Abuse the staff.

Even if I write rule book here neither your mom nor you can understand the complexity of rules and laws around a government servant. I am writing a real time story that you can understand where I point to : I was working as an administrative officer. A scientist who reported after a gap of 5 year absence used to come and sit in front of my table. I pleaded sir if you say some words may be I can help cutting across the rules as my pen has sufficient powers in it to give justice. The man died out of acute depression without giving me a chance to help him. Later on his wife who ditched him life time and resided with the Principal of her school came and claimed everything. His son abused my staff. I was a silent listener to all this. The beauty queen of earth lives with a principal and her brother at London has planned how to abuse the staff.  

Lit large.

I am writing you a letter that if did not convince you a horrible disastrous end is just in making for whom let me not name it. One day I told you I helped out of courtesy a senior col and his mom  and dropped him at his residence at India Gate officer hostel accommodation. I noticed his wife was ready to serve cooked rice to them well decorated at the dinning table. I asked them ok sir I am leaving. The lady only took me a pity driver and did not offer me  even a glass of water. I told you till day I am wondering at the fragrance of rice lit large. 

One solace with me.

Love I have yet to learn how to live alone. I have literally forgotten whether if I lived with someone worth the name as torture has taken all spirit out of me. I know a lot of war prisoners and prisoners but I have lost sense of being of myself with the fate I got. writing letters to you may be one solace with me. But it depresses me as being devoid of life at all. 

with you

wandoor
you might have 
memory is 
lets not say

I have seen
lets not say

emotions
my heart often

I skip
all time

bubbles of me

my being 

with you 

You can ask

I am writing the conflict on shoot, strait of Malacca and Suez canal are main life support to Europe and America but communist giants have made their mind to block this by further vicious act to occupy the Bay of Bengal corridor of resources, if unchecked this will lead to a world conflict whereby India will be sucked into the conflict being at center of of geo political cauldron. You can ask your mom what I mean to say.      

by 2020 India may become an epicenter of  world order conflict thus sending life into basic gear of existence. Probably you can understand that I write too much serious. Kindly do not send stupid messages on my cell but act fast as I have to submit my papers. 

how far

I was absorbed
long brush 
sweeping fallen 
beautiful champaca

I could feel 
fragrance
heart of hearts

why dustbins

flowers may find
a niche

they have to retire
soon very soon

fragrance lit large

I wondered

how far