Its a ticklish aspect to say who is a better placed a non responding mundane or the pencil savvy heart. When we negotiate the live an ephemeral quotient is something that has to be surfed through irrespective of the fact whether its a competent point or not. Now if we add a romance factor its something a hidden threshold at one sides. Souring temperature of say 45 degree Celsius may turn to be attractive one for a cause. Its not a straight equation non the less. One may end a chaotic lot or may be it turn out to be a worthless equation all the time. I will continue.

or deepika kya siir fir gya hei tumara

I have already taken my psychiatric medicine and normally I should have been sleeping but sometimes tough heart simply fails to understand that bio chem howsoever potent and extent has limiting factor as it somehow can not create what a heart really  wishes for. I have often seen in my live environs people boasting of their possessed nerves possessed nerves situation possessed etc etc preaching advising suggesting having a what you say in american way of English disturbing the tranquility with their adages phrases orders and self made directorial dictates and the likes. I am happy therefore you aught to be happy. I am competent therefore you aught to be competent. or in chaste hindi ab bahut der ho gai hei bhagwan mei man lagao kirtan puja path hi sahara hei veisein' to' yeih sacch hi hei ki aap kei saath bahut nain'insafi hui hei par aab sathi milna or sukh milna aap jantei hein' bhaagon' ki baat hei. Kush raha karo ham to aap ko khush hi dekhna chatein' dil se, koi baat nahi kiran ka hubby tumhei jo bhi samajhta to' hei to' kutch aat pata sa , anu to' bhagi bhgai hi samjho to' acch hi hoga or deepika kya siir fir gya hei tumara  

my this half the other one as well

my this half the other one as well
asks
why sad is that mundane
not the one 
I paint

I tel him a small story. A story that has no end no start no mid no intervals may not be continuity or contiguity . One day I went to see her at her house. I knew the lost nerves of hers. I was calm pose as usual. Someone asked her go and say see off. I remember before approaching my etios I put my palms around her cheeks. The inquisitive saddened soul could not see my warmth and it fled away see its the crunch you have to adore. 
I was having an acquaintance in 8th standard some late mr.chabbra junior he was a fan of a math teacher who resided in my chopra wali gali surroundings his name has gone off my hard disc a well equipped mathematician of that time who demanded rs.150/pm from me for tuition I asked mom who expressed her helpless as the total amount she received from my the great ever possible trilock chand ahuja was rs.800 pm, I resiled  my fate and lost at mathematics , I was telling you of some late mr. he boasted of my definition the greatest ever possible he is you see helplessness, I could gather the vicious tentacles and nerve cum wisdom too. I have not changed the title of the letter may be its something lets not pen down.

but there is no salt to neutralize this instinct.

This is a beautiful face every body may admit at heart of hearts. There is no need of kumar vishwas neither of namo namo modi. India has practically gone haywire and madness of masses of 60s to 70s to 80s have resurfaced in a metamorphic manner and every female has adopted an instinct of a leech but there is no salt to neutralize this instinct.  

Let not insult the English language.

mehei thari shakal bhi jano
akal bhi jano
tharei baap ko bhi jano
tharei khandan ko bhi jano
thari nyat bhi jano
tharo seerat bhi jano
tharo baap maangeion' peesa
marho deemag abhi theekthaak hei shori

randi ko dena aacho hei
tharo baap kei jaal mei fasnei ki jagahein'
 I think I should not waste my time to put a more elaboration to this entry and let not insult the English language.

Tomorrow I plan to start my etios.

Love
this snap of your speaks of an empire of sciences which is relevant with your work and its related cardinals or paradigm and as you your self is another empire of sciences  so is my love to you. It means I have referred to three practically endless zones of sciences. Today is 18 I could not go for coloring my hair. Kiran was saying do it as some one may elope anu. I took it cool. Now I have touched upon another endless empire of sciences. Tomorrow I plan to start my etios. 

I replied yes sir.

Love
I really don't know what the hell these religious fanatics want to say. Its true that good poetry with sundri kei bal make even toilet look like the bloody ultimate in its essence and content potentials too.
Yesterday my managing director in chief the general in chief of armed forces opined that he is bloody product of a school where some shit were made roses and roses the vice verse and you see I am the only genius and potential and righteous on this bullshit earth. I replied yes sir.