after my childhood

when you will be with me
I shall forget my past
a past of torture inhuman environment

I will love to go with you
in fields
where no criminal tag be there

probably I will have life
for the first time ever

after my childhood. 

Deepika just ask your dad why he has tasked my military officer to open his breakfast tiphon and ask me in an askance way as if BLOODY BREAKFAST IS LIFE. I do not take food for months together just inform your dad so that such petty stupid actions can be avoided as it serves no purpose at all. 

Deepika probably your close ones are not aware of the black of your world I have no interest to pen down either, but contacting the dreaded criminal s clones of rc minhas viz kapal minhas etc ooph your dad is really immature. 

Mr Parkash Padukone you can visit American and British Library and modern day e storage you can not find even one instance that even can be compared to what I write but you have still opted for savambar on cell phone I dont feel its a nice idea. Try to understand in between the lines what I have written. 

His facade

sitting on embankment of gaghar
I have seen stormy waters
trees were carried like papers

I remember
as if my life becomes mirror

reflections I negotiate
day and night

lonely my nerves

I wonder
at His facade

One day when Lord Rama was crying and seeking his wife sita in the jungles goddess Parvati took the physique of sita and appeared in front of the Lord. Lord Rama bowed in front of her and said mother if I can be of your help. Goddess Parvati changed into original and blessed Him. 

when you will come

when you will come

I may be crumbling
pieces of my soul
floating in 

wate you called

day comes 
it s own dictates

I wate for another night

lost nerves

retired heart

may be

when you will come