dharam shala. It was around 8 PM.

I am awakened whole this time.

neurotic depression has no correlation with climate time and cycles of a female but it has tendency of electric nervous convulsions. coffee is a bad idea but not liquor in moderate consumption, social inhibition is incidental in certain cases. Faith does not solve anything. tides of depression can be corrected psychologically in moderate outings driving ( in certain cases) no one appears to be loved one but illusion haunts to that effect. One tends to long for solution whilst there is none visible.