your dress was good

I can understand you can not put a call to me
but somehow you can understand putting a call is another thing
I dont have a cell phone either with me
you could have used e mail
then you can also presume what is their in bullshit vocabulary

you asked about diwali
its relaxation is not possible

may be you know
sometimes I do feel
I could have been a little
say smart guy and my pencil

but you see
I dont know whether you will really come to me

so
why should I be smart guy with my pencil 

may be they no word to speak

sometimes my heart asks me
is that fixation , the fuss
I am busy all the time

with or without

I do wonder
my heart
how come
it has started
speaking
mundane

I ask my lonely airs
how come
you adore me

may be they have
no word to speak 

I dont know why my heart waits only for you.

yes Deepika it is boring in my flat today is Saturday only another day of waiting and thus goes my life with me. I when walk back on sandy pathways of rajpath I often miss you but I dont know whether you miss me at all. Peoples have paraded many girls in and around me but I dont know why my heart waits only for you. 

company does make the difference, probably its exotic for me to have one. Any how its a part of life. 

Deepika I probably told you that my writing s were read by my so called sister and her coterie that make s the hell around where I breathe for you but love you will get astonished to know that Mr. Putin of USSR is not a better crank to them. 

my heart and you

sometimes my heart asks
whether its true
you make me fool all the time
at your way

I pause for a moment
see if I can have a say


I know
its effervescent
its not defines

may be
to me as well

but I know
it will come

its questions
die hard spirit

may be I dont know 

yes Deepika you can come from that Bombay maddening world, we can go some where if you like, No you need not arrange any damn thing , just come in your single dress , No security at all. Just relax and come , nothing will happen to you whilst you are with me.