its not now a days that we scumb to monotony
it has had been with the living world through the entire history of human being

but what is with rest of world

Sciences point to a horrible fact

its something like as follows:

intellect as its often called as emotional quotient in modern day advance know how has got revolutionized on the heterogeneity basis. Well this heterogeneity basis is too enigmatic. A cruel fact is that Nature has empowered the female species to choose its bio-partner as de facto reality. In common language it means that the female has a choice of its own. This choice started from say 5 billion yrs ago. But this choice factor in bio sciences is not the "choice" as we understand today. The early stages of life choice meant to the level of mirco bio molecules itself. However the homogeneity has also played a part to the evolutionary part of choice but its contribution is far far less.

this further evolved to the macro-bio-molucles which we called basic single bio molecule which combine together to form one gene.

one gene is simple basic factor but the intricacy is not that simple. genes act on bio feed back mechanism. In common language we can understand if we start from say 1-100, any part say 25 or either 59 can trigger the formation of any number of sequences.

this makes the process of evolution highly complex scenario. What we are that's only 5% of the total genome with us. The remaining part is simply sleeping. The active part which produces wonders is only one percent.

Now this one % bio feed back mechanism is all what controls happiness and monotony: In other simple words monotony is present throughout the living world. Its %age varies through the bio-clock triggered gene physiological threshold of our nervous system.

my heart says : bullshit : tel me where is your one percent

I understand my heart but I simply say that my one % is simply sleeping

it simply makes no sense to my heart

is that non sense is a reality or say a better one

can't say

as its too too philosophical as sciences are concerned.

source: Neha.c.Mehta, shipra.v

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..March..4,11.9.10 PM

its not now a days that we scumb to monotony
it has had been with the living world through the entire history of human being

but what is with rest of world

Sciences point to a horrible fact

its something like as follows:

intellect as its often called as emotional quotient in modern day advance know how has got revolutionized on the heterogeneity basis. Well this heterogeneity basis is too enigmatic. A cruel fact is that Nature has empowered the female species to choose its bio-partner as de facto reality. In common language it means that the female has a choice of its own. This choice started from say 5 billion yrs ago. But this choice factor in bio sciences is not the "choice" as we understand today. The early stages of life choice meant to the level of mirco bio molecules itself. However the homogeneity has also played a part to the evolutionary part of choice but its contribution is far far less.

this further evolved to the macro-bio-molucles which we called basic single bio molecule which combine together to form one gene.

one gene is simple basic factor but the intricacy is not that simple. genes act on bio feed back mechanism. In common language we can understand if we start from say 1-100, any part say 25 or either 59 can trigger the formation of any number of sequences.

this makes the process of evolution highly complex scenario. What we are that's only 5% of the total genome with us. The remaining part is simply sleeping. The active part which produces wonders is only one percent.

Now this one % bio feed back mechanism is all what controls happiness and monotony: In other simple words monotony is present throughout the living world. Its %age varies through the bio-clock triggered gene physiological threshold of our nervous system.

my heart says : bullshit : tel me where is your one percent

I understand my heart but I simply say that my one % is simply sleeping

it simply makes no sense to my heart

is that non sense is a reality or say a better one

can't say

as its too too philosophical as sciences are concerned.

source: Neha.c.Mehta, shipra.v

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..March.2,11.6.26 AM

today is a religious day
but my religion is love only

my heart says then can you please tel me who is your love
I simply fail to understand what and how to reply to this spoilt child

At this moments probably you have just not awakened enough to realise that your love simply bypassed you
I will say nothing on reasons
I have stopped too too many times : my heart doesn't know the reasons
I knew from the very initial stage

system is horribly constrained by time factor
and my time simply runs at light's speed may be on plasmatic speed

I know you hardly understands poetry
it is something you yourself told me
I know you have forgotten your own version by this time
your time is definitely with you

but my time has simply fled on far beyond plasmatic speed

I know my this interpretation of my love will not make a sense
you are probably too naive at your own self

Any how you will remain at some of the wavelengths of my heart

but how far I have missed you
and realised that your simple existence has made me
what I never knew myself

and that's the reason
I don't expect you can understand me and my love

have a nice day

source: shipra .v

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..March.1,11.7.59 PM

Today it was a different day
my boss came to me and said how r u Ahuja Sir: I said good morning sir: its fine with me: he replied how come you took leave on 24th ,(he knows I don't take leave as I have nothing to do except my office work). I replied nothin sir, some time normal dose of medicine doesn't work as I am surrounded by stupids all around and somehow double dose becomes super extra dose. He simply laughed as he understands the things around: Its fine take care and do tel me if I can do something for you:

I wondered how my technique worked so fast.

Today he worked like a real genius around. I was happy but my heart is a bullshit thin.

its a spoilt child: always looking for tophies say chocholate etc.

I can not bring its chocholates : I know this

but I knew I have won the game

challenges are simply nothing for me : I am too too used to it.

but my heart interrupted : hell !! with your prowess

I do realise its weakness

Nature never gives what you really deserve but nonetheless it gives you all instead which you hardly think of.

source : Neha c.Mehta

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..Feb.28,11.4.58 AM

Today is a working day as usual

but I have not been awakened by the crunch of work

I'm too too tough nut at my work place
its simply impossible for any hardest environ of work equation that can make me sick

but I do become sick of my own making

I wish I could not have been so

some times I observe my Army officers
there is no need for me to ask any question to them

There's hardly anything which escapes me

I got refreshed by one of Neha c Mehta her own expression at her page only meant for herself

otherwise fighting every moment is just another meaning of me

I wished I could have put my wishes at her pages
my constrained nerve prevented me

there was something which prevented me for that intended wish
otherwise Neha c mehta is my favorite inspiration
one day , I know she will be put in such time frame whereby time will become obsolete

my time equations run too fast

but my heart asks too much

I simply say
I can not dare challenge time

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..Feb.27,11.8.18 PM

I have just taken my psychiatric medicine: a simple naked truth with me: I will go to sleep under its effect after say 45 minutes. I know its effect will dilute by just before 2.AM and I will be left to negotiate my tsunami of self created vacuum. I do come to a feeling to talk to you when you cross your inhibitory quotient to come on line ,visible. My heart asks just talk to her. I love her too much. I know I love her too much. But my love is simply not understood at any level of cognisance of know how. May be I've crossed the scientific know how itself. I don't know. I may look too schizophrenic or neurotic may be psychotic. But why I am putting these words over here. I know many psychiatry awakened have to read my this love letter. I simply want to confuse them . Reason is very simple. No science can understand me. As I myself don't understand me, I know this is also a psychiatric disorder in itself.

but I am happy that no one is there to bully me. Some times living alone is a bliss. Otherwise too I simply don't like anyone around me. Again the reason is simple. I simply don't love any one. But my heart asks then whom you love. I only say : I don't know. It gets annoyed. I really don't know how to pacify my heart. I simply tel : even if I engage my sweet heart to talk to me : it makes no difference. The cruel reality is constant fact with me. I do make such efforts to change it.

Probably I am made just to fight with my nerves and remain busy

sometimes at my work
another at my vacuum

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..Feb.27.11, 11.14 AM

monotony of my heart
and my docile environs

I make every nanosecond
full of relevance

with a gist full of thoughts

but my heart
it simply brushes aside
all what I have made so assiduously

I hardly know
how to please this spoilt devil

I was reading one of the pages
once relevant to me
now its practically obsolete
as the time has run too fast
what I could catch of it

I do wonder
why the stupid like me
exists on the swampy soils

where there is no need of any worth

I recally my horrific bio know how

the reply is equally horrific

I skirt to know
my own reality

my colleague seniors often laugh at me
sir, your biggest enemy is your knowledge only

I do accept it
but my brain simply differs

my heart says
what the hell you can do
you have lost
what I aspire for
with this bullshit thing you have got

I struggle hard
to please my heart

every day and night