Deepika it seems to be one of your say what should I say you already know better. Nothing tomorrow is working day only , I am trying to sleep hope you will come but I dont know why you dont come. 

I simply hate.

Not withstanding that you see me at my office and at net facilitated global cameras ( these are useless from my angle as it fetches neither any meaning nor any relevance for me ) had the environment being sane enough you and kiran and anu could have met me for once just to make me live my life as you see I am not a bloody toilet on which the experimentation s are going on how many types of helminth s are there etc.

whilst you was in Delhi during tamasha shoot you planned some idea but I know your cranky co star made a bloody mess and non sense every where possible including his mom and dad etc.

this is all conflict order I simply hate. 

kuch nahi yaar net wale mujhei muurkh samjhatein' hein' : akal kei andhein'

my heart

Nothing Deepika I just wanted to write to you. Yes sometimes you feel like what to write. Nahi painting love is quite different aspect.  Yeah most of the time its the one that is required in exact terms.

slow and fast
beats my heart
ask s me a lot
my fingers can read
may be
you do not

my heart wonders
at its beats
why it fails
fetch a little 
close 
if not more

sometimes
fingers get tired
lone notes
may be 
it weighs 
what it fails
as it runs fast

my heart

yes deepika its boring without you. I dont know much but I miss you. 

I have seen this snap many times whilst doing my office job you might have seen me I may presume it be so. 

What to say contd.

you see Deepika the phenomenon of recognition or say acceptance by the factor of conflict order ( in its wide terminology ) is not love at all but generally its perceived so only even by our physiological system. This is the reason Almighty remains zillons and zillons nautical miles away from such things . Any how my this letter is only meant for just to tell you I seriously dont know why I love you.