what I have spell

I have written
how love
it spell like

may you read
its a little difficult

hazy quirky
nerves may say
this is that

may be 
you have
what I have spell  

what I was

I wanted to locate a fluorescent species of some flying chap but probably google is not that much google. Any how.
 I have not
thought
a day may come
some one
mine me only
shall ask
how are you

may be
its far
far ways
me mine

I search
hard and hard
at my heart

may be
I have not
searched

what I was

a poem

yes sometimes I do believe you love me.

some moments'
I have forgotten
when 
if they come back
I better forget

my heart says
is it true
or you just
want to write 

a poem 

and see my heart

Some times
my heart opines
why its so bloody fuss
is that crazy 
crazy is the air

I say quietly
forget
your Deepika is yours
no bastard
can snatch her 
from you

it says
I dont believe

I take deep breath

and see my heart.

Deepika probably there is something wrong with the development of homo sapiens sapiens. You can say  Nature has chosen some horribly wrong trait s in the bio logical cauldron of the froth to speak like common English and certain traits which were a part of say , have you read cell physiology : there is a mechanism of vacuole , this vacuole contains dissolving solutions, this is a highly complex mechanism of cell physiology. It has plethora of functions. I can not write a phd for you over here as its really a phd topic which I have happened to write. But this mechanism if understood on psychiatric know how an intrinsic sadistic trait is what that come off. I hope you can understand now. 

Lets forget.

stoic my ways
I take my steps
one by one
may you can feel
the stoic pains

I know 
stoic is the time
stoic the sharp
hardened hard

my heart opines

lets forget

I know Deepika your work equation s are something that you simply can not afford to come and stay with me. There is nothing un usual in it.
Yes sometimes I pass my time on the back drop of memory lanes of say early days but some how virus has corrupted the whole soft ware , I know you being a star of the modern world can understand my English. Yes this makes it very tough to say negotiate the live world with me. This snap is extremely what should I write as if you are made for me. yes writing such warmth ful words make a sense but you see this sense is subjective love. Only a female heart can understand what I have happened to write howsoever I am male only.