Monday, September 12, 2011

I stand to ask



Its a day

too hectic with the whirlpools

some of mine

others too hazy

beyond defines

of the present past

future together


I often say

what for

I am here at all

is that

I am here

for the moments sake

I ask them

who are you

lost somewhere

loosing threads

of mine

I ask too often

who am I

is it you

or else

you are me only



अकसर तुझको देखा है कि ताना बुनते
जब कोइ तागा टुट गया या खत्म हुआ
फिर से बांध के
और सिरा कोई जोड़ के उसमे
आगे बुनने लगते हो
तेरे इस ताने में लेकिन
इक भी गांठ गिराह बुन्तर की
देख नहीं सकता कोई

मैनें तो ईक बार बुना था एक ही रिश्ता
लेकिन उसकी सारी गिराहे
साफ नजर आती हैं मेरे यार जुलाहे

I Breathe for you


often
I see

what

probably comes off

too obsolete

at another way
O'

whom I say


ask my half
one
with you


I say to mine
where you've gone

what for

I am here

come come fast
till I breathe last


tribute to the fallen

Sunday, September 11, 2011

We stand


continents of emotions
too worked up

I search my hearts
where are those eyes that looked straight

searching
I search till day
the bullets and bombs

the fallen I stand
you may call
I stand for you

tender of thine

I shall overwhelm

the agonies I have

A day may come
I shall stand by


where you might be

I shall start

I shall say
you find me

the breath

you and me


combine


the horizons
shall come

we stand the next

Sun comes


we stand

together

we stand

A tribute to the fallen

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Antithesis

how far its sane enough
to thrive in the shadows

I ask myself

time comes
the ghost of my makings

I have lost to my hearts
the whirly wishes of the twins

it comes
every change
the cosmetic attire

I see myself
the dark attire
I adore
by default

I have resiled back
too often

my heart asks
I ignore
my steps
quite tuned
the spiny ways

I ask
at the day end

why
and
why

Love fails love


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Antithesis


some times I suddenly fall short of a competent language to express my self

I do wonder

whether love is that exotic

I do ask who is more worth-full

is it Nirala

Nirala creations

his Love to Lord Krishna

Lord Krishna him self

The all mighty connotations around the lord

the worth of lord krishna


or the the love in its entirety

its a rainy day

I remember

I played nimoli game with you



'come
its time again











































































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Thursday, September 1, 2011

Antithesis

I have picked my pen not to write

the directions of airs tell their hardest tunes

fights of mine have just started its entire borderlines

I know

this time I will scummb down

I am not worried of defeat

my concerns are different

for whom I was fighting for


Friday, August 19, 2011

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH AUG 18,11 :11.04 PM


Today the magnolian eyes faced me and I wondered how to acknowedge the love quotient. These bloody net wala have deliberately put my server off. Any how I am used to make sand dunes.

Darlin Anu and Kiran I tell you a secret of our being around. The cosmos has not revealed it to any one. We are a bubble of energy with an energy quotient of say lembda factor of physics. The start of this is undefined so is the end. This energy factor is neutral of negative and positive in physical matters as well as metaphysical matters. In other words the concept that light is the ultimate truth is totally wrong. The preachers of human beings in totallity are simply ignorant of this factor.

There is no concept of such as positive and negative energy: These are only psychiatric state of affairs. The physics possessed Brahma kumaris are simply crank and telling the world a totally defunct concept. They can’t study psychiatry I know it. The case of Kiran Bedi is literally a bio typic and as well as of softsystem type objects. I know a crank police officer simply can not understand a b c of soft ware. So is bloody Anna Hazare. They are simply misusing the economic cardinals to proliferate their distorted mind set ups. The concept of corruption is a myth. And see my love!! whole of India is simply behaving frenzy on the hysteric factors revolving the word of corruption. Where were these stupid Indians till date. I tell you another horrible reality: the hotting up economic factor (its both ways-its too complex: I will touch/deliberate later on) brought the revolutions all around the world so is the case with India. Its simply stupid to think that corruption can disfigure the vibrant economy. Only the mass psyche level is being swirled up by cranks around to befool the masses who are by default fickle in nature in all respects. Mass memory is never strong. The heros are therefore crucified and its equally applicable vice versa. You simply can not expect sane nerves at the part of masses. The tragedy is: petty issues become the bloody biggest possible swirly winds around. The pure economic fatctors are being used to spread the bloody blackness all-around AND I already told you it’s the Dark/black which is the king: NOT the light.

But why I told you this ultimate unsavoury truth is that my magnolian eyes could not speak to me :

I am habitual in praising.

मन के सवाल

व्यर्थ के
ताने- बाने में
उलझी -सी
...
कितनी अर्थपूर्ण बातें
अर्थहीन हो जाती
बाहरी उलझने
फिर सुलझ कर भी
अनसुलझी -सी रहती
मन के सवाल
हल करने में
गणितज्ञ सभी
असहाए -से
स्वयं को
पराजित -सा पाते
जहाँ जोड़ कर भी
कितना कुछ
जुड़ पाता
घाट कर घटता
एक और एक
ग्यारह कभी
तो कभी दो भी
हो पाता