my heart and you

sometimes my heart asks
whether its true
you make me fool all the time
at your way

I pause for a moment
see if I can have a say


I know
its effervescent
its not defines

may be
to me as well

but I know
it will come

its questions
die hard spirit

may be I dont know 

yes Deepika you can come from that Bombay maddening world, we can go some where if you like, No you need not arrange any damn thing , just come in your single dress , No security at all. Just relax and come , nothing will happen to you whilst you are with me. 

I have searched hard

who knows more than you that life is not a poem at all as you have been exposed to practically cross cultures or say civilizations of the world but still I am writing a poem for you may be that is my own way of remaining relevant as seriously telling you no one simply can  imagine the hell I have lived and probably you will come to change this hell to normal life at least.

broken pieces
I search every eve
how to get it
make a shape

some of your heart
some of mine one

I dont know
whom so ever
I happened to have
some moments
of daffodils

why
it were so ephemeral

I have search hard

what should I say like

my heart says
I have found
but it keeps mum

I scare to ask
what it means

I search instead
a relevance
bereft of meaning

I know
my heart is profusely
madly innocent

It murmurs
I am not

I lost in my world

what should I say like 

I think I have told you that face book is a totally different thing that is why I dont go there I prefer to respond here only. No I dont catch any body simply remain lost in my own world. No I dont even catch ricky and navu . I remain to my self. 

nothing yaar its very simple, my genuine contacts are being construed for the bloody vested thought mechanisms whilst I am very simple yaar : nothing to do with any fuss around. 

you are talking of isolation come and stay with me and then realise the hell. even ricky and navu can not be contacted ( now a days they have been allowed otherwise by those bloody sick brains lets not name them ).