SCALE OF PSYCHO-ANALYSIS

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EXOTIC TRIVIAL TRUTH

I don't want to write : what you're doing at this moment: Its already Monday early morning and the blue colour of only relevance of mine has started pouring at my inner half

another half is lost in your illusive world

why the truth is so infinite and indifferent

til date I am searching the single query

may be we are less adaptable to the changes hostile they may be

or may be
challenges are a bit faster to us

what ever may be the outcome

your illusive presence do serve one purpose

I find a shadow in the scorching heart heats

sometime I feel its better to forget you and delete the whole hell from my hard disc

suddenly I find your aura has evolved like a virus- getting metamorphic stages in infesting my psyche and me the docile around keep searching for the solutions

good morning

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WISHES HAVE HORSES..March.28.10

at the other end of horizon
I find me busy searching your hazy aura falling in love with me
search has laser finished accuracy
e-world of mine
too predisposed at your wobble heart

I wish for the wishes sake
knowing the chasm to infinite
your will too meagre to cross thro'

in my classics I found this
over the waters of chanab and jhelam

time has evolved

I find at a corner
bypassing the seconds of this

as the search advance
so I remain intact
to find you more
ever after

shade after rise
silent moments
and your search

I make the steel nerves
to look sharp

over a nano second of mine
with me

I wish the success
jointed to your soul

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LOVE AS SEEN THRO' MODERN SCIENCES..March..28,10

The faculty of love has driven the profuse attention of almost every brain and heart around.
Sciences has developed to a forbidden levels as of now
Its immaterial if one is aware of that or not

the fact is howsoever unpalatable and difficult to internalise much exotic to actualise : Love as a faculty of human brain is a psychiatric disorder

the eternity factor of love is simply a mirage

the cardinals triggering love bio-chemicals are too unmanageable and prove to be lethal in all aspects barring the rarest purpose of extreme occurrence

but its a fact too
people are immensely prone to this brain's activity

the de facto instinct to love exotics is the real trigger of love

the vacuous magnetic syndrome
the so called love
leaves whole of the green grasses burnt all around

but the Nature and evolution don't stop so short

this very burnt out psychological living space gives birth to another set of forbidden eventualities
far more unpredictable for a more mundane brain to decipher at

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INVERTED MIRAGE..March,25.10

why the waves look indifferent
at my steps
some too heavy
tired and exhausted

with a desire to win the race

and find the race is itself
devoid of meaning

I search the equations
whether its as the usual way

find too little to reply

soothed heart
may be a whimsical reality
fought over
at every pulsating heart

take another step
towards the crunch

find the so called crunch
probably the mirage of the reality

U and me
search every day and night

direction free

u may have forgotten
I take more time

that makes
the oceanic difference

I surf

to make my roses
blossom
at your doorsteps

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JOINTED BANGLES..March,24.10

my introvert but learned professor at my univ with his cycle and lonely friend evoked a streams of colours that eventuated at my first sight of bicycles at my office

Now a huge palacious ultra modern empire of DRDO stands tall at that sight which puts its arms with oceanic warmth at my daily lunch

but your absence is filled by budding beauties waiting in Que like me

I miss a small shatoot tree which got evacuated from this place

I used to love my Navy Cut under this tree

my moments are as lonely till date but for your illusions surrounding my aura to fill a synthetic gap of the e-world where I have evolved to the tunes of times

my air conditioned room often reminds me the scorching heats at my farms where I shall face the happenings of the undefined moments

my hearts says
hell!! with you
you're damn solistic bastard with melancholia leaches big at your blood

I take the advice in good steads
I know
my preparedness quotient that I have learned from Armed Forces is a bliss in
harness

but why the hell!!
you're damn such boring stuff around
my hearts rebels like a child

I keep my cool

look towards the horizon
as if
they reside at my heart

like the big nostalgic nerves
I learned at my univ

beyond the perceptions
still too worldly

but exotic

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INFLORESCENCE..March 24,10

the plateau of wishes hidden hard
throbbing every another breath
the silent volcano
magnetic mammoth black hole

and the weakest forces of existence

I find the contradictory combine
survive with vengeance

the natural query remains
how far
if at all its the right choice
I see my mirror image

No reply comes at all

I know it has happened
the savoury hearts do eclipse
the shadows of realities
lit large
with sand of dunes
if the the will of the mighty
so strong

yes its like that

too hard to believe

the un-winky will
it strives again
till it breathe

the other moment

I see the shadowy stars
at the horizon
where you happen to hallucinate

my wobble hard heart

and me the docile
fight every moments

ends become the means

sanity looses its impact

I thrive in illusion

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