comes off

facade of
speaking on rhyme
dots say
may be

facade come off
trails of
witnessing
hidden mirage

facade
comes off

as well.

Love I am a person who has been woefully deceived by persons names pictures personnel persona and the like so I am not impressed by an internal or external stimuli to pen down. May be I am not impressed by you itself as well. 

keep calm.

days are
few and far
when you say
here I have come

verbatim of
known
unknown
flicker upon
one by one

I speak to
what shall

it says
keep calm

It says.

my paths
worn of thorns
that are rich
of hatred
envy
deceit
that strong
it pierces my heart
body
leaves nothing
in pain

sobering my nerves

I put my best

have a recluse

even that is stopped

by the deceit
gates of

I try
let it open

close is route

it says.

a lot.

 when the environs have
much to say about

my heart speaks little

little
that I can have
a pulse at

chilly winds remind
something

may be
it speaks at heart

I ask a lot

is it

it chooses
not say

I ask
a lot

at heart.

drops of ice crystals
mornings are fresh
chills of the days

beginnings put askance
to start ups

I have wondered
verbatim of Nature

it comes
with it wealth

search equations
match
speed s of times

I search

sometime
hard
at heart.

as if her hubby.

It has been years together when I put on my radio a hi fi set purchased for Rs 8K from karol bagh. It has all features of videos cassettes player disc or cd player quasi contemptible to a small tv screen / tv set. My lonely days are so stark that its something that only I can know. Today I have put it on once again. It was partially immobilized owing to dust of such a long periods of yrs together. At present carol songs are being aired. I remember once I was staying with a friend at Gurgaon for whole Christmas week. Chilly times of that eventful inning are still fresh. When you will come I will go with you to meet my friend. I dont know whether he has that pet dog with him now days that used to welcome me like as if her hubby.