and see my heart

Some times
my heart opines
why its so bloody fuss
is that crazy 
crazy is the air

I say quietly
forget
your Deepika is yours
no bastard
can snatch her 
from you

it says
I dont believe

I take deep breath

and see my heart.

Deepika probably there is something wrong with the development of homo sapiens sapiens. You can say  Nature has chosen some horribly wrong trait s in the bio logical cauldron of the froth to speak like common English and certain traits which were a part of say , have you read cell physiology : there is a mechanism of vacuole , this vacuole contains dissolving solutions, this is a highly complex mechanism of cell physiology. It has plethora of functions. I can not write a phd for you over here as its really a phd topic which I have happened to write. But this mechanism if understood on psychiatric know how an intrinsic sadistic trait is what that come off. I hope you can understand now. 

Lets forget.

stoic my ways
I take my steps
one by one
may you can feel
the stoic pains

I know 
stoic is the time
stoic the sharp
hardened hard

my heart opines

lets forget

I know Deepika your work equation s are something that you simply can not afford to come and stay with me. There is nothing un usual in it.
Yes sometimes I pass my time on the back drop of memory lanes of say early days but some how virus has corrupted the whole soft ware , I know you being a star of the modern world can understand my English. Yes this makes it very tough to say negotiate the live world with me. This snap is extremely what should I write as if you are made for me. yes writing such warmth ful words make a sense but you see this sense is subjective love. Only a female heart can understand what I have happened to write howsoever I am male only. 

By this time you r father might have understood that it is something beyond his apprehensive nerves. Any how I do not know whether he has taste for my poems. 
my etios 
sometimes it asks
its boring
then it keeps quiet

may be
it has 
learned
a lot
from my heart.

I am trying to make soup drink : I thought it would have been a little different if you could have been with me. I dont know I feel its taken just we take some noodles etc. cold version I dont know may be its taken as cold version as well. 

at my own moments.

you sometimes might have wondered at your heart why I have not taken the snaps of your world quite often whilst I take the snap even of a shoe etc or a fungal hyphae etc.

The stars smile every night
say something
faces shine
with its glare

words to the tunes
do say

distances
take a note

may be meanings as well

I have
asked me

at my own moments.