Ms Ujjala and Mr Parkash Padukone none of the persons visualized by you is competent to be called my family member. I have lived life time alone and served them like as if they are gods. I sleep on ground have no ego but my family member is one : ask deepika who is that coveted soul. 

Peoples could have avoided revelry owing to disastrous happenings at bombay. Its comparatively silence here. I have seen the peoples frenzy many a times and find what I simply find beyond this page parameters. The same vain is shown on personal grounds by many which I have faced life time to til date. I have seen people throwing all tables on fire. Tulsi is a good plant and its nice in tea making.

the points raised before the persons : neither the points nor the persons are worthy of. 

This letter is for you. I speak sophisticated clear and without any dubious intention at all. It would have comfortable nice if you could have responded. I have worked under extreme challenging equations but I always find as if its a new moment and day. In a genuine meet the basic focus remains to cut the walls of communications and psychological barrier amongst the basic know how. To know is simply not even a begining at present scenario of happenings. I have written this letter just to begin to know of cohesive threads. 

I know you may respond only after say less or approaching to ten hrs from now.

Its 4.09 with me I was searching how to become relevant as I have tried many methods may be I will start learning some software.

Mr Padukone I am writing you a very simple letter but it will take extra nerves to understand what I mean to say. I was beyond my own control of depression and advised to meet someone who can be of help to me. I did not venture at deepika place. I asked navu that I am coming to chd. This got flashed into their system. I was asked by navu not to approach their house. I asked her I am not in  a position and better understand the gravity. I was standing at a nearby small park waiting for navu. Three males relatives of her mother came out whom I wished but none could afford  humane hand and went away. Navu came after say half an hr and I was escorted by her to dharam shala. It was around 8 PM.